It seems a shame to sully my new look, cheerful blog page with what i need to write about. But, hey, this is real life and it has its ups (which i like), and its downs (which i don’t like) but both states are real and genuine and we feel them both intensely. 1,506 more words
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When you’ve been sad for so long and something bad happens, you don’t cry, you just sit there and feel numb
1–2 Help, God—the bottom has fallen out of my life! Master, hear my cry for help!Listen hard! Open your ears!Listen to my cries for mercy.3–4 If you, God, kept records on wrongdoings, who would stand a chance?As it turns out, forgiveness is your habit, and that’s why you’re worshiped. 367 more words
Today, I had my first self-loathe fit in a long long time.
I’ve been fighting against self-hatred and self harm for the past 3 years and today, as i was cleaning my Facebook from embarrassing photos, I saw pictures of myself about 4-5 years ago, and felt extremely good. 260 more words