On Saturday, I found myself justifying my non-promiscuity. The glazed but surprised eyes looked back at me as if I had just declared that I have gills and swim around in circles all day. ‘What do you … more →
Hope dies lastHope wrote 1 week ago: As I recall it now, the night seemed never-ending as if the world itself were to begin–brand n … more →
Hope wrote 1 week ago: Some time ago–could be five weeks now–I saw a man from across a room. He had all the ph … more →
Hope wrote 2 weeks ago: On Saturday, I found myself justifying my non-promiscuity. The glazed but surprised eyes looked back … more →
Hope wrote 3 weeks ago: If we were to ever meet; if we were to ever go out lunching or drinking or even just hanging; if I b … more →
Hope wrote 3 weeks ago: All this time, I’ve thought I’ve been unlucky in love. But the other night, as A and I g … more →
Hope wrote 1 month ago: Last night, I flitted like a social butterfly around The Bar. A fake smile on my face; allowing a fa … more →
Hope wrote 1 month ago: I remember the good ol’ days when all I would think about was blogging. I would compose blog p … more →
Hope wrote 1 month ago: I can’t: Decide in which direction to take this blog. Find the right colour to paint my flat. … more →
Hope wrote 2 months ago: In the beginning… …it wasn’t his kiss that left me breathless. It was the thought … more →
Hope wrote 2 months ago: ‘Time heals all wounds’, the tongue-tied tell the broken-hearted. As seconds roll into h … more →
Hope wrote 2 months ago: Will I ever feel safe enough to reveal myself and my feelings to a man to a extent that he will fall … more →
Hope wrote 3 months ago: (Previous notes from a singleton can be found here #1, #2) Dear Attached Hope, I’m writing thi … more →
Hope wrote 3 months ago: I have seen this expression before. I have seen it before and it all begins and ends in the eyes. Th … more →
Hope wrote 3 months ago: This is the way it works after you’ve been disappointed or broken or burned. I mean–I su … more →
Hope wrote 3 months ago: [I started this series three days before I met him. And as we are currently 'dating' I still conside … more →
mandarenee wrote 4 months ago: The past month has been a whirlwind. A whirlwind of crap. Crap that I have brought on myself, but cr … more →
Hope wrote 4 months ago: On good days and on good weeks and on overall good months I feel extremely lucky that I’m sin … more →
mandarenee wrote 5 months ago: Since I am ashamed of the fact that I have ignored this wonderful site for so long, I am just going … more →
Hope wrote 6 months ago: If, one day, I find a man who finds it impossible not to love me and if, one day, this man finds it … more →