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stridingcloud — Sun, 15 Nov 2009 17:29:24 +0000

A friend of mine once told me he always tried to be different. Not kind of flawed, as he regarded himself, but more like he wanted himself to be – and others to see himself. I think by trying to change to outward appearance he kind of hoped to eventually become that ideal that he wanted to be.

Somehow I feel I’m just about to do that myself here.

I mean, that I dress differently here than back in my old place is a fact, as well as me behaving differently. But is it just natural, because you are hundreds of miles away from the place you lived, in a completely different culture? Just the normal change you go through when your personal living conditions dramatically change? Or is it the attempt to change myself? To fit in here?
I already gave up on trying to change myself to fit in. I already considered that concept a complete failure. But ain’t I just starting over with that here again? Completely different environment, new people, new faces, new conditions, new hope of finally belonging somewhere, of finally finding someplace to call home?

The funny thing is, I’m already pretty sure this is not gonna be the place. Deep down I know that. And I’m also not really trying to fit in here anymore I think. I feel like I already settled for the next place (what number is it already? 5? 6?) and somehow start dreaming about how I would feel at home there just to (maybe, if i ever make it there) face another disappointment?

The last weeks I felt like changing my style. Now I’m wondering. Am I feeling that way because I’m just on my way to the next disappointment, or ist it just because I’m stepping onwards to another chapter in life?

I really hope it’s the latter…

Posters

ster09ik — Fri, 30 Oct 2009 22:27:28 +0000

Finally finished a poster project I’ve been working on for the last months for Jönköping’s bandy team… I think the result turned out OK. Perhaps some posters worse then others, but, after all, it’s my first real “job”.

Here are some of them…

मोल शब्दांचे

योगेश ज जोशी — Tue, 16 Jun 2009 08:09:00 +0000

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तुझ्यापासून

योगेश ज जोशी — Sun, 14 Jun 2009 20:02:00 +0000

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ससा

योगेश ज जोशी — Sat, 13 Jun 2009 10:59:00 +0000

कोणास ठाऊक कसा; पण वेडाच आहे ससा अर्धमेल्या आयुष्याचे, वजन वाहे ससा . साथसोबत गेली उधळून सारी कधीच म

निद्रिस्त

योगेश ज जोशी — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 11:30:58 +0000

———————————— देऊन टाक शब्द व

परी

योगेश ज जोशी — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 11:30:00 +0000

—————— सोन बावरी चंद्र लाजरी हास्य साखरी माझी परी . चांदण खुळी व

खंत

योगेश ज जोशी — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 06:26:00 +0000

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चिंब

योगेश ज जोशी — Mon, 08 Jun 2009 05:17:00 +0000

——————————- शून्य पोकळी वधस्तंभ उन्हामध्

माझ्या आवडत्या कविता -2

योगेश ज जोशी — Thu, 04 Jun 2009 06:40:00 +0000

ही पुन्हा कविवर्य पाडगांवकरांचीच अजून एक अप्रतिम कविता. तशी कविता सोपी आहे. पण अर्थातच माझी आवडती. अ

कोलाज

योगेश ज जोशी — Wed, 03 Jun 2009 17:49:10 +0000

(पुन्हा एक कॅलिडोस्कोप..मनातल्या खोल आठवणींचा, शाळेतल्या मैत्रिणींचा, भित्र्या समाजाचा…आणि कशा कशाचा

श्रावण

योगेश ज जोशी — Mon, 01 Jun 2009 18:47:56 +0000

मागच्या वर्षी सांगून गेला भिजत चिंब ओला आठवण तुझी घेऊनिया आज पुन्हा पाऊस आला . राहिलेल्या अभ्रकाच्या

याद

योगेश ज जोशी — Mon, 01 Jun 2009 06:43:50 +0000

भ्रम झाला कुंतलाचा पाहता जाळीतुनी भासले मज निरखले मोत्यांचे पाणी कुणी उलटून राही क्षण जिवंत निळाशार

संमेलन

योगेश ज जोशी — Mon, 01 Jun 2009 06:29:29 +0000

हा एक कवी ज्याच्या कविता गायल्या जातात श्रेष्ठ समृध्दांच्या मैफिलीत . हा दुसरा कवी जो उल्लेखिला जातो

What's the most beautiful colour in the world?

stridingcloud — Sun, 24 May 2009 19:28:57 +0000

The full blue of the cloudless western winter sky at dawn, while the full moon is still high.

Or the rosé trails of smoke departing dark-grey skycraper’s silhouettes against a perilous sunrise.

सगळेजण

योगेश ज जोशी — Sun, 24 May 2009 16:35:00 +0000

प्रेम करताय तुम्ही? मी सुध्दा… . शब्द वाकवले जेव्हा तेव्हा सूर मोकळे झाले डोळे उजळून पाहता वर किरणां

शब्द

योगेश ज जोशी — Sat, 16 May 2009 16:38:00 +0000

अर्थाच्या उजळत दिशा गंभीर तो कुणाचा शब्द कवितेच्या माळावरती खेळकर अन लाडीक शब्द . सांभाळले उर

सख्या

योगेश ज जोशी — Fri, 15 May 2009 18:24:00 +0000

राहू दे उरु दे भेटू दे साजण मिळू दे खिळू दे गोफण गं . राजस गंधार झंकार तो उराचा उरला पुरला भारला स्व