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“I am Phoenix, child of Light.”

That’s what I used to repeat over and over to myself when I was young and suicidal. I said it when I needed, desperately, to remember that I was stronger than my circumstances. 694 more words


boo hoo

i’m sitting here wondering why nobody read my last post and trying to tell myself that i’m not getting a migraine because i know i am. 270 more words

on the roof and in the closet

the homeowner’s association sent two men to look at the leak in the roof. i was the only one home and having strangers in the house, even when andrew was home, scared the crap out of me. 275 more words

Breakdowns = Breakthroughs

I was told going into my yoga teacher training that it would be more mentally than physically exhausting, I am now in my 3rd week and I can attest to this statement.   466 more words


Feeling sad and defeated

Last year I took a placement year from university, where I worked for an exhibitions company. I abolutely loved it and shortly after one of our exhibitions at the NEC, I was asked to return the following year to work on the show again. 225 more words

Borderline Personality Disorder

A College Story - Emory Class of 1964 - Chapter 12

Chapter 12
On Friday of the last weekend of February, Michael decided to go home for the weekend. His high school basketball team was playing in Buford, a small town between Atlanta and Michael’s home town. 1,431 more words



As of you may know if you follow my blog, I struggle with a multitude of mental illnesses. I am officially the winner of the bad gene pool in my long family history of crazies, criminals, drunks and­­ farmers. 769 more words

Mental Illness