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Why does it have to be this way? BE THIS WAY??

i hate this drug.

i love this feeling.

i hate that you don’t want to be around me.

i love that i can rely on this false feeling, when you deny me of a real feeling. 400 more words

So It Begins...

Tomorrow will come and with it we will see if a family tradition is truly at an end. I was so focused on my immediate family I lost sight of the ripples and only now see the destruction they have caused as they spread outwards into the circles of extended family. 649 more words

Inner Dialogue

What We Learn.

I stole away with my lunch to walk on the banks of Walden. The wind was brisk, pushing into me. I pushed back with a feeling of exhilaration. 126 more words

Walden Pond

Trying To Make Sense

Her obituary posted today, I’ve never had to write one before, I hope I did her justice. It’s hard to try to sum up a person in one short paragraph, can a person really be reduced to a few adjectives, some verbs and a couple of nouns? 307 more words

Inner Dialogue

Beginnings start how?

Sometimes I’m unsure. Ive had the desire to journal again for years. I often never know where to begin, or how to update my life from my last period of journaling: much changes over the course of years.   1,521 more words

Bpd

Stuck In the 2nd Stage

I am so tired of being angry. I don’t like to harbor anger or resentment, I don’t think it accomplishes anything, but I can’t seem to let go of it completely. 518 more words

Inner Dialogue

Simple Beginnings

April 7th 2014, will go down as the first time I give myself and my thoughts a fair shot at being expressed in written form. For most of my life I have thought that I could not write. 235 more words