oare cati au avut sansa sa cunoasca iubirea adevarata?si dintre acestia,cati au fost dispusi sa sacrifice totul pentru ea?nu e usor sa iubesti…sa fii in stare sa sacrifici totul pentru iubire si sa ai curajul sa iubesti din toata inima si cu toata fiinta…sa nu mai tii cont de nimeni si nimic…sa incetezi sa traiesti pentru tine,sa faci ca toate sentimentele omenesti, teama, speranta, durerea, bucuria, placerea sa nu depinda decat de el/ea…cati dintre  cei care intalnesc iubirea adevarata fac toate astea pentru a o pastra?uneori e de ajuns o singura greseala pentru a pierde tot…si atunci,nu stii ce sa faci pentru a indrepta greseala…ai da orice sa intorci timpul…dar…e imposibil…trebuie sa mergi mai departe…trenul tau a plecat…il astepti pe urmatorul…chiar daca nu mai vine…astepti…

Free to Worship – Fred Hammond

Another touching heartfelt song by Fred Hammond. Can you tell I’m a huge Fred Hammond fan?

4) Mastermind

God’s Son – NaS

My favorite song from God’s Son. I play it to death. Don’t have much to say about it. I just love it!

5) You’re da Man

Stillmatic – NaS

Favorite NaS song EVER! The music does something to me. Brings me back to a special place in my life.

6) Beauty Jackson

Fishscale – Ghostface Killah

I wish this song was longer. It clocks in at only 1:32. I love everything about it. The sensuality of the woman’s voice, Ghost’s smooth rhymes and the imagery depicted. This is a top notch song, over a J Dilla beat of course.

7) And We Worship You

Free to Worship – Fred Hammond

A beautiful worship song from the master of Gospel, Fred Hammond. I need to listen to these songs to start my day off right.

8.) RAGU

Fishscale – Ghostface Killah

One of my favorite tracks from Fishscale. The story Ghost tells is hilarious and the beat is sicker than sick!

9) Since I Seen’t You

Comin’ From Where I’m From – Anthony Hamilton

This beat is hypnotic which is why so many other artists (G Unit, Joe Budden) have sampled it. Anthony’s lush, velvety voice rides the beat just right..

10) The Future (Produced by Dub B)

Mood Muzik 2 – Joe Budden

Another completely addictive beat. The music just takes you away when you listen to it. Joe’s rhymes are on point too.

11) Mighty Healthy

Supreme Clientele – Ghostface Killah

One of the most rousing, hard body, tracks on Supreme Clientele…

12) Reminisce

1st Born Second – Bilal

This song puts me in a good mood every time I hear it. Mos guest stars along with Common and they all have a wonderful time! J Dilla on the beat as well.

13) All Things are Working

Pages of Life Chapter 1 – Fred Hammond & RFC

Whenever I’m feeling down and uncertain about my future, I listen to this song as a pick-me-upper.

14) I will Bless his Holy Name

Pages of Life Chapter 1 – Fred hammond & RFC

I listen to this one when it’s time for me to get my praise on at work.

15) Shakey Dog

Fishscale – Ghostface Killah

This track commands your attention as soon as it starts. It’s chock full of Ghostface’s razor sharp trademark rhymes and an awesome sample from The Dells.

16) Regrets

Reasonable Doubt – Jay Z

A near perfect Jay-Z song with a laid back beat, laid back lyrics and a laid back hook.

17) Dear Diary

Mood Muzik 3 – Joe Budden

More introspective rhymes from the Jersey MC.

18) You are my Song

Pages of Life Chapter 1 – Fred hammond & RFC

Fred Hammond outdoes himself here. This one is a love song to the big guy upstairs.

19) Child’s Play

Supreme Clientele – Ghostface Killah

Currently in 1st place as my favorite Ghostface song. A triumph in rap.

20) The Lady in my Life

Thriller – Michael Jackson

My favorite Michael Jackson song. The beat gets me every time.

21) What are you Doin’ the rest of your life

Black on Both Sides: The Samples – Milt Jackson

The romantic jazz song. I always think grown and sexy thoughts when this song is playing.

22) Blue in Green

Kind of Blue – Miles Davis

Friggin’ awesome jazz song from the Master of Melancholy, Miles Davis.

23) Guess I’ll hang my Tears out to dry

Ballads – Sarah Vaughan

My “post breakup” song. I play this when I’m feeling sorry for myself after a touch breakup.

24) Detour Ahead

Ultimate Sarah Vaughan – Sarah Vaughan

An amazing song from a jazz vocalist with the most beautiful voice I have ever heard. I’m not exaggerating!

25) One

Supreme Clientele – Ghostface Killah

This song knocks!! The beat is tight and the lyrics though indecipherable are out of this world! All hail Ghostface!

Imi aduc aminte, de-o poveste veche
Cu iubirea noastra, mai stii cum a fost?
Hai, intinde-mi mana sa fim iar pereche
Departarea asta nu mai are rost.

Ochii tai mi-acopar de departe steaua
Cand in ei mai caut singur adapost
Infiora noaptea ratacind perdeaua
Trec la rand duminici fara nici un rost.
Gandul meu intoarce amintiri uitate
Hai inspre duminici sa plecam in doi
Va veni si ziua cea dintai din toate
Inventata parca numai pentru noï.

Intre doua zile nu-i decat o noapte
Orologiul bate miezul noptii rar
Te visez frumoasa, trista si departe
Unde sa te caut sa te gasesc iar?
Si de-ar fi, cand va fi iar duminica-ntr-o zi
Tu sa te gandesti la mine
Nopti la rand port in gand, chipul tau si ora cand
Am sa ma intorc la tine.

1. Ce varsta ti-ai da daca nu ai sti cati ani ai?

16 ani. nush dc dar asa ma simt..la 16 ani

2. Ce e mai rau sa esuezi sau sa nu incerci?

sa nu incerci…am fc multe greseli pn aum,dar nu prea le regret..regret insa lucrurile pe care nu le’am facut knd am avut ocazia

3. Daca viata e atat de scurta, de ce facem atat de multe lucruri care nu ne plac si nu facem atat de multe lucruri care ne plac?

nu stiu…e in natura noastra

4. Daca moneda nationala ar fi “fericirea”, cat de bogat ai fi?

depinde de situatie…asa,la general,destul de bogata.

5. Care este lucrul pe care ai vrea cel mai mult sa il vezi schimbat la oameni?

ipocrizia…si pupincurismul

6. Faci ceea ce ai visat sa faci sau faci ceea ce faci doar pentru ca imprejurarile te-au adus aici?

fac ceea ce am vrut sa fac…

7. Esti mai preocupat sa faci lucrurile cum trebuie sau lucrurile care trebuie?

vreau sa cred k sunt preocupata sa le fac cum trebuie…:D

8. Daca ar trebui sa oferi un singur sfat unui copil despre viata, care ar fi ala?

sa nu ajunga niciodata in viatza lui pupincurist:-”

9. Ce-ai prefera sa fii : un geniu stresat sau un prost fericit?

prost fericit :X

10. Ce-ai alege intre a pierde toate amintirile pe care le ai pana acum sau a fi incapabil sa iti mai faci amintiri de acum inainte?

nu vreau sa imi pierd amintirile…

11.Care este cea mai frumoasa amintire de-a ta din copilarie? ce o face atat de speciala?

nu imi vine in minte acum…

12. Daca ai castiga 1 milion de dolari ai renunta la ce faci acum?

nu.as ramane la liceu toata viata…doar k mi’as lua o casa a mea,s fiu pe cont propriu

13. Cand a fost ultima oara cand te-ai aruncat cu capul inainte in ceva in care credeai din tot sufletul desi toti te sfatuiau sa nu incerci?

mi se intampla destul de des sa patesc treaba asta,asa k nu stiu cand a fost ultima oara…

14. Care e lucrul pe care l-ai dorit intotdeauna sa il faci si inca nu l-ai facut? Ce te opreste?

sa ma marit cu 50 cent :X astept sa imi termin scoala… )

15. Care e lucrul pe care il faci mai bine decat toti ceilalti pe care ii cunosti?

nu stiu…nu eu trebuie sa spun asta,ci cei care ma cunosc…

e greu sa stii ca zicala “orice minune tine doar 3 zile” e adevarata…intradevar,atunci cand iti este mai bine si te simti cel mai fericit din lume,nu-ti  face griji,va trece…. :-j oricat as incerca sa ma obisnuiesc cu ideea,nu pot…numai cand ma gandesc ca se apropie momentul de care ma tem atat de mult,intru in panica…nu pot sa ma controlez…oricum,alaturi de el,am fost fericita si am reusit sa simt lucruri pe care nu credeam k o sa le simt prea curand…daca stim sa pretuim ce avem,momentele grele o sa ne apropie…tine diar de noi…e greu,dar am incredere ca vom trece cu bine peste…am incredere ca O Sa Fie Bine…

A venit toamna, acopera-mi inima cu ceva,
cu umbra unui copac sau mai bine cu umbra ta.

Mă tem că n-am să te mai văd, uneori,
că or să-mi crească aripi ascuţite până la nori,
că ai să te ascunzi într-un ochi străin,
şi el o să se-nchidă cu o frunză de pelin.

Şi-atunci mă apropii de pietre şi tac,
iau cuvintele şi le-nec în mare.
Şuier luna şi o răsar şi o prefac
într-o dragoste mare…

I had to write a descriptive paper for my English class and I chose to write about being a fashion designer (one of my dream careers)

“Tatiana Von Furstenberg”

            A million thoughts ran through my mind as I layed in the dark staring at the ornately painted mural on the ceiling of my luxurious hotel room. Botticelli’s Venus stared back at me looking as if she would step out of her shell at any minute, alight from the ceiling and make herself comfortable in the overstuffed armchair next to my bed.  It was 3:00 am and I could not sleep.  I was too excited about my fashion show later that day at the Palmadessa building in bustling downtown Milan. I had been tossing and turning restlessly for most of the night in my enormous bed covered with layers and layers of the finest bed linens I had ever slept on.  I shifted my attention from the mural to the bright red display on the sleek, black, digital alarm clock resting on the night stand next to my bed. It read 3:02 am. There were a thousand details to tend to before the show began at 11:00 that morning.  I might as well get a head start, I thought as I sat upright in the bed rumpling the pale blue, 600 thread count Frette sheets. It was amazing how far I’d come.

            It had only been five years since I had received my fashion degree at the Parsons School of Design in New York City, but it seemed like many years ago.  Employment after graduation was settled with just one phone call. My mother was the successful fashion designer Diane Von Furstenberg so I’d lived a life of luxury and grown up around fashion. It was in my blood. Watching my mother’s meteoric rise in the industry had been very rewarding but I yearned to make a name for myself in fashion. My last name afforded me many perks. I didn’t have to worry about looking for a job like my classmates. I simply had to choose where I wanted to work. It was that simple.  I decided upon the Italian design house Bottega Veneta. I thought I had died and gone to heaven when I walked through the gigantic wrought iron doors at the Milan design studio. Everything was glossy, perfect and exactly how I had imagined it would be. I thought about the large lacquered rooms overflowing with neatly organized clothing samples, fine leather goods and the most beautiful shoes I’d ever seen.  It was a wonderful place to work. I remembered the way the sun shined brilliantly through the large bay windows on either side of the design rooms, scattering beams of light that danced across the burnished tiled floors and bathed the well designed furniture in a warm, dazzling light.  My first assignment had been to create a mood board for Fall/Winter 2005. I had done a great job and excelled at most of my assignments until I had risen in the ranks and become an assistant designer. I thought fondly of my neat, tiny work station next to that giant window overlooking the city; my pristine work desk with all my prismacolor markers stacked neatly in a colorful Kosta Boda vase, and my gigantic bulletin board jam packed with hundreds of tear sheets from all of the fashion magazines I read religiously. I missed my former place of employment but my departure had been well timed.

            I had spent four glorious years at Bottega Veneta absorbing as much as I could before deciding it was time to go. The day had finally come to launch my own fashion brand, “Princess” by Tatiana Von Furstenberg. I laid in bed for one final minute before kicking the sheets to the side and hopping out, my long chestnut brown hair swaying against my bare shoulders. This really is a nice room, I thought, and strolled over to the windows. The oriental rugs were a deep cerulean blue and were trimmed with gold tassels. The bed I had unsuccessfully tried to sleep in was an absolute dream, covered with pale blue crisp Egyptian linens so soft and comfortable that you literally sunk into them when you lay down. The muted brown drapes were a heavy brocade and hid cathedral style windows that overlooked one of Milan’s busiest streets. The furniture looked antique and was a rich mahogany with many intricate carvings. I turned on one of the two gilded golden lamps, walked over to the dresser and began to brush my long brown hair. I looked at my reflection in the large gilt mirror. My ivory skin was flush with color and my brown eyes danced with excitement. I knew exactly what I needed before I began to tackle all my tasks for the fashion show.

            After a quick soak in the claw foot bath tub I went to the substantial mahogany armoire and selected a charcoal gray, one shoulder, sheath dress, of my own design and a pair of black leather Ferragamo pumps. I surveyed myself once more then stepped out of my room and walked purposely to the elevators admiring the plush blue and gold carpeting and the opulent, gold wallpaper lining the halls. The hotel was still fairly busy at this hour as they prepared for the day ahead. In the hotel lobby was more of the same cerulean blue carpeting but in the center of the room was a large Oriental rug with two embroidered nude figures both holding water buckets and surrounding the rug were plush, inviting pale pink and green sofas filled with cushions. On the ceiling was a sprawling reproduction of Michael Angelo’s “Creation of Adam” fresco just like the one found in the Sistine chapel. When I had first arrived I was too busy to take it in but now as a gazed at it, I gasped in awe. It was amazing.  

            I walked into the night and the cool air softly caressed my face and neck, awakening my senses. Within minutes I was in a cab heading towards the Palmadessa, a large glass building  designed by famed architect, Frank Lloyd Wright in the heart of the Milan. When I arrived, I expected the place to be dark and empty but instead I saw my assistants hurrying around at a dizzying pace trying to get everything in order. I greeted them before walking over to my makeshift desk and pulled the crumpled list out of my pale gray Hermes Kelly bag. I had to get someone to hem the show stopper dress. It was a breathtaking scarlet red sleeveless gown. The bodice was made from an enchanting silk fabric that I’d found in China on a recent trip. The large full skirt was made from layers and layers of sheer, weightless tulle. The combination of the silk and tulle fused perfectly to produce a stunning creation.  This dress embodied my entire collection and even though I’d taken the most care with it, a portion of the hem had come undone. I decided to mend it myself not trusting even my most skilled seamstress to do it.

            I remained at the Palmadessa until about 9:00 am crossing most of the items off my list before heading back to the hotel to change. I decided to wear a scarlet red suit from the collection, which was exactly the same shade as my show stopper gown. I pinned up my hair carefully and applied my signature blood red lipstick. The whole time, my heart was beating fast with anticipation. I walked triumphantly out of the hotel with my head held high. The attractive driver of my sleek black Mercedes Benz S550 said “Good morning” and opened the car door for me. As soon as I was inside I eased back into the plush leather seats and began to go over my mental checklist. I was sure that everything had been taken care of.

            We soon arrived at the Palmadessa and I walked through the back entrance greeted by my surprisingly calm assistants. They assured me that everything was fine and in order. I sighed deeply happy that all was well.  As I came to the “hub” where makeup was being applied, hair was being done and the models were getting ready, a calm feeling enveloped me. I gathered everyone together and gave a short speech before all the models lined up in their places. Soon the pulsating beat of the music signifying the start of the show began and a big smile spread across my lips. This was my moment! This was my time to shine.

So after Fergie and Britney Spears saw my videos, they called YouTube and had them taken down (drat!). However, YouTube has no added links to buy the music that I used in the video, which I guess means that they can show the video.

Here are the three Chucky videos, featuring Danny Durr as Chucky.

Chucky – Touch (Original song by Amerie)

Chucky – My Humps/Upgrade U/Umbrella (Original songs by Black Eyed Peas, Beyonce, and Rihanna)

Chucky – Piece of Me (Original song by Britney Spears)

Ok, vou fazer um post no meio da aula, sei que é feio mas… estou sem vontade de assistir aula, eu ia ler um livro, mas resolvi escrever aqui. Eu terminei de ler o livro que eu falei ontem, o “Can You Keep a Secret” da Sophie Kinsella, é o primeiro livro dela que eu li fora da série da Becky Bloomwood e eu tive uma ótima impressão, na verdade, o estilo do livro tem as mesmas características dos da Becky, o que mefaz acreditar que o estilo dela vai ser o esmo em todos os livros que ela escrever. N a verdade, eu amo estilo dela, eu não sei explicar, só sei que é muito legal.E a narrativa dela é sempre muito contagiante.

Voltando ao livro: Basicamente é a história de uma garota chamada Emma Corrigan, que não se acha especial em nada e que se acha um fracasso profissional, uma vez ela faz uma viajem p/ a empresa e na volta ela encontra com um estranho no avião e conta todos seus segredos p/ ele, e depois, ela descobre que o estranho é na verdade um dos donos da empresa onde ela trabalha e,vocês podem imaginar o que acontece, eu não gosto de estragar as histórias, mas é muito legal.

Na minha opinião é normal ter segredos,apesar de que there’s some people in my life who knows a lot about me because I spilled out some secrets without thinking… but that’s a different story… eu acho que as pessoas tem que entender que ninguém fala tudo, eu acho que existem coisas e situações que é melhor guardar p/ si. Na verdade, eu nunca entendi pq quando a gente tem um segredo e quer contar p/alguém nós falamos “Posso te contar um segredo?”, sendo que a partir do momento que a gente conta, já não é um segredo… A to com preguiça de continuar a filosofar… estou triste porque eu não vou poder ir no niver da Fernanda por causa do ENEM, sério, muito chateada, eu queria muito ir, vou ter que deixa p/ o ano que vem, quem sabe até a gente não faz aquela festa dupla que a gente queria xD~.

Meu niver esta chegando também,mas eu não vou fazer nada, estou deprimida, me sinto velha u_u” eu queria muito voltar no tempo… é que faze 20 anos em é muito gente, tipo, me sinto muito velha, ponto final.

Amanhã estréia o novo single da Brit…[capa ridícula]. Tomara que seja legal… E que eu escute muito sem enjoar, nem vou esperar por divulgação porque seria pedir demais para a madame sarcasmomodeon/

Não vou comentar ainda sobre o clipe da Carrie pq foi vazado e eu quero ajudar a Carrie, falarei dele no dia do lançamento oficial…

Ok, acho que eu escrevi bastante hoje… Beijos p/ quem leu <3′

Took this image with my iPhone that’s why it is kind of bad quality. But it shows a piece of “art” I made. Hope you like it, it didn’t work out as I thought so couldn’t get it up on the wall but I’ll think about it.

Contains a Piece of me shirt, a info paper on Britney’s circus and other stuff coming up in the arena we went to and my two tickets

/R

yeah.da abes exam.happynye.mcm baru lpas satu bebanan.hahaha.tp kan sebenarnye de bebanan yg sangat2 berat sdg menanti kt dpan mate…FINAL YEAR!!! arghh cuaknye la hai…

mlm ni plan ngn casio nk g bangalore.yeah.then luse plak nk g belgaum…melawat aimi kat sane..doakan kami selamat sampai yeah!

By: Britney Spears

I’m Miss American Dream since I was 17
Don’t matter if I step on the scene
Or sneak away to the Philippines
They’re still gonna put pictures of my derriere in the magazine
You want a piece of me?
You want a piece of me…

I’m Miss bad media karma
Another day another drama
Guess I can’t see the harm
In working and being a mama
And with a kid on my arm
I’m still an exceptional earner
And you want a piece of me

I’m Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Extra! Extra! this just in
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. she’s too big now she’s too thin
(You want a piece of me)

I’m Mrs. ‘You want a piece of me?’
Tryin’ and pissin’ me off
Well get in line with the paparazzi
Who’s flippin’ me off
Hopin’ I’ll resort to some havoc
And end up settlin’ in court
Now are you sure you want a piece of me? (you want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. ‘Most likely to get on the TV for strippin’ on the streets’
When getting the groceries, no, for real..
Are you kidding me?
No wonder there’s panic in this industry
I mean please…
Do you want a piece of me?

I’m Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Extra! Extra! this just in
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. she’s too big now she’s too thin
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Miss American Dream since I was 17
Don’t matter if I step on the scene
Or sneak away to the Philippines
They’re still gonna put pictures of my derriere in the magazine
You want a piece of me?
You want a piece of me…
You want a piece of me?
I’m Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Extra! Extra! this just in
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. she’s too big now she’s too thin
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Extra! Extra! this just in
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. she’s too big now she’s too thin
(You want a piece of me)
Oh yeah
You want a piece of me

Puteti vedea pe forumul nostru pozele din concertul de aseara din New York unde Brit a facut un show extraordinar.

Nu au existat modificari exceptand schmbarea vestimentatiei la interpretarea pieselor ‘Piece of me” ,”Circus” si “Radar”

Alhmdulillah.akhirnye..dapat gak aku on wordpress neh.thx to ting teck pei.hehehe.yg pasti esok dah puase..selamat berpuase semua…

exam practical yg xabes lagi..adeh.kemalasan melanda diri ini.

dalam dilema adekah patut aku tukar blog aku kepade blogspot??

I’m feeling kind of sleepy right now… cause I’m on this boring class…

I’m going to write it all in English cause I’m missing my English classes so bad and I want to entertain myself with something I like, even though English classes come back today.

I wish I was somewhere else right now.. like in a mall or something… cause I want to buy some stuff… like a book, or a DVD, but I’m not sure I have enough money with me… I left the rest of it at home cause I knew that if I’d brought it, I was definitely going to spend it all today.

I’ve started to read a “mangá” =O it’s called “Colégio Ouran Host Club”… I never knew I could like one of these things cause I always hated all of them, but this one is just really funny, I laugh a lot when I’m reading it… it’s just normal people you know? There isn’t those strange-creepy-crazy thing as the others… it’s just… normal… people going to school, normal problems and a lot of jokes and cute stuff… so it’s not that bad… I even have a favorite character! Big change for me.

God, I love to write in English… I feel like I’m not from Brazil… not that I don’t like it here, but I would love to speak and write in English all the time, I feel special when I do it *-*. Sometimes I wonder if I would love English as much as I do of I was American… it’s something to think about… Maybe I like it cause it’s a part of my fantasy world and I hate the real world…

Changing the subject… I wanted to sleep so bad right now, but I’m with this make-up in my eyes and it I sleep I’m going to mess it all up. God what was I thinking when I put it on?!?!?! OK… I confess, when I put it on, I was thinking: “I’m going to put some make-up so I won’t sleep in the classroom”, but now… it just seems like an stupid idea.. I mean, sometimes it’s good to sleep in the classroom, mainly when we have good dreams and we wake up feeling happy…

God, I’m really afraid that this text is full of mistakes… I hate when I do something wrong in English, cause I feel like I’m dumb or something, and that all the years of study where for the trash, plus, I’m really not that smart on anything else, so if I go bad on it, it means that I’m good at nothing at all, and it’s really sad… cause I feel useless.

I guess there’s more 15/20 minutes to the end of this class… what else can I say to you? God, I have a really good, funny thing to tell, but I can’t… at least until next Monday xD~

Yesterday I subscribed the church camp for the next year… it’s going to be so much fun! I really liked the first one I went this year, can’t wait for the next.

I wanted to write a book someday… a really cool one… but I don’t know what’s it going to be about… I’m just waiting for a really good idea, then I’m going to work on it for 6 years and just after that, start to write it for real… just like J.K And Harry Potter, cause it ended up being a really good book… and I want a remarkable book, remarkable for me of course, but still something that brings a good message fro everyone who reads it. Well, I have to go now =/

Thanks for the ones who read it.

Sorry for the ones who didn’t get a word of what I said. I’m damn bad on it. I know =/

And sorry for the ones who doesn’t understand English =/

Für alle Electro und House Fans gibt es coole Remix Versionen von Mysto & Pizzi auf YouTube.

I’ve retired these 2 badges:

And can officially start using this one:

Cheers for the vote of confidence, Jeffrey… “License to kill,” eh?

In other news, I am currently desperately fitting in as many trips to places in the States & in Europe before the Kementerian Kesihatan ball-and-chains me to some random, rural, dengue-mosquito-ridden, poorly-equipped hospital in a part of Malaysia unreachable by AirAsia returning for good to Malaysia on 07/08/09. Will attempt regular blogging when I am based somewhere a bit more permanent.

Se pare ca Shakira a decis sa se inspire de la Britney Spears pentru lansarea noului sau single.

Cantareata a lansat ieri piesa She Wolf pe radio-ul Z100 si un preview al videoclipului aceleeasi piese.Video-ul prezinta scene asemanatoare coregrafiei piesei “Piece Of Me” din cadrul Turneului Circus.

*Am mai adaugat inca un video pe care il puteti vedea mai jos

Surgiu uns comentários que sempre surgem quando uma cantora lança algo novo que machuca os fãs de outras artistas…. Mas esse lançamento rendeu ótimas frases. Shakira com She Wolf, gostosa em sua jaula, haha.

“sou fã da brit , e reconheço que a maioria dos fãns são infantis e axam que a brit é a criadora de tudo !
espero que vcs não axem que todos somos assim …
é que as vzs todos nós levamos fama por essa gente !
emfim … a brit não tem nada haver com isso , as vzs axo que ela não merece os fãns que tem !” – Depoimento de fã de Britney e Shakira, entristecido pelas brigas do orkut.

Shakira é Gostosa, Britney é Gostosa, e é isso que importa, manda as 2 pra jaula comigo e pronto! – Depoimento de alguém que acha ambas gostosas.

A Britney não tem cérebro, como é que seus fãs também vão ter? Aí é pedir demais deles! – Depoimento de alguém normal.

Tentar argumentar com uma pessoa que está na comunidade da Britney eh pior que ler poemas para um cavalo, se é que me entende. – MEU DEPOIMENTO

I had the best dream tonight… I wish it was real, but it isn’t, and it kills me to know that it just isn’t real because of me Ç.Ç I’m very sad right now, and I’m trying to not forget any detail of the dream.. ’cause it was so good… maybe one day it’s gonna be real… The song that was playing on the dream…

 
What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin’ you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein’ that lovin you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
By Rascal Flatts

practical internal MODEL exam…nape aku nak ckp m0del exam sebab.. final exam da hampir sgt da neh..tp ni la 1st time aku kami melalui dan tau mcam mane rupe bentuk practical exam neh.Demn!!..inilah INDIA…!!! dari aku first year sume nye last minutes!!! bnci aku…!! de 4 subjek sumenye..

• GENERAL SURGERY
• GENERAL MEDICINE
• COMMUNITY DENTISTRY
• ORAL PATHOLOGY

dari m0nday till thursday.pnt sgt lah aku kan…h0ho..

MONDAY

• aku antare the 1st 5 ppl yg kne start dlu [ tu p0n sbb tim xdtg..diarrhoea]
• msuk2 je bilik kecik tu.ade 5 patients.. waa.de 2 pts(patients) yg look familiar..h0ho bkn sbb aku knl mesra tp sbb ak pnh tgk diye dtg dlu time practical..[dlm ati aku..yeah ak nk amik kes neh.demn!! casio ngn george da amik!!]
• so terpkselah ak g kt s0rg makcik neh.suspens seh.makcik neh ttop2 muke diye ngn towel..nape neh.berdebar2 aku neh.dubdab aku dtg kt makcik tuh..guess wat????
• rupenye makcik neh de ulcer.. hmm patutla makcik ni ttup muke diye.sian diye…adelah berbau.aku thn la dgn profesionalnye[adeh] tp seriously aku sian kat diye..nk ckp p0n sakit mulut..da la aku xtau tamil nk amik history pe nye..
• perenna akka? ROSEMA…
  
• vaisa?? $%$$%% cett aku xphm da diye ckp pe.. yg mksud diye 40thn…aiseh.simple p0n aku xtau.nk ty yg len2 lagi payah neh…
• Jonah ngn muke noble nye.. LET ME ASK HER.. [padahal diye bukannye 1st 5.sah diye mmg nk tau kes pe yg de..alahai jonah.noblenye kamu.buktinye.diye jd translator separuh jalan. n yg pasti utk 1st 5 je.h0ho]..as a result.ak xde la HISTORY OF PRESENTING ILLNESS…
• makcik ni nye ulcer agak teruk… EDGE:RAISED.. SITE : from the left upper lip to the half of right lip.. and extend upward to the left nasolabial fold on the left side and extend upto columella on the right side. so aku agak BASAL CELL CARCINOMA…[RODENT'S ULCER]

yang ni nampak milder dari patient aku tu.uish..beza sgt neh..

• eshhh ak xsmpi ati nk tgk mkcik ni lme2.sian gile..ak mmg xsentuhle.. honestly..geli 1.[uit xprofessional nye aku] and makcik tu saket.punyela teruk smpi da jd cleft lip..[cpatla wt surgery..sian makcik neh..]
• pastu kne plak viva ngn sorg pkcik tua tua..[aku bngang ngn diye] bajet gile|!!!!!.taula k0 tu da jadi doktor.mmgla ko tau sume bnde.. yg ak bngang diye ckp DONT SHOW YOUR STUPIDITY HERE! $$@@&*%^@#!!!! weh aku kal0 da pandai xdtg cnila!! k0 p0n dlu start dari xtau pape gak kan????? uish sab0 jela.rupenye.sume 0rg yg kne viva ngn diye kne mcam aku..!!
• tp naseb baiklah kan..spotter instruments ngn xray aku ok.. adelah penenang ati gak!!!

#BASAL CELL CARCINOMA or RODENT’S ULCER.

common site at the line between the angle of the mouth to ear lobule upward…mostly occur at inner canthus,outer canthus of eyes,eyelids, bridge of the nose n nasolabial fold…

BCC ni not metastasized..but locally invading the adjacent tissue..dats y we called it rodent’s ulcer…this BCC,the ulcer will never heal..once it got healed.it will form scab n again get ulcerated..repeatedly.. usually ppl with white skin[lack of melanin] more prone to develop this BCC…

p/s: next time aku cte psl p0sting len plak..INDIA ni penuh ngn ragamnye..!!

who birth on month January below are their affection analysis :

- Ambitious and serious ( hmm bt0l la neh.kdg2 0rg ckp aku neh muke serius semacam je.haha..)
- Loves to teach and be taught ( ni mmg xtipulah.hehe.kdg2 time viva p0n ak leh ty lecturer tuh.=P )
- Always looking at people´s flaws and weaknesses ( hehe.sometimes.tp seriously..ak xdela ngumpat n jaja cte 0rg.jdkan sempadan tuk diri sndri. nobody’s perfect..but we wil work harder towards perfection… )
- Likes to criticise ( aku ni xdela ske kritik 0rg.ak ske snyp je.tp kl0 da xleh thn tang2 tu gak ak melet0p..tp jrg tuk lihat ak mrh..xtipu neh.huhu)
- Hardworking and productive dlu yela.skrg xde da.haha.pemals nye aku neh,rajen aku bertempat.bile da last minutes tu ke kan.kne la rajen.hehe)
- Smart, neat and organised ( hmm mmg ak sgt xske ngn bilik yg bsepah. hm ak agak stuju gak ngn neh.hehe)
- Sensitive and has deep thoughts ( betol sgt2.ak sgt2 sensitive.hehe.tp ak kl0 mrh ke kck ati ke.ak lbh ske snyp.mls r nk ckp lebih2.kdg2 kte ni knela snsitif ckt ngn 0rg sekeliling.jgn main sdp ati je…tp aku pgg 1bende je..nk ckp pape pk dlu pe 0rg akn rase ke.pikir ke..sbb sume 0rg xmacam kite..rite )
- Knows how to make others happy ( yep m master 0n it.hehe.kdg2 aku p0n pelik ngn diri aku..biar 0rg laen happy.aku sdh xpe..adeh.camne la tu kan.)
- Quiet unless excited or tensed ( hmm yep.bile aku rapat ngn seseorg.aku xjadik quite da..haha.)
- Rather reserved ( hehe xphm lak yg ni cmne.)
- Highly attentive ( yes i’m)
- Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds ( aku slalu sangat3 kne cold.da lah ade resdung.uhuk)
- Romantic but has difficulties expressing love ( haha.yep..sile tanye encek danialku.hehe.aku sangat susah nk memujuk dia.tp aku tau how to be romantic..he kn0ws me better.:-D )
- Loves children ( al0t!!!!!.tp aku xde la sampai nak jadi pedodontist.hehe.)
- Homely person ( yeah.kalo da smpai kat malaysia tuh.rse nk duk umah je..  exceptional kl0 tgh sale.hahaha..)

p/s: smile ,what’s the use of crying,u’l find that life is still worthwhile,if u smile…

Hmmm..td posting oral medicine..yg pasti kami [aku,tim,farah n others] behave je sume..huhu sume p0n buka buku stdy..smpikan guys minta break p0n kami xg juge..

sumenye sbb semalam la ni.. kami dpt ABSENCE for attendance even kami hadir ke posting since 1pm ok.xlmbt p0n smpi.. xde lecturer p0n time tu..lpas aku ajar Iggy instruments utk spotter gen.surgery..memang sah xde lecturer da. aku,tim n farah trus g mkn.perot berkeroncong seh.mcm dondang syg p0n ade.lmbt gile abes p0sting surgery td..xsempat nk grab biskut pe tah lagi nk lunch..jauh panggang dari api..

hmm.sedap2 kami telan sandwich akka kt tngkat 1 tuh..borak punye borak.mcm la kdai k0pi gak kan..masuk2 department je.da de s0rg sir tuh. tah pe name diye..trus diye pnggil.diye ty mne pergi td.kami wat muke kesian..lapar n bla3.. tp hampeh.dpt la absence.hahaha.

ngtkn kami bertige,rupenye alm0st da whole batch.haha..lantakla.lapar. sir tu ckp..kami kene behave tuk posting seterusnye bru leh dpt present yg neh.

so da result,kami duk je xbganjak..bce buku ngn tekunnye.haha.smpi aku rase nk patah pinggang,nk leper da punggung aku..huhu..

p/s:  then when u have take a decision, put your trust in Allah.. certainly Allah love to those who put their trust [in HIM]— AL-IMRAN

which one?