This time of year there is a lot of talk about how we should all be wanting less.

Especially in the “alternative” world of new-agers, where want may be the only really “bad” 4-letter word left since bush has once again become a reference to unshaven treasures.

We all see–and are paying for–the mindless consumption of crap.  And it does seem a true shame that so much is consumed with so little appreciation.

But…

I don’t think you can make want the villain.  Want is integral to who we are.  To want is what life is.

Coming out of my recent toxic slumber, where I didn’t want ANYTHING, I personally am thrilled to have an ever growing “I want” list!

On that list are lots of things:

A real camera (not a point & shoot), some cooked culinary wonders, some raw culinary wonders, many books, a Vita Mix, tickets to concerts/film festivals/and stand-up comedy shows, a camper van for road trips, ceramic cooking knives, drunken weekends with my brothers and friends in TJ or Vegas, more art & music in my life, a back issue of Vice magazine that has insightful collectible pics of my favorite porn star, and yeah–I WANT an i-phone!

Also on the list are places I want to experience, and stuff I want to try.  I want to keep changing and not live the same life every day.  I want to be proven wrong and shocked.  I want more education. I want the rug pulled out from under me sometimes.  I want to have friends that I disagree with but still find irresistible.  I want to like what I do for money. I want acknowledgment for what I contribute creatively.

In other words, I want.

And why are we so afraid of that?  Can you imagine a human society full of ascetics and “saints?”   I just can’t comprehend the popular image of heaven being a place where people are freed of want and just float around in an asexual mist minus all hungering.

We even live in a culture where we are taught to hide what we want from others like we are all playing poker instead of living.

Want is perceived as being indelicate.  Control your impulses, control your thoughts, control your self...

But is it want that is the issue, or is it being disconnected from any awareness of what we really want and  knowing how to feel good about it?  Are we punishing ourselves for past mistakes by denying ourselves the essence of life–desire?  Instead of always trying to figure out ways to have less, maybe we can direct our energies to making sure that everyone has more.  Of what they want…

What about the raw thing?

A lot of people have been asking me how my 2 month raw challenge ended.

I lost over 33 pounds, I feel and look A LOT better, and I am ready to tackle some other issues in my life.  I am a very analytical guy and tend to live in my head.  When I force myself to be more physical (daily intense exercise, more time outdoors, more attention to my body) I feel so alive!

Eating only raw foods has expedited that process and I’ve spent the last 3 days back in Bikram yoga classes.  So that’s going to be my main focus in 2010.  Using my body as much as my mind.

I was a little fearful that once I started eating any cooked food, or had one cocktail, it would open some kind of floodgate and I would start eating & drinking uncontrollably.  The opposite has been true.  One small cooked meal and all I could think about was getting fresh raw food in my body the next meal.

I spent all night out with friends last night, bar hopping.  I had two top shelf Makers Manhattans and that’s all I wanted.   This morning it was back to yoga and coconut water.

Since I am visiting friends for the holidays I’ve been having one healthy cooked vegetarian meal a day.  But if I weren’t in vacation mode, I don’t think I’d even be eating that much cooked food…

I am avoiding beer, fried foods, commercial dairy, gluten, and refined sugars.  And when I eat it takes very little before I’m stuffed.  A feeling I haven’t had for 2 months, and one which doesn’t feel as good as I remember…

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Seinfeld - a xxx Parody

Gerry introduces Elaina to the Porn Nazi’s store and she becomes obsessed with getting some herself. Crammer starts making his own porn movies and pairs Gorge’s fiancée Suzanne with a stud called Buck. When he entrusts Noman to deliver the tape to Gorge, it naturally falls into the wrong hands.

If you ever wondered what it would be like if Jerry got it on with Elaine, or if Kramer stumbled into a 3-way with two of the biggest names in porn, or if Jerry’s ex-girlfriend’s breasts really were “real & spectacular,” then this is the movie for you!

All of your favorite character are parodied with Gerry, Elaina, Gorge, Crammer, Noman, The Porn Nazi and more in SEINFELD: a xxx Parody.

 Featuring an All-Star cast including Ashlynn Brooke, Sadie West, Sasha Grey, Kristina Rose, Natalie Norton, James Deen, Eric John, Tony Disergio and Evan Stone.

Video Interview with the cast:

http://avnlive.avn.com/media/315.html 

70’s Show – a xxx parody

Get ready for some sex, jugs, and Rock ‘N Roll — 1970’s-style! Imagine a combination of polyester pants, platform shoes, hilarious comedy, and scorching hot sex scenes!

Introducing sexified parodies of your favorite characters including Eric, Donna, Fez, Jackie, Laurie, Kelso, Hyde, Kitty & Red. Things get dazed & confused when this sex-crazed group of friends head to a concert. Backstage passes quickly become backstage asses as the gang tries to pick up groupies & meat the band. 70′S SHOW-A XXX PARODY, featuring Brooke Banner, Ashlynn Brooke, Missy Stone, Rachel Love, Kaci Starr, Patrick J. Knight, Anthony Rosano, Ralph Long, Pike Nelson, Steve Smith, and more! 

On the 19th it was the club Christmas party. There were 8 of us on, including Emma Butt and Samara Sands. We had a local radio DJ come in to do the disco and we had a caterer do the buffet. The new cinema room was open, as was the BDSM playroom. I love the cinema room – it’s tiered with porn projected life-size onto the wall. The two upstairs gangbang rooms now had sparkly starlight headboards fitted and new red lightbulbs in the chandeliers. There was tinsel everywhere and we were all in our sexiest Miss Santa outfits.

The party started with us all dancing as alluringly as possible in the lounge and then 6 of us leading the men off to 3 separate locations for the start of the gangbang. There was a raffle all night where the two winners would win 15 minutes 1on1 anal. I was one of the first 6 girls on the beds. And, because we’d had to dance, I was already drunk. I can’t dance sober. I’d had to drink some of Samara’s vodka and then a pint of white wine before I could even start to move like I was a sex goddess not a groovy granny. So when it came to guys fucking me I’m sure they were getting away with being far rougher than normal because I was pretty much numb to their cocks penetrating me deeply!

By the time it got to midnight with an hour and a half left to go we were all, literally, well and truly fucked. We’d used lube right from the start because we knew it was gonna be a long night but our pussies were still closing up. They were telling us ‘no entry’ and we had to listen. So when it got to the buffet we decided we’d all try to make the break a bit longer than it should have been! We succeeded without a single word from the management which bought our dying vaginas a little time.

For the last spurt (as it were) of the night, Emma and I hid upstairs chatting with clients for as long as possible. When slowly other girls were added to our number we all went downstairs and starting giving lapdances instead of shags. When the guys asked us to go to the bed, we make up our own rules and said, ‘blowjobs only’. We felt quite powerful, with us in charge and not the management, and we felt proud to have survived so long being fucked by every type of cock you can imagine. We definitely deserved our £200 each… it made it all worthwhile!

Merry Christmas to you all xx

Tera Patrick: ‘Porn Caused My Divorce‘

 Last summer Tera Patrick asked her Husband to give up either performing in porn or their marriage. After all, Patrick exited the performing end of the business in 2006, so why shouldn’t her hubby? He declined to quit having sex on film, and the couple split in September. 

In the Memoir ‘Sinner Takes All’ she also dishes on the emotional side of being Tera Patrick, writing candidly about her battles with depression and anxiety. She also discusses finding true love and building a healthy marriage, achievements that were considered impossible in the world of porn.

Featuring hundreds of photos, plus diary pages and scintillating sidebars, Sinner Takes All takes the tell-all to raunchy new heights.

More information on ‘Sinner Takes All’: A Memoir of Love and Porn By Tera Patrick & Carrie Borzillo 

  Published By Penguin Books USA

here: Tera Patrick & Carrie Borzillo: ‘Sinner Takes All’ A Memoir of Love and Porn

Don’t forget to read the exclusive excerpt from the book :

 Tera Patrick Exclusive Excerpt: Sinner Takes All  

Riley Steele – Fleshlight Girl – Coming Really Very Soon!

Rumor has it that she will be the newest Fleshlight Girl to be released next week!

Stay tuned!

Voting Begins for First-Ever People’s Choice Awards Powered by XFANZ.com – XBIZ.com.

Have your say and Vote for your Favourite Stars, Movies and Websites here:

XFANZ.com People’s Choice Awards

Monica Sweetheart, born April 23, 1981 in Czechoslovakia first entered the porn industry in 2000, shortly after turning eighteen.

In 2005, she was nominated for the Best Group Scene Award by XRCO for her scene in Eye of the Beholder.

On November 26, 2006, Sweetheart appeared in the Belgian comedy show Willy’s en Marjetten. She played herself in a sketch where she was greeted at the airport by her fictive official Belgian ‘fanclub’ consisting of five members.

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HO HO HO

PremiumCash has launched AlexisTexas.com, the official website for adult performer Alexis Texas.  

Members will be able to download Texas’ exclusive hardcore videos, photo sets and behind-the-scenes footage. Live shows, Texas’ Twitter and blog also will be included with the membership.  

The site will be updated once a week with homemade videos and photos produced by Texas, the company said.  

Audrey Bitoni (born August 16, 1986) is an American pornographic actress and model. She was nominated for the 2008 AVN Best New Starlet Award.