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i have no idea whether this is apprpriate or not

the edges wrote 11 months ago: but m*riads told me once that the only (best?) defense they had was to tell and tell and tell.  and … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, e*a and me, Self-Hating, feeling crazy, scareded, Body, Nobody loves me, needing people, talking about things we don't want to talk about

this is not an entry i want to write

the edges wrote 11 months ago: okay. let’s start there. this is not an entry i want to write. i am writing it, but i don … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Dysfunctionality, Alters, associating, being clingy/needy, Being Good, being hard on ourselves, being in control, being manic

i would just like to say, for the record,

the edges wrote 11 months ago: that clearly i am treating m*riad like my mother whom i need to save or they’ll leave me. i ju … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Update, mom, scareded, Nobody loves me, needing people, being in control, Being Bad, circling birds

who am i kidding?

the edges wrote 11 months ago: if m*riad is running away, then i picked them because they would be running away.  and would probabl … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, taking care of people, the borderlines, being clingy/needy, smoking, sex-being a bottom, Self-Hating, feeling crazy

i am sad and small and scared

the edges wrote 11 months ago: i know i am a bad girl.  i know that for sure.  i know i am bad very bad and scared.  i know things … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Being Good, the borderlines, being clingy/needy, mom, smoking, being hard on ourselves, self-mocking

god i am such a loser

the edges wrote 11 months ago: first i get so triggered by m*riad seeing a*ron that i basically start crying when it happens, then … more →

Tags: Rant, Update, Being Good, the borderlines, being hard on ourselves, Self-Hating, wanting/needing love, polyamory/monogamy

a story about spike that i was going to tell kathy yesterday

the edges wrote 1 year ago: so spike is the main villain on buffy.  he’s a vampire.  which means he has no soul, kills peo … more →

Tags: talking about things we don't want to talk about, Self-Hating, scareded, TV, being in control, a Story, Dark things, SM, Being Bad

an open letter to the people i could not protect

the edges wrote 1 year ago: … more →

Tags: Update


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