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When You're in the Dark and You Want to See, You Need, Uh ... Electricity!

Although my job was awesome, emotionally and mentally I was becoming more and more depressed. When I got home from work at 2pm I immediately put my pajamas on and turned on the TV, I didn’t leave the house much except for work and M (who had become my husband during my second stint at Tower) brought take-out/fast food home for dinner pretty much every night. 1,443 more words

Bipolar Disorder

Suicide isn't worth it

It used to be all I wanted, my only goal. I didn’t care about recovery. I didn’t care about setting future goals. I was utterly lost in the idea that suicide was my best escape, my only escape, that this world was too cruel in making me stay alive. 519 more words

Borderline Personality Disorder

Friendship and Borderline Personality Disorder

The second question in the “31 days of BPD” challenge asks why your last friendship ended. Now I don’t have any friends (unless you count my husband) and haven’t had any in a long time. 563 more words


me and january 24. 2015 - ECT (test three - the next day)

waking up cold this morning – and if i was able to dream they are hidden far back behind the rest of my life where they might stay forever. 216 more words


Three years in bloody fucking hell

I grew to dread the sound.  My roommate would take the Dixie cup off his dresser and walk to the bathroom.  With the door open,  he would dip the cup into the toilet and drink from it. 334 more words

Mental Illness

Borderline Personality Disorder and Anger

As you may’ve noticed, I like to pick my topics for my blog posts in the “mental health” category from recovery or awareness challenges. I don’t usually finish the challenge or answer the questions exactly as they’re asked, but I like to get them to zap me out of writer’s block. 428 more words

Borderline Personality Disorder

Kill Me, Heal Me Excerpts - Funnies

Always wondered what happened in mental hospitals. Just so happens that this patient likes to go clubbing (but of course she’s crazy and trapped in the hospital). 14 more words

K Drama