Last night Tiny and I lay on my lounge floor and talked about everything, and everyone, and the whole universe.

I had a mini break-down about work, and how I seem to have my pre-holiday stress levels back already. She listened, and then countered with her own mini-breakdown about Andre.

We also talked about Ran. And about why I can’t seem to just agree to be in a relationship with him.

I’ve decided that I’m being kind of stupid. He’s the only thing right now that alleviates stress rather than causing it. And being with him kind of makes me happy. And he’s made it clear he wants a relationship.

And it makes the wolf happy, and it’s probably about time I start listening to the wolf, and giving her what she wants.

Also? I’ve realised why Ran’s so tired and stressed all the time now too. Tiny (with his agreement of course) has kind of withdrawn from her Alpha position. She’s Alpha in name only, meaning he’s dealing with every little thing that comes up on his own.

With a Pack as big as this one, it’s kind of a REALLY BIG JOB.

To be honest I’m a little annoyed at her for deciding to go this route, and I’m annoyed at him for agreeing to it, but I do understand the practicality. The entire pack is now thinking that she’s not pulling her weight. They’re ready to accept another Alpha, and are working on who it should be.

Generally, traditionally, they do a change over with the full moon, so we’ve talked about our game-plan for that. It’s on the 2 December. In a weeks time I could be Alpha.

The Ran thing can be sorted much sooner. I’ve got the phone in my lap ready to call him. I might see if he’s at the hotel so that we can talk in person.

Wish me luck.

Or hot sex – wish me hot sex instead.

After we were done talking and laying about on the floor, eating ice-cream and drinking beer, we just kinda lay there, all talked out. Andre came by to pick up Tiny, and rather than just picking her up, he saw that we’d both been crying, and eating traditional ‘I’m feeling sorry for myself’ food.

He stretched out down on the floor too, with his arms under his head, and told us both about his week looking after Rump. By the sounds of things it was comedy gold. He doesn’t talk much, but when he does he has this awesome dry sense of humor, that had us both in tears again on the floor – only this time from laughing.

I’m seeing more and more why Tiny likes him so much.

Anyway when we were both sleepy he hauled me to my feet and sent me off to my bedroom, and then he picked Tiny up (she was refusing to walk because she had beer-legs) in a fireman’s carry and carried her off to the car like it was the most normal thing in the world.

Anyway. I’m putting off calling. Actually I might go fix my hair first. I suspect I have ice-cream in it.

Hallo liebe Leser,

wie ich finde macht RAN einen richtig guten Job. Gerade für die Fans, die auch einen Blick hinter den Kulissen werfen wollen gibt es auf Ran.de nun viele Einblicke in die Vorbereitung und die Erlebnisse des TV Teams.

Andrea Kaiser und Wolff Fuss werden per Digicam bei ihrer Arbeit begleitet. Ihr könnt Andrea z.B. beim Taxi fahren zuschauen, beim frieren in Moskau oder auch wie sie dem Kameraman sagt, dass der tiefe Ausschnitt nicht so nah gezeigt werden soll. Wolff Fuss es z.B. bei der Pressekonferenz in München, vor dem Trainingsgelände oder 2 Stunden vor dem Spiel, wie er seinen Kommentatorenplatz vorstellt.

Ich persönlich finde es sehr interessant, sehr lustig und es ist einfach ein toller Einblick in die Arbeit eines TV Teams.

Schaut einfach mal rein, denn es lohnt sich wirklich

http://www.ran.de/de/fussball/tv-team/kyte-videoplayer/kyte-verteiler.html

Viel Spaß^^

Geschrieben von Florian Hellmuth

Bildquelle: Sat1

★ spunkinator

So yesterday was a bad day. A really BAD day. Like I came home and threw my bag one one direction, my xmas shopping in the other, and then slammed my shoes into my closet so hard I might have damaged the dry-wall.

Then I growled and swore, and ate some food that technically, given the rather voluptuous state of my hips at the moment, I shouldn’t have. Then instead of sitting down to watch 80’s movies like I wanted to, I had to put shoes on and go shopping, and haul 300 tonnes to rubbish and pizza boxes to the basement (Did Andre move in while I was away?), and deal with a whole kitty litter THING.

(Rump is in my bad books.)

So by the time I finally finished all that, PLUS drafting up the new office manual design…. I was fucking exhausted.

I crawled onto bed still wearing my jeans and grocery shopping tee-shirt. (Yes. I have a specific tee-shirt that I wear to the supermarket. I don’t know why, I think it’s usually just a co-incidence thing.) intending to do a little reading for uni, before showering and then sleeping.

I didn’t read, as soon as my head hit the pillow I was asleep.

A few hours later I shot up in bed just knowing that someone was in my room looking at me.

Sure enough I open my eyes and there’s a huge shadow in my bedroom door. I launch myself out of bed, and yelp – exactly like a startled wolf – and Ran (THE ASS) laughs at me.

And worse yet? He keeps insisting that I screamed. As if. I do not scream like a girl.

Ran: {Laughing} Easy, Easy! It’s just me. Sorry I didn’t mean to scare you.

Ayla: You didn’t scare me.

Ran: Right. So what was he screaming for?

Ayla: I wasn’t screaming. That was my battle cry.

Ran: Right… Babe, you’re shaking.

Ayla: From emotion. I’m just so pleased to see that you’ve broken into my house again…

Ran: Sorry, I need somewhere to crash, and you didn’t answer your door, or your phone when I called.

(I notice for the first time that he looks exhausted.)

Ayla: What’s wrong with your place?

Ran: Andre and Tiny are… Making up. Loudly. And I had a bad day.

(He says this while stripping down to his underwear. I take a moment to admire his chest.)

Ran: Why are you still dressed?

Ayla: I didn’t mean to fall asleep when I did. I had a stupid day.

Ran: Me too. Want a hug?

Ayla: … You didn’t happen to stumble across a new blog today did you?

Ran: A what?

Ayla: Never mind.

So I stepped out of my jeans and tee-shirt, and reached for my PJ’s. He tackled me onto the bed before I could reach them. Then he enfolded himself around me, and I buried my face into his shoulder and traced the veins in his forearms.

(He has lots. It’s weird. I checked mine and I can barely see them, but his are almost sticky-outy.)

Ran: Your hair smells good.

Ayla: I got it cut. The hairdresser gave me a mullet.

Ran: It looks fine. It’s still nice and long… {He runs his free hand through my hair, and tugs a bit} Would you like me to rip her limb from limb?

Ayla: No. She gave me a discount, and a free treatment.

….

Ran: So about the screaming-

Ayla: I did not scream.

Ran: Sure. About the battlecry then – Sorry. I really didn’t mean to freak you out.

Ayla: You should stop breaking into my house then.

Ran: What if we organized nights where I come over, like sometimes after late night Pack business like tonight. That way you’d be expecting me, and there’d be less screaming.

Ayla: It was a Battlecry. And OK, on a casual basis. Not every night.

….

Ayla: So… shouldn’t we be having hot sweaty sex?

Ran: {all sleepy and comfortable} Mm.

Ayla: Wait, you don’t want to sleep with me?

Ran: {snorts} Of course I do. {He shifts a bit and it becomes very clear that at least one part of him would very much like sex}

Ayla: So why aren’t we…

Ran: Because this is nice too. Besides I’m holding out.

Ayla: For what?

Ran: For you to agree to engage in some form of non-casual relationship with me.

Ayla: ….

Ran: Well?

Ayla: I’m thinking about it.

Ran: {chuckles} Sure. Just let me know when you’ve made up your mind.

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Today I hate every thing and every one.

I hate my stupid stockings which ripped ten minutes after I left the house.

I hate work, which is driving me crazy with all the pressure. And my boss. I definitely hate my boss a little. He’s making my job a lot harder than it needs to be.

I hate my shoes because they were the wrong shoes for today. They would have been the right shoes if I was inside at my desk, with stockings… but I was outside, on my feet all day WITHOUT stockings. I ended up walking through the city barefoot to get home because the idea of going one more step in them made me want to cry.

(I didn’t. I hardly ever cry.)

I hate the Wolves too. HOW is it that the one day I WANTED to find someone with a car following me not a single shifter was in sight? Hm??

I hate stationary shopping, because carrying the bags back to work is heavy, and hard, and makes my feet hurt more.

I hate haircuts because the hairdresser gave me a weird choppy mullet thing, and now my hair isn’t super long any more. It looks strange around my face.

I hate my chin because I have spots.

I hate Christmas shopping because my family is stupid, and I don’t talk to them, but they send me gifts so I feel obliged to send them gifts, which is FUCKING HARD when you don’t know a thing about them, and are completely indifferent to their new partners.

(They both re-married… Or in my mum’s case, she’s about to get re-married, they’re only engaged at the moment.)

I hate book stores with coffee shops, because the employees don’t know how the fuck to find the book you want, instead they want to tell you all about the free wi-fi, and awesome muffins.

I hate kitty litter because it stinks.

I hate rubbish day.

I hate grocery shopping without a car.

I hate my credit card bill.

I hate the way my bedroom curtains don’t shut all the way. There’s a tiny one inch gap, and it makes me want to scream.

I hate the fucking way that I can’t just do my hours at work and then get on with my day, instead I have to go back and work late, then take work home.

I hate the color Red. Also the way the deli lady says ‘Fifty.’ Fidy is not a word. LEARN ENGLISH.

I hate fucking EVERYTHING today. And now I have to go do some more FUCKING work instead of sleeping.

Needless to say: I did not get laid the other night. Instead Ran came over and apologised for deceiving me. I was all ‘You know what? I’m going to throw this back in your face every time we fight, or I suspect you’re lying, but I think you did the right thing in this situation. Maybe.’

And he gave this big sigh of relief, and all the tension in him just kinda drained out, and he hauled me into a big bear hug.

(Actually it was probably just a normal hug, but he has big shoulders, so when he hugs, it feels like you’re just enfolded in warm snuggliness – exactly like a bear hug.)

(I’ve just realised that that’s what I want right now. A really big bear hug.)

Then, just as we’re both relaxing into each other and I’m beginning to think about how good he smells, his FUCKING phone rings, and what do you know, the FUCKING Pack has imploded.

Maybe saying that it’s imploded is over-exaggerating, it was more a case of some idiot young males trying to take over a section of the Pack through force – ie: a big fucking fight.

Two of the shit-heads are in hospital, which I’m fine with because they brought it on themselves, but they also hurt a couple of innocent (pack) bystanders by trying to intimidate them into submitting*.

Tiny was very nearly one of them – lucky Andre was with her, and managed to keep her safe, and  stop the dickweeds from doing too much damage.

So? Ran had to go, and he took me along for the learning experience. It was a long stupid brutal night spent physically checking up on the ENTIRE Pack, and visiting the hospital, and holding secret squirrel meetings.

Then, at the crack of dawn I got home, just in time to change into work clothes and drag my carcass out of the house again.

There was no sex, and no sleep.

And that’s probably why I hate everything today.

(Submitting: Think showing their bellies, agreeing to support the dickweedsunconditionally, handing over big chunks of personal property/ money…. Pretty much letting the dickweeds have all the power, to use and abuse how they want.)

“Enligt Stockholmspolisen var det fem gärningsmän som rånade kvinnan på Huvudsta allé vid 20.20 på kvällen. Hon blev dragen i håret och slog i huvudet när hon ramlade omkull. Det är oklart vad rånarna, som beskrivs vara i 15-årsåldern, fick med sig”

SvD

Modiga killar.

/Fröken Sverige

Stötte på en intressant artikel i GT.

GT har kartlagt alla anmälda brott i Västsverige under 2008 och gjort nerslag i Öckerö och Strömstad – brottslighetens motpoler.

Vid färjeläget på Lilla Varholmen skiljs Göteborg från det lugna Öckerö – där endast 563 brott anmäldes under 2008. Strömstad är en till folkmängden jämförbar kommun men har ändå 1516 brottsanmälningar – drygt tre gånger så många som Öckerö.

Det verkar stämma. Strömstad (11 607) är t o m en till folkmängden lite mindre kommun än Öckerö (12 250) och det rör sig inte bara om 2008 som framgår nedan gällande våldsbrott.

Lägger man ihop brotten och fördelar dem i ett cirkeldiagram blir det mer tydligt.

Sammanlagt 1 682 våldsbrott i Strömstad och Öckerö under perioden 1996-2008. 74% i Strömstad kommun och 26% i Öckerö kommun.

GT frågar en expert.

- Det går att förklara med att de kommuner
som har mycket sommarturister, nöjesliv och
köpcentrum drabbas av fler brott. Exempelvis
så genererar ett köpcentrum mer snatterier
och trafikbrott till en kommun, säger
Thomas Pettersson, analytiker hos Västra
Götalandspolisen.

Låter rimligt och lätt att kolla upp i statistiken. Snatterier och trafikbrott finns inte med i kategorin våldsbrott så köpcenterargumentet går bort.
Sommarstad och mycket turister är verkligen ett tungt argument så vi plockar bort kvartal 2 och 3. Om det beror på sommarturister bör siffrorna se annorlunda ut under vinterhalvåret, vilket de inte gör. Argumentet att sommarturisterna
drar upp statistiken stärks knappast.
Kan det finnas något annat som skiljer dessa två kommuner åt?

Som av en händelse kollade jag upp en annan parameter. I de båda kommunerna bor det sammanlagt 3 159 personer med utländsk bakgrund, men som synes mycket snedfördelat.

Det kan vara ett sammanträffande så jag kollade upp fler kommuner med ungefär samma antal invånare, och visst, det kan också vara ett sammanträffande.

Inget av detta hade vi behövt spekulera i om våra makthavare inte
hade omyndigförklarat oss.

Tranemo och Lycksele drar ned korrelationen som ändå är hög. Tittar man på kategorin “Rån inkl grovt” faller även Lycksele in i mönstret.

Jakarta’s own EGRV are supposedly finish with their third LP entittled “POWER ON POWER OFF”. They just sent us one of their tune “I Know That You’re Looking Over Here”, featuring vocals from RAN’s Rayi. RAN is currently huge in Indonesia and this track is bound to have crossover appeal. In the meantime check out the track and keep an eye for the full length.

EGRV myspace

I Know That You’re Looking Over Here by E.G.R.V

*THIS EPISODE IS MY NEW FAVE!!!!*

To start us off is Amu screeming in the middle of town XD LOL I thought that was sooo funny!

LOL Rima XD Ya know wut? I think Rima makes this stuff more fun(or hard lol) for Nagihiko XD lol atleast she keeps it interesting! ;3

XD HAHAHAAHA!!! Rima makes it so hard for him~

LOL LOL LOL I LUUUV Rima’s face in this picture XD ROFL. She’s practicly saying “This’ll be good…” X3

“Here we go…*gulp*” X3 lol good luck Nagihiko.

lol twin chara cutness~ X3

Amu looks like she’s gonna cry >> lol Well Amu DID cry when Nadeshiko left…

I HOPE YOU’RE THIS HAPPY WHEN IKUTO COMES BACK AMU >w< that would make my day~

lol nice enterence Nagihiko XD come out from behind flowers.

lol Rima thinks the same thing probly XD or maybe she just thinks he really does look like a girl >> this is the first time Rima has seen him in a skirt right? cause last time, it was just Yamato Maihime. XD

lol Amu’s gonna cry again >> lol kidding..

GLOMP! O-O LOL

Can’t blame Amu for missing *cough* “her” *cough* so much… last time she saw “Nadeshiko” was episode 25 (This is episode 108!!!! X__X) Poor Amu~

“Huh?”

“Grrrrrrrr……”

“E-hehehe…”

LOL XD couldn’t help it~ They were practicly talking to eachother through their minds >> lol

Awww~ Poor Amu~ ;-;

KusuKusu: “Nice to see you again Temari!”

Miki: “Huh? Isn’t this your first time meeting Temari, Kusukusu?”

KusuKusu: “Huh?”

LOL busted >> well almost…

Lol Amu looks asleep >>

Lol XD Temari and Nagihiko are all nervus XD they thinking “Ooooh this was such a bad idea….” X3 lol

Ok, let’s get back to Rima >> lol I laughed so hard at this XD

lol Rima is ploting on what to do.

A. Tell Amu it’s just Nagihiko and to let go of him NOW.
OR
B. Play along, look cute, and tease Nagihiko at the same time.
…………………..

Lol I thought it was cute how Nagihiko sounded all worried as he was probly thinking “PLEEEEASE don’t say it” XD lol and he called her “Mashiro-san” >> …hehehe~ idk why but it sounded so cute to me! XD lol

She chose B >> lol this is the part where I DIED from too much cutness *o* I really wasn’t expecting her to do that XD lol

She says “Nice to meet you. Wow! You and Nagihiko look so much alike! it’s almost like this isn’t the first time we’ve met! *giggles*”

AWWWW RIMA~<3<3<3 I LUUUUV YOUUUUUU!!!!!

*DIES* X__X Just looking at her makes me die from seeing so much cutness at once…lol

LOL Amu’s probly thinking “Wow, that went WAY better then when she first met Nagihiko.” XD hahaha~

LOL XD even after all that cutness she’s back to being all mad X3 hehehehehehehe…

Randome KusuKusu moment O-O

XD Rima’s first time seeing “Nadeshiko’s” chara-change with Temari! X3

“Where’s Nagihiko?” indeed XD Where in the world could he be hmmm??

Lol XD welcome back Nagihiko & Rhythm

And Rima sees her change for somemore teasing X3 YAY! lol

Back and forth they go on and on for awhile then finally Rima stops and “Nadeshiko” and Temari feel dead from running back and forth XD

You can really tell it’s Nagihiko though O-O how does Amu not see it?! I wish I was her right now T__T I wish I could think they were really twins again… *sigh*

so now they go on a walk XD lol cause “Nadeshiko” needs a break X3 lol

Amu: “Where’s Nagihiko?”

Nadeshiko thinking: “Oh no not again…”

XD lol

Rima: “He said he had to do something.”

Good girl Rima~<3

So sweet~<3

lol I can’t believe Amu bought it though O-O LOL it’s like she believes Nagihiko told Rima and no one else >> does she even try to THINK about it?! lol rimaandnagiarewisperingthingstoeachother>>hehehehe~

lol anyway XD moving on >>

lol Rima’s on the end of the bench like she has nothing to do with it. Poor cutie~ ;-;

And AGAIN. they ignore Rima DX we didn’t get to see her fight in last week’s epiosde either! ;-; they’re so mean…*SOBS* I WANT CLOWN DROP!!!!!! DX

I didn’t really care about seeing Amulet Heart =___= but I fliped out when I saw Yamato Maihime take the stage and pwn the X-egg with a new move! 8D THAT ROCKED DUDE!!!!!! I fangirled so much till I died XwX lol

Then “Nadeshiko” talks about Amu and kinda gives out that he has a small crush on her I guess?? XD lol can’t remeber the subs anymore but oh well..anyway I think Rima thinks Naghiko likes Amu >> lol jelouse yet Rima? X3

so then it skips to the next day after the performance~

My jaw droped when I saw Amu leave. I was like “THANK HEAVEN SHE’S LEAVING!!!!!!!” XD lol cause(sorry Amu fans) she always seems to get in the way of Rimahiko cause Nagihiko kinda I guess, has a crush on her ight now >> I think Rima’s getting closer and closer to winning him though X3 lol

Rima: “You just like cross-dressing don’t you?”

XD LOL well said ;p

then she says “I’ll keep it a secret, but you’ll have to do me a few favors”

Nagihiko: “Like what?”

Rima: “Say, treating me to a parfiet later after school.”

Nagihiko: “Huh?”

Rima: “No problem, right? Na-gi-hi-ko~”

I just died again XwX *KYAAAAA* she just like–GAH! IDK HOW TO SAY IT!!!! BUT THAT WAS TOOO CUTE!!!!! *w* kyyaaaa~<3

I wonder if Nagihiko’s heart is beating?

***********

Next episode: “A Charming Chara-Change!”

What I think about it: All I’m hoping for right no is that they show maybe a SECOND part to this episode. Like show Nagihiko taking Rima out to eat after school~<3 OMIGOSH PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE!!!! I'M BEGING ON MY KNEES HERE!!!! TToTT

Part One

You Who are Getting Obliterated in the Dancing Swarm of Fireflies,
by Yayoi Kusama, 2006

So Ran called me in the afternoon. He sounded weird, but then, what do I know right? It’s not like I know know him right? (It’s become very apparent over the last 12 hours or so that I’ve missed a WHOLE heap of what’s been going on with Ran.)

I had just finished packing for my trip to Rarotonga when the call came.

Ran: Ayla, Hi.

Ayla: Hi. Guess what I just did??

Ran: Finished your exams?

Ayla: Finished packing. It was more grueling than that last exam. The pressure was crazy – who knew I owned that many pairs of beach appropriate shoes?

Ran: I have something you need to see Ayla.

(cue sinking feeling)

Ayla: Why does this not sound like a good thing.

Ran: I’m sorry, but it’s important.

Ayla: I’m getting the feeling it’s not going to make me happy. Is there any way we could delay this until after my tropical holiday?

Ran: Andre will be there in five minutes.

Ayla: Huh.

***

The car was weirdly silent as we drove out of the city. I mean, Andre is usually pretty quiet, but this was worse than usual. Ran had sent Andre, Trent, and Colt to pick me up. He really seemed to have gone out of his way to make sure I was outnumbered by guys bigger than me.

Not a good sign.

The car stopped at a house I’ve never been to before and Trent and Colt jumped out. Andre and I sat in the car for a moment, him gripping the steering wheel so tightly that his knuckles were pale and sharp against his skin.

Ayla: Care to give me a heads up on what I’m walking in to here?

Andre: He wants to make it right – how you were turned, and how you were left without a Pack…. Ask him where he’s been disappearing to for the past few months.

My stomach took a nose dive.

There is nothing that could ever make how I was turned ‘right’.

***

Ran met me at the front door. He looked angry, pale, and sharp. I’ve only ever seen him like that once before. The memory did not inspire confidence.

He grabbed my arm, and my chin, and made sure he had my attention.

Ran: This is important, and it needs to be done.

Then he kissed me.

When he pulled back I realized that it was time to find out what I so desperately didn’t want to know. I shook him off my arm, and stepped away from him.

Ayla: Ran, where have you been going? When you lie, and say you’re tracking down rogues or away on business, where are you really? What do you do when you’re not here?

Ran: I’m sorry, I never wanted to lie to you, but we needed to track him down, and make sure he wasn’t hurting anyone else like he hurt you… I think I’ve found him.

It turned out that Ran had enlisted the help of the Alpha in the area I used to live. It’s a huge territory, and very hard to monitor because a lot of it is rural. They had to interview everyone from his Pack, and everyone outside of his Pack.

They had to threaten, bribe, and ‘persuade’ people to remember everything about every shapeshifter they met eight years ago.

Then they had to fly out to Japan, Mexico, and Australia to follow leads.

One of them led right back here, to a city down the other end of the country.

No so surprisingly the place was being inundated with reports of dog attacks, and people like me, being turned illegally, and then left to die. Overwhelmingly they did die, the ones that didn’t ended up mentally disturbed.

(This whole ’shapeshifter’ thing is way harder on the body and mind than I ever knew. The odds that show I survived both the mauling, and the change are just getting more and more unbelievable.)

With five different regional Alphas, and investigative teams from over eight different territories (apparently when they realized what was going on, and for how long it had been going on they all wanted to chip in and help) It took two weeks of solid work to track the guy down.

Unfortunately there were no reliable witnesses left. Without evidence the Alphas couldn’t act on the next step…

In essence? They wanted me to ID him.

***

I thought long and hard about running. It wasn’t my proudest moment.

I even made a quick plan. I would kick, and break a kneecap, so that he couldn’t chase me, and then run like hell until I was far enough away to change. Then I’d just keep running until I got home, to my bed, and my cat, and my freezer full of steak. (When I get upset I think about warm places, and meat a lot.)

I didn’t run though.

I avoided Ran’s hand, when he tried to place it on my back, and instead stepped through the door on my own. Ran, Trent, and Colt stepped into the room behind me.

There were two men in the room – the Alpha from my old home town, and the one from the guy’s new territory. They introduced themselves and I ignored them.

I studied the man handcuffed to his seat behind a table. He was old – really old, all wizened and skinny. He was scruffy, but fairly benign looking. His beard was untrimmed, and his clothes had definitely seen better days – probably as a result of being dragged to the other end of the country. He sat quietly, staring at the ground, ignoring us all.

“Guys… It was a really long time ago that I was bitten. I was scared out of my mind… I’m not sure. Like I said… It was a long time ago. He seemed bigger. Not as old…”

At that the man looked up and met my eyes, and grinned showing flat yellowed teeth. I took an involuntary breath in and my wolf slammed into my head, taking control in an instant.

I didn’t remember him, but she sure as fuck did.

One moment I was in human form looking at him, and trying to remember. The next I was in wolf form, smelling him and KNOWING that this was the asshole who hurt me.

I didn’t even feel the change. I did feel the difference in my teeth though. They were sharp enough to kill now.

Still bound up in my clothes I leapt at him across the table, ignoring my jeans as they fell to the floor.

Ran managed to act quickly enough to stop me getting my teeth into my attacker. He grabbed me at the ruff of fur back of my neck, and by a handful of the tee shirt and bra that were still looped around my torso and neck.

One of the Alphas said “I’m happy to take that as a positive ID.”  Everyone else in the room agreed. He reached over and casually snapped the old man’s neck.

I stopped struggling against Ran and he immediately pulled me up against his chest, shielding my view and whispering “I’ve got you, easy…”

When he was sure the wolf wasn’t going to take over again he snapped at the other men: “You couldn’t have waited five minutes until she was out of the room? She didn’t need to see that.”

It sounds bad, but while most of me was horrified – part of me was pleased. Like… not just relieved that he was gone, but actually, bloodthirstily ecstatic that the man was dead.

My wolf very much DID need/ want to see the man die I think.

It’s kind of a hard feeling to reconcile myself with. Sure I might turn into an animal every so often, but that doesn’t make me less human does it?

How much of that is my wolf, and how much is me?

To be continued

Det finns sällan några enkla lösningar, men ibland så….

I Malmö har det varit en “rånvåg” (hur många rån har det varit?) mot kollektivtrafiken, det får Arbetsmiljöverket att kräva kontantlösa bussar i Malmö. Nu omedelbart stoppas kontanthantering kvällar och nätter. Vilket också innebär att man i de flesta fall slipper betala om man bara har kontanter (enligt min erfarenhet alltså). I förbifarten måste man också säga – herregud, ska man ändå råna och riskera någon slags påföljd så varför hålla på och råna busschaffisar på 300 kr?

Min enkla lösning på denna arbetsmiljöfråga är att införa avgiftsfri kollektivtrafik, man slår flera flugor i samma smäll. Dels slipper man avgifterna (som bara blir högre och högre), dels slipper chaffisarna handskas med pengar, trafiken skulle också flyta bättre.

Nu på lördag dyker det också upp ett gyllene tillfälle att propagera för de här åsikterna, då SUF Skåne organiserar en manifestation för avgiftsfri kollektivtrafik den 14/11 kl. 14.00 med samling på Triangeltorget i Malmö.

Läs också kallelsen till manifestationen och bjud in vänner och bekanta genom Facebook:
Politikernas nya regeringsförslag om en marknadsanpassad kollektivtrafik visar än en gång hur motsägelsefulla deras löften är. Samtidigt som man påstår sig ha “världens bästa miljöpolitik” blir det dyrare att pendla miljösmart. Snart kan det vara billigare att ta bilen än att åka tåg till jobbet.

Förslaget som planeras skrida i verk år 2012, innebär att Skånetrafiken kommersialiseras och subventionerna tas bort. För oss innebär detta dyrare resor, färre linjer och sämre planering. De profitdrivande företagen skulle med största sannolikhet välja de mest lönsamma linjerna, vilket kommer drabba förbindelser med landsbygden. Med flera olika ägare kommer samordningen fallera och det kommer bli krångligt att planera smidiga byten. Inte nog med det – styrelseordföranden för Skånetrafiken, Lars-Ingvar Ljungman, är moderat och ser gladeligen hur biljettpriserna blir marknadsanpassade.

Under de senaste åren har vi dessutom fått smaka på vad Skånetrafiken rubricerar som “god service” – höjda biljettpriser, avskaffandet av T+ till förmån av Fritidskortet (gymnasieungdomar tvingas nu betala 395 kr/månad istället för de tidigare 450kr/termin för att kunna åka på kvällar och helger), förseningar och borttagandet av flera stationer (bl a Östervärn i Malmö). Nu har vi fått nog. Vi tänker inte stillasittande tiga och titta på när människor med uppenbart dåliga omdömen dikterar villkoren för våra liv utan att vi ska ha något att säga till om. Vi vill inte betala för att pendla – att pendla är arbetstid! Vi vill inte begränsas för att vi inte har råd att åka kollektivt! Vi vill genom avgiftsfri kollektivtrafik verka för ett hållbart klimat!

För att sätta press på de ansvariga politikerna anordnar vi en manifestation den 14/11 kl. 14:00. Samling på Triangeltorget i Malmö.

- SUF Skåne

För den som vill engagera sig kontinuerligt för avgiftsfri kollektivtrafik så är det också uppstartsmöte för planka.nu -Skåne dagen efter manifestationen (facebook):

Engagera dig för avgiftsfri kollektivtrafik i Skåne!
Öppet planeringsmöte i Malmö

Under dom senaste månaderna har vi fått ett flertal intresseanmälningar från folk i Skåne som vill engagera sig i kampen för avgiftsfri kollektivtrafik. Både privatpersoner och grupper har hört av sig. Dessutom så är SUF-klubbarna i Skåne (Malmö, Lund, Österlen) sen länge mer eller mindre aktiva i denna fråga.

Därför bjuder vi nu in till ett öppet planeringsmöte i Malmö. En av oss som jobbat med Planka.nu i Stockholm kommer ner och hänger och berättar om hur vi arbetar med denna fråga. Men självfallet är det viktigaste att ni som är intresserade får en chans att träffa varandra.

Alla är välkomna, du behöver inte ha varit politiskt aktiv tidigare eller ha några helt klara idéer på vad du vill göra. Det går bra att komma förbi och bara lyssna och se om det är något för dig.

Hoppas vi ses där!
/Planka.nu Stockholm

Datum: den 15 november 2009
Tid: 16:00 – 19:00
Plats: Glassfabriken
Gatuadress: Kristianstadsgatan 16
Stad/ort: Malmö

Rekommenderas: Skumrask om det klasslösa samtalet, så plankar du bäst i Skåne.

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Vid 23-tiden den 16 september larmades flera polispatruller till Edward Lindahlsgatan i Malmö (Eniro karta). På platsen fanns ett yngre par som uppgav att de blivit rånade på sin dyrbara hyrbil, en Mercedes värd ca 440 000 kronor.

Mannen och kvinnan berättade att två rånare kommit fram till bilen, hotat dem med pistol, tilltvingat sig bilen, kontanter, mobiltelefoner och en handväska. Flera polispatruller sökte i området, men utan resultat.

Polisens insatser var förgäves på grund av ett enkelt skäl – det fanns inga rånare. Mannen hade tillsammans med en kumpan “fejkat” rånet och sålt hyrbilen.

Åtal för bedrägeri blev följden och domarna milda; villkorlig dom med lite böter.

Bilen har aldrig återlämnats och inte heller påträffats. Fråga om skadestånd kommer att drivas i en separat process.

Malmö tingsrätt dömde

Mohammed Mekahal, född 1988-10-13, folkbokförd på Gymnasistgatan 2 i Malmö (Eniro utsiktskarta) till villkorlig dom och 160 dagsböter om 50 kronor för

• Grovt bedrägeri

I beslag tagna 9 500 kronor,  pengar han erhållit som vederlag för sin medverkan i bedrägeribrottet, förklaras förverkade.

Offentligt biträde, Anders Malm, tillerkänns ersättning av allmänna medel med 23 349 kronor som tas ur statskassan.

Emma Palm, född 1989-06-14, folkbokförd på Edward Lindahlsgatan 19 D i Malmö (Eniro utsiktskarta) till villkorlig dom och 60 dagsböter om 50 kronor för

• Skyddande av brottsling

Offentligt biträde, Göran Ödemark, tillerkänns ersättning av allmänna medel med 22 659 kronor som tas ur statskassan.

Kaiwan Balisani, född 1986-08-25, folkbokförd på Rapsvägen 77 i Arlöv (Eniro utsiktskarta) till fängelse i 10 månader för

• Grovt bedrägeri
• Försök till stöld
• Häleriförseelse

Förordnande angående tidigare utdömt fängelse, 2009-06-10, Göteborgs TR avd 12 målenhet 12:1, B 7584-08, villkorligt medgiven frihet förklaras till återstående del förverkad.

Offentligt biträde, Per Schunnesson, tillerkänns ersättning av allmänna medel med 60 336 kronor. Ett tidigare biträde, Stig-Arne Holmgren tillerkänns ersättning av allmänna medel med 2 226 kronor. Ersättningarna tas ur statskassan.

Samtliga tre åtalade ska betala avgift om 500 kronor var till brottsofferfonden.

Bakgrund

Kaiwan Balisani och Mohammed Mekahal har gemensamt och i samförstånd den 16 september 2009 medelst vilseledande förmått personal vid biluthyrningsfirman Hyrbilscenter vid Mariedalsvägen i Malmö att till dem lämna personbilen NRF 257, värd ca 434 000 kronor. Bilen tillhör Riksbilar AB.

Hyreskontrakten undertecknades av Mohammed Mekahal och betalningen gjordes med hans Visakort och med uppvisade av hans körkort.

Bilen har de därefter tillägnat sig genom att de avhänt sig den till annan, vilket inneburit vinning for dem och skada for Riksbilar AB.

Vilseledandet har bestått i att Kaiwan Balisani och Mohammed Mekahal, i samband med att hyresavtal träffats rörande bilen, förtigit att de inte haft för avsikt att återlämna bilen och infria avtalet.

Mohammed Mekahal har senare på natten till polisen gjort en brottsanmälan varvid han sanningslöst uppgett att han och Emma Palm blivit utsatta för ett väpnat rån och att bilen därvid tillgripits av okända personer.

Emma Palm har på Kaiwan Balisanis och Mohammed Mekahals uppmaning mot ersattning gjort nämnda polisanmälan tillsammans med Mohammed Mekahal, och har underbyggt denna genom att lämna falska uppgifter till polisen.

Genom sitt görande har Emma Palm medverkat till bedrägeribrottet och främjat det genom att hon styrkt Kaiwan Balisanis och Mohammed Mekahals i deras brottsliga uppsåt. I vart fall har Emma Palm genom sitt agerande motverkat att bedrägeribrottet skulle uppdagas och beivras, liksom hon otillbörligen främjat möjligheterna for Kaiwan Balisani och Mohammed Mekahal att tillgodögora sig den genom bedrägeriet åtkomna bilen.

Försök till stöld

Kaiwan Balisani har gemensamt och i samförstånd med annan person den 9 september 2009 kl 03.17 olovligen berett sig tillträde till Lindängsbadets inhägnade område vid Koralgatan i Malmö, och har där forsökt bryta sig in i en container i syfte att stjäla.

Försöket har avbrutits på grund av att larm utlösts och väktare kommit till platsen. Fara för brottets fullbordan har förelegat.

Kaiwan Balisani har erkänt gärningen.

Häleri

Vid en husrannsakan i Kaiwan Balisanis bostad hittades en dammsugare och spis inpackade i original förpackningar. I samband med en stöld i en lastbil stals en identisk spis, men om det var denna som hittades i Kaiwan Balisanis bostad är inte klarlagt.

Kaiwan Balisani har uppgett att han köpte föremålen av en man av romskt ursprung cirka kl. 02.00.

Tingsrätten finner att varorna varit åtkomna genom brott, Kaiwan Balisani döms för häleriförseelse.

De inblandades CV

Mohammed Mekaha är tidigare lagförd men för brott vilka saknar betydelse vid påföljdsbestämningen enligt tingsrätten. Straffvärdet bedömer tingsrätten till fängelse nio månader. Med hänsyn härtill, till straffvärdet och till att bedrägeribrott inte är ett artbrott bör påföljden bestämmas till villkorlig dom jämte böter.

Emma Palm är inte tidigare straffad. På grund härav och att varken straffvärdet eller arten föranleder annan påföljd än villkorlig dom bör hon dömas till en sådan påföljd som dock ska kombineras med böter, tycker tingsrätten.

Kaiwan Balisani är lagförd ett flertal gånger för främst förmögenhetsbrott, narkotikabrott och trafikbrott. Under den tid han har varit häktad i detta mål har han avtjänat ett fängelsestraff om två månader, vilket han villkorligt frigetts från. Det samlade straffvärdet motsvarar fängelse tio månader.

Kaiwan Balisani dömdes tidigare i år i Göteborg (Göteborgs TR, B 7584-08) till två månaders fängelse för

• Tillgrepp av fortskaffningsmedel
• Grov vårdslöshet i trafik
• Olovlig körning
• Rattfylleri
• Narkotikabrott

Kaiwan Balisani dömdes den 10 februari 2009 av Malmö tingsrätt för grov våldtäkt, begången den 15 augusti 2008 samt olovlig körning, rattfylleri och narkotikabrott, begångna den 18 december 2008, till fängelse 4 år.

Den 3 april 2009 dömdes Kaiwan Balisani av Jönköpings tingsrätt för stöld begången den 15 maj 2008 varvid förordnades att det av Malmö tingsrätten utdömda fängelsestraffet skulle omfatta även stölden.

I en dom den 23 april 2009 ändrade Hovrätten över Skåne och Blekinge Malmö tingsrätts dom genom att ogilla åtalet för grov våldtäkt och dömde Kaiwan Balisani för övriga brott till 140 dagsböter. Hovrättens och Jönköpings tingsrätts domar har vunnit laga kraft.

Kaiwan Balisani dömdes den 10 februari 2009 av Malmö tingsrätt för grov våldtäkt, begången den 15 augusti 2008 samt olovlig körning, rattfylleri och narkotikabrott, begångna den 18 december 2008, till fängelse 4 år.

Den 3 april 2009 dömdes Kaiwan Balisani av Jönköpings tingsrätt för stöld begången den 15 maj 2008 varvid förordnades att det av Malmö tingsrätten utdömda fängelsestraffet skulle omfatta även stölden.

I en dom den 23 april 2009 ändrade Hovrätten över Skåne och Blekinge Malmö tingsrätts dom genom att ogilla åtalet för grov våldtäkt och dömde Kaiwan Balisani för övriga brott till 140 dagsböter.

Hovrättens och Jönköpings tingsrätts domar har vunnit laga kraft.

Emma Palm och Mohammed Mekahal känner varandra sedan flera år och har också varit ett par. Mohammed Mekahal och Kaiwan Balisani är ytligt bekanta. Kaiwan Balisani och Emma Palm känner inte varandra.

Övrigt

Överklagande kan ske till Hovrätten över Skåne och Blekinge senast den 30 november 2009.

Länkar

• Malmö tingsrätt, mål B 8389-09 (2009-11-09)
• Göteborgs tingsrätt, mål B 7584-08 (2009-06-10)
• Skånska Dagbladet 2009-11-09, Fängelse för bluff om bilrån
• Skånska Dagbladet 2009-10-27, Bilrån var bluff – sålde den dyrbara hyrbilen
• PP Press Foto 2009-09-16, Bilrån på Edward Lindahlsgatan i Malmö
• SR Malmö 2009-09-17, Rånare hotade till sig bil

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Uppdatering 2009-11-09: CV for Kaiwan Balisani uppdaterat.

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Då blev man av med kameran efter att ha blivit rånad på gatan. Alla bilder borta, dock finns de flesta kvar på datorn som jag hade fört över. Två snubbar på motorcykel lyckas slita den ur min hand trots att jag har en säkerhetsrem runt handleden. Ingen fysisk skada men jävligt förbannad är jag. Resan genom Filippinerna börjar ju sådär får man säga. Inga bilder på ett tag tills jag skaffat mig en ny. Jäkligt surt måste jag säga. Nåja, hoppas min dyra reseförsäkring hos Gouda täcker förlusten, men man vet ju hur försäkringsbolag fungerar. Värst är ju att jag inte kan ta bilder på ett tag och jag hade en massa fina bilder från första dagarna på Filippinerna samt att vissa bilder och videosekvenser är kvar i kameran. Sa till polisen att de skulle få en bra hittelön om de hitta den. Gick runt i lite olika pantbanker utan lyckat resultat men den dyker väl upp snart antar jag..

Skriver mer om landet och annat när jag orkar, just nu är jag bara pissed off!

Så här sne är jag nu som Thomas "Piraten" Glaving

Ps. så ni slipper oroa er, tatueringen är naturligtvis fejk.

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Hi, I’ve been wondering what the problem with the wihte snakes and blue snakes they dont give exps and are in the Oh No! Destiny Boxes. Here is a pic of the white snake.

As you can see, my Character’s level is104 and I’m in the pnx hole, Last Time i played Ran i was level 50 and the White snakes gives 97% exp during BTG. Now they’re just there to make Ran a little bit more glitchy game because they’re still red and they don’t give any exp same for the Blue Snakes but the Blue Snake’s name is white now.

Please GM’s fix this. Even the lvl 131 char of my friend still has a red White Snake.