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The day He almost took me.

I know this may sound ridiculous, but I do feel as though I had a brush with God one day at the height of my eating disorder. 945 more words

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Friday after the Eleventh Sunday after Pentecost.—Remembrance of Christ.

Friday after the Eleventh Sunday after Pentecost.—Remembrance of Christ.

PRAYER BEFORE MEDITATION.

My God, I firmly believe that Thou art here present. I acknowledge that on account of my many sins I am utterly unworthy to appear before Thy sacred countenance. 1,249 more words

Humility

Perfection, 88.

I could purge again today. I could do anything I want. I think I’ll keep this down for tonight though, after the gym I might break even with my calories for the day. 2,152 more words

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NK (look it up)

When I’m working at RSPB Dungeness I don’t usually stick around to watch birds but I’d noted a good list of waders so arrived a bit early to look for them at ARC. 279 more words

Revisiting the past, the internet.

Today I felt like I was 16 again. I started to drowse so deeply after purging and it felt lovely. I’m not condoning it, but for an insomniac or someone with this circadian sleep rhythm disorder, it felt nice. 1,818 more words

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The uses of aporia: the torpedo-fish analogy in Plato's Meno

 

MENO: Socrates, I certainly used to hear, even before meeting you, that you never did anything else than exist in a state of perplexity (

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