Rumor has it that Jocelyne Wildenstein and Lonnie Barnett are dating…is there any truth to this? Stay tuned…

So I went to the doctors at 2.30 today and got my medication for my anxiety sorted. The doctor put me on a lower dosage as my body couldn’t handle and was I was having side effects from the drug. the ones I were on which was 80mg per day. I’m now on 40mg per day… I took my tablets they gave me as soon as I got in and well I’m feeling a lot better a few hours later already. Thank god! I really hated having the side effects. Never in all the time I’ve been on tablets for anxiety experienced anything like it before it was quite frightening and made me worried about my health quiet a bit wondering if it was anything else.

Anyway at least I’m sorted now. Got to see Rosie today as she’s back in college now Left my milkshake in her bag though damn. Was a pretty good milkshake for 69p too.. bummer. Haha. Oh well I think Rosie or her sister have drank it now so it didn’t go to waste.

I’m off college tomorrow woo! Tutor told us to take the day off for ’study time’ or something along those lines. I’m still going down to college tomorrow though as Rosie is in and I want to see her! Got to sort out my Adult Learning Grant too as they haven’t paid me for last week.. muppets. Need my money! Skint.

Rosie is one of the most beautiful puppies I’ve seen– her coat is incredibly silky, her markings distinct, and she has those great pleading eyes and floppy ears.

But I think a big part of her beauty is enhanced by her willingness to please and eagerness to be with you. It’s very hard not to love a dog who gives herself so willingly and knows nothing except to love fully.

She is a 5-6 months old Lab/hound mix and will require training and confidence building like most puppies, but with a steady routine and people of her own, she’ll blossom very nicely into a wonderful, loyal dog.

She gets along nicely with other dogs (would make a great second dog! would love a big canine sibling to help her learn the ropes!), loves her toys (she likes fetch), and would probably be a great sofa dog (sitting next to you while you watch tv, etc).

If you think Rosie is your girl, come visit her in Kennel 40. For more information about Rosie contact doginfo@apsofdurham.org.

Rosie says, I look forward to meeting you and finding my forever home!

I’m still not feeling very well at all. Still light headed, tired all the time and feeling dizzy like I’m going to pass out at any moment. Dreading having to go to college later  if I’m feeling like this but I need to go in. Rosie’s back in college tomorrow too so I want to see her!

Going to book a doctors appointment in the morning for the afternoon when I finish college. Diabetes runs in my family so my nan seems to think it may be that but who knows.. just not looking forward to the blood test ugh. I hate needles!!!! Oh yeah to top the day off yesterday I got asked if I was doing drugs, smoking.. like cannabis and stuff. I was shocked to think they would ask me such things especially since they should know for one I wouldn’t do that and two I’m really ill not taking drugs!! Only drug I’m taking is my prescribed medication from the doctor.

Anyway off to bed now.. can’t keep my eyes open any longer. Good night..

Had a great day today with my Rosie. We went to Manchester town and had a ton of fun. Shame I am still feeling quite ill because I would have enjoyed today more… sucks being ill! Going to go to the walk in centre tomorrow to see if they can see what is up with me and see if it really is the new medication I’ve been put on.

Got a shit load of college work to do tomorrow night as it’s hand in week next week. Kinda glad really as then I’ll see where I’m up to with everything and what I need to finish off over the Christmas period. Hoping I’m not too far behind on my work though due to being ill quite a bit the past month and half.. then again I’ve done more work than some people even though I’ve been off! I swear some people just don’t care if they pass.. good luck with them getting into university or whatever they want to do after college.

Going to do some gaming on Modern Warfare 2 tomorrow night as well do my bit for the charity Child’s Play! If anyone would like to join me on my quest of doing so tomorrow night it will be just after 10PM I get online so add my gamertag: MediaSoldierX and send me a little message if you want to party up.

That’s all for now.. shattered. Going to watch Friday Night with Jonathan Ross in an hours time.

Toodles!

Nik Nak of the Day:

I can’t believe Alfonso, my little brother, is 21! They grow up so fast =(

Mike and Alexandra just moved into their new place and didn’t have a table, but that didn’t stop the gang from playing a good old-fashioned game of beer pong!

aww pretty Donna =)

We ended the night with a killer jam session. The doorman didn’t like it though =/ or maybe it was the complaints?

The other night, Terry and I took a walk and saw some pretty INTERESTING stuff, check it out:

On Tuesday night, I met up with Safwat, Terry, Tatiana and Wolf =) at LITM in Jersey City for the Little Wonders show. It was a good turn out. We even bumped into Sean then Mike, Alex and their friends from Australia.

“Is that Chloë Sevigny?”

(I really need to get a new camera…)

I wish I could live in here:

Those reminded me of Mandy =)

… And those of Donna!

… Lately, I’ve been giving away a LOT of my old drawings/paintings. I need to make room for the new ones! Here’s a peek:

Also, email me at rosiesarered@gmail if you’d like to purchase any of the following – they’d make great holiday gifts!

Christmas is coming!

Don’t forget :: Tonight!

6pm-9pm
THE STOCKINETTE presents “Decay.”
581 Jersey Ave (at Third St)
In her latest series, DECAY, Tatiana Godoy frames brick and mortar with her lens, aligning texture, shape, and color into abstract compositions. The beauty she finds in old, crumbling buildings is evidenced by her photographs, which attract us aesthetically to that which we do not typically value.

See ya there!

Really hoping today will be a better day. Just finishing watching The Green Mile before drifting off to sleep. I’ve started a productive day off by posting my follow Friday up on Twitter already. Don’t usually do it this early but I had an urge to do it now. Better to do it now I suppose rather than forget and do it at the last minute.

So it’s Friday woop! Some pros and cons there I suppose. Pros I get to see Rosie tomorrow and it’s the weekend!! Cons I have to get up early and endure a long day at college. Oh yeah! Almost forgot Rosie is back in college next week YAY Cant wait!

Anyway that’s all for now, night.

Title says it all really.. had a shitty day. Woke up late, felt quite ill. I was sick a few times but luckily managed to eat some lunch to keep my strength up. Hating this new medication. It’s helping my anxiety I can tell you that but the sickness feeling it’s brought these past 2 days just sucks.

Soo.. I dragged my bum down to college to find that the first hour and half were going to be spent listening to some tutors from the Blackpool school of arts trying to convince us to come and study at there institution when we finish college. I’m really not interested in going to university. I’m all set on joining the Royal Air Force. It’s really doing my head in all this talk of uni and all the stress that comes with it. I don’t need that pressure go away!! I know I’m probably one of the few who doesn’t want to go to uni but still I shouldn’t have to sit there and listen just gives me stress from the anger of being made to sit there.

I did get one bit of good news though so it’s not all bad! Rosie has apparently bought me something .. a present related to Call of Duty? I’m intrigued to find out what it is lol. I’m rubbish at having surprises so I’m trying to work out what it is. Hope Rosie is ok though.. she seems a little down or pissed off at something at the moment ? She’s got me worried.

Need something to do now but what? .. Anyone got any movie suggestions??

(Blondes and brunettes. They are a Thing.)










It’s not looking good for Rosie, eh? More to follow.

Introducing Jennifer!

Jennifer Young has had a varied and exciting educational and professional history enabling her to bring a multitude of skills to the Tangled Web Storytelling team.

Whilst at University Jennifer has worked on active projects which have enhanced her excellent communication skills with clients, colleagues, children, and suppliers. For example Jennifer managed a British Opera Premier by Louis Sphor, which sold out every night! This project gave Jennifer an opportunity to showcase her management skills and her dynamic ability to explore other areas including directing, script writing and production.

Jennifer is a keen supporter of voluntary work. As a volunteer in recent years Jennifer has helped at an orphanage in Nepal and as a teaching assistant in Leeds. These experiences required patience, tolerance and enthusiasm to support children with behavioural, self-esteem and confidence issues to progress.

And Rosie..

Rosie Dowen is an extremely hard working Leeds University student in her final year. Studying Managing Performance, she has excelled in all modules, especially within collaboration where she developed her skills of communication, independent management and being a supportive team member.
Rosie has balanced her academic life with her committed position as an Accounts Receivable clerk, where she provides customer service support to international and home rated students and their families.

Rosie is very passionate about the important role Community Arts can play in personal development at all ages and the key role that active experience plays in the professional development of those wishing to work in the arts. Rosie has supported this passion for volunteering on community projects. As well as this, Rosie has volunteered for such highly acclaimed businesses as West Yorkshire Playhouse and The British Red Cross, reflecting her proactive and motivated approach to her own professional development.

Alrighty my mighty flock who is actually reading this lol! Check me blogging again.. seems like a joke but meh. I think this sheep needs to get things off his chest and well posting it up on here will just be the best thing.

Last night was great! Rosie came round and we hung out for a few hours and watched Paranormal Activity together. Think it scared her a little bit!! Haha… but don’t blame her for being scared really I was too the night before watching it all on my own. I did have a couple of disasters after she went home.. cooked a pizza and burnt it bloody typical when I was starving. Then tried to ring Rosie back but think she fell asleep bless her she’s working so hard at her work placement proud of her! Then I fell asleep for a few hours at 10PM woke up at almost 1AM today thinking it was time to get up for college and take a shower lol. I still haven’t been back to sleep and it’s 4:15AM … I’ll be logging off in a minute though need to give these eyes a rest I’m starting to get sleepy again finally.

Anyway I’m off.. hope you didn’t mind reading my ramblings. I do tend to ramble on a lot don’t I! Going to watch this crappy film on Zone Horror and fall asleep. Nighty night my fellow sheep!

Baaaaaaa-ye.

I’M SO UNCREATIVE
GODDDDDD I HATE MYSELF.

Halo semua…
akhirnya aku bisa bikin blog setelah sekian lama kepengen bikin.
yah..keinginanku ini kupendam udah lamaaaaa banget, tapi baru kesampaian sekarang.
itu setelah aku kepikiran ide jualan ato promosi lewat blog pada bisnis baruku.
yea..kenapa tidak..
mohon maaf ya bagi yang kurang berkenan, ada yang sempet nengok blog ini pun aku udah seneng..
ceritanya gini, aku bau mulai bisnis ini sekitar 3 bulan yang lalu..jualan Kree-oks..
hmm..agak kurang familiar yah…
ya iya lah, wong ini jenis makanan baru yang peredarannya masih terbatas.
tenang aja kawan, ini bukan dari MLM atawa sejenisnya, ini murni jualan…
ups jadi lupa ngenalin Kree-oks, yaitu makanan bungkus semacam kripik kentang gitu deh tapi bahannya bukan kentang namun ubi merah manis jepang.
dengan sistem penggorengan yang tanpa minyak menyebabkan warna ubinya asli tanpa dibubuhi macem macem.
secara umum, kripik ubi ini (biar enak nyebutnya) biasa saja bagi orang awam…
tapi sekali anda mencoba, dijamin ketagihan deh.
aku dah nyoba, dan tiap saat ngliat nya pasti pengen buka, namun karena itu barang dagangan ya ditahan hehehe…
pertama, kripik ini kaya serat jadi ngemil dijamin bisa kenyang..
kedua, tanpa bahan pengawet, perasa dll…kalo ini mah udah jelas ga usah dijelasin lagi
ketiga, bisa jadi temen maen facebook ato game ato kongkow bareng temen…
keempat, dan ini aku jujur kree-oks ini adalah penyelamat bagi anakku..ya, anakku autis dan menjalani diet ketat makanan terigu, gula (CGF – Cafein, Glutein-Fluor).
selama ini aku ga pernah kasih roti dan segala macam snack yang ada di toko karena kalau itu kukasih, anakku bisa sakaw..tau kan kalo orang lagi kecanduan alias mabuk narkoba?..ya itulah anakku kalo bocor dietnya..
tapi, begitu kree-oks datang, saya bahagia dan berterima kasih pada penciptanya, anakku bisa makan seperti adeknya…jadi kakaknya makan kree-oks, adeknya potato chips (karena adeknya tidak autis).
hikmahnya, aku jadi getol jualan kree-oks, tujuan utamaku untuk memberitahukan para orang tua anak autis bahwa telah datang snack ringan buat putra putri mereka.
hhh…kepanjangan ya nulisnya.
pokoknya bagi yang berminat beli, silakan hubungi aku kalo mo pesen kree-oks (minimal 10 bungkus ya) di nomor 081385151914, namaku rosie
atau add facebook ku di rozfau@yahoo.com, bisa juga kirim email ya…
eh lupa, bisa juga lo kalo yang mau jadi distributor, secara, produk ini masih baru pasti pangsa pasarnya masih banyak…
ok ditunggu semua….

I got a chance to see “Canstruction” last week at the World Financial Center. They had artists make sculptures out of CANS for charity … Check it out:

I loved it! It was awesome to see what they created.

Anyway…

I (obviously) made that out of an old doll. My grandma it to gave me… I’m not sure why she’s still giving me dolls, but I think it put it to good use, don’t you think? Hahaha

The rest of the week was really chill.

Last Sunday was SO nice out, so I had a BBQ…

I figured it was my way of saying “goodbye” to Summer =( It was cool to have the gang together.

I finally got around to clearing out some old stuff… I couldn’t let go of my Polly Pockets though. I put them in storage.

I may as well share. These are my favorites; this is the treehouuuuse: =)

The city apartment:

The church:

The school:

The mansion:

Hahaha now that I’ve bored you to death or maybe got your attention Look what I saw!

Terry made deep fried deviled eggs for Meagan and Tristan’s potluck.

Turkey makes you tired, right Odin? =)

TIL NEXT TIME!!!

Well good gravee I am beginning to thinks that Mummy has sum sort of brane problem! No sooner does she sware off fostering cause of all her werk then she brings home this sorry lookin thang.

It is a gurl baby dawg that smells awfull jest like Dubby smelld awfull. Thats rite this dawg has The Manje!! Dont wurry it is the kind of manje that me and Star cannot get called demodeks.

Rosie wich iz this baby dawg iz obveeusly not all bawld like Dubby wuz but she iz way more skratchee. She skratches all the time and she haz to take lots and lots of medisin.

Mummy sez this is jest fer a very short wile cause Rosie iz a dawg wut iz called a Bawstun Terryer and unlike us pit bull dawgs they iz not reel commun in reskue howses and there iz a wating list fer reskue Bawstun Terryers. So Rosie will be gawn soon before she kin take away Mummys hart.

In uther nooz I have jest started takin alerjee shots!

I have so menny alerjees that I must take two shots at a time. But dont wurry it duznt hert.

I wuz a little bit nurvus at furst.

Daddy gived me the shot! Mummy wuz too skeered to do it.

Dun alreddy?? Well that wuznt so bad!

OK well Mummy sez she haves to go hurry bak to wurk so I gess that is all frum me fer a wile. But dont wurry I will makes Mummy halp me with my blog soon cause it is my burthday very very soon!!

Pee Ess Happy Turkey Day everybuddy!!

This is a dream from the other night.

I was walking through a neighborhood in FL (where I live), and it was pretty hot out. I was getting REALLY sick of the heat, when I came upon a large 3-story house with SNOW in the front yard!
Amazed, I walked towards the yard, and saw a sign that said something about it being a manufactured snow area (I don’t recall the exact wording on the sign), and it said that it was $20/person to get in.
Of course, I just snuck onto the property without anyone noticing, because there were already about 30 people there already (it was a very large front yard).
Eventually, I found out that the property (house and all) was owned by Rosie O’Donnell, and she had turned it into an orphanage.
Today, she had purchased an artificial snow machine so that all of the children could enjoy winter.

I started to make a snowman, and then Rosie announced that the area was closed for the day, and that everybody had to leave.

Then I woke up.

Femeile au tendinta sa-si insele partenerii de viata atunci cand se afla in perioada de ovulatie, arata doua stu­dii realizate de cercetatorii de la Uni­ver­sitatile New Mexico si California din Los Angeles si publicate in revistele Hor­­mones and Behavior si Evolution and Human Behavior. Specialistii au ajuns la concluzia ca reprezentantele sexului frumos sunt predispuse genetic sa flirteze.

“Femeile sunt atrase de alti bar­bati si flirteaza cu ei atunci cand se afla in perioada de maxima fertilitate, adica in perioada ovulatiei. Fac exceptie de la regula doar cele care sunt foarte atrase sexual de catre partener”, explica Martie G. Haselton, psiholog si autoarea celor doua studii. Una dintre cercetari releva faptul ca barbatii nu prea au motive
sa-si faca probleme in acest sens. in comparatie cu barbatii, atractia sexuala nu le indeamna prea mult pe femei sa insele. “Femeile stiu ca au atractii trecatoare, dar nu realizeaza ca aceste dorinte sunt strans legate de ciclul menstrual, cat si de evolutia speciei umane. Tot ce stiu este ca, dintr-odata, se simt atrase de vecinul bine facut sau de un coleg aratos”, afirma Martie G. Haselton, autoarea celor doua studii.

Medicii care au participat la realizarea celui de-al doilea studiu au descoperit ca ovulatia are un efect puternic asupra tuturor femeilor, facandu-le pe acestea sa se simta mai atractive, mai dorite si chiar mai puternice in perioada fertila. Aceste constatari, similare celor din prima cercetare, sunt publicate in revista Evolution and Human Behavior. Psihologii au conchis ca, in timpul ovulatiei, cele mai multe dintre femei au fantezii cu alti barbati si sunt inclinate sa-si insele partenerul.

Totusi, mai spun psihologii, barbatii isi dau seama subconstient de aceste evenimente care se produc in viata partenerelor lor in timpul ovulatiei si isi “adapteaza” comportamentul, asemeni masculilor care isi protejeaza femelele. “Nu numai ca barbatii sunt mai gelosi si mai posesivi ca partenerele lor aflate la ovulatie, dar ei sunt si mai atenti cu acestea si au grija sa le indeplineasca dorintele”, adauga psihologul Steven W. Gangestad, din cadrul Universitatii New Mexico din Los Angeles. Specialistul mai spune ca, desi barbatii probabil nu constientizeaza, ei se comporta ca si cum ar fi ingrijorati de faptul ca partenera i-ar putea insela.

Concluzia celor doi specialisti care au condus cercetarile amintite, Martie G. Haselton si Steven W. Gangestad, este ca ovulatia are un impact puternic asupra tuturor femeilor, toate participantele la studiu simtindu-se, in perioada maxima de fertilitate, mai dorite, mai atragatoare, mai incisive si chiar mai hotarate in activitatile pe care le intreprind decat in restul timpului. “Influentele hormonale asupra comportamentului nu sunt inca bine intelese, astfel incat aceste tipuri de studii sunt valoroase si reprezinta o baza de pornire care speram ca va conduce la o intelegere deplina in viitor”, conchide psihologul John M. Grohol.

This rainy day calls for some Little Lulu. I love this girl!!! She’s one of my great inspirations. I spent the last hour watching some of her cartoons and decided to share. Enjoy!

Racing through the pantry, sliding on the floors,
Hiding in the closets, slamming all the doors
How can a lady as little as you,
Raise such a rumpus and a hullabaloo?

Though the clock says 7:30, it’s really after 10;
Looks like Lulu’s been repairing it again.
Though you’re wild as any Zulu,
And you’re just as hard to tame,
Little Lulu, I love you-Lu just the same, just the same,
Little Lulu, I love you-Lu just the same.

La chiamano scelta erotica del calendario Pirelli 20471505

A me sembra, più che altro, la solita giravolta alla cazzola di stampo velinesco e un po’ puttanesco; ma si sa che il Pirelli non poteva, almeno ufficialmente, metterla in vacca e così si è ammantato della scusa sempre buona dell’erotismo.

Ma altro non è che la solita esibizione di carne da macelleria femminile ormai esposta in tutte le salse; diciamo che la differenza è che negli altri calendari la salsa ha un sapore casareccio e da osteria mentre qui la salsa ha un sapore da grande cucina e da chef di alto bordo.

Ma sempre la solita salsa è.

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