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And so the journey continues….

The only words that have come to my mind is…this wasn’t in my plan. The last alter that emerged, I thought was the last and the deepest. I was just so sure and so positive- something just felt differe… more →

The Hope for Trauma

And so the journey continues.... — 2 comments

Hope For Trauma wrote 8 months ago: The only words that have come to my mind is…this wasn’t in my plan. The last alter that emerged, I t … more →

Tags: The Journey, DID/MPD, ritual abuse, Survivor, Multiple, trauma, nightmares, SRA, Therapist

Moments Define

Hope For Trauma wrote 11 months ago: I don’t think that there is one person in the world that is happy with every part of their life and … more →

Tags: The Journey, DID/MPD, ritual abuse, Multiple, Internal Communication, child abuse, Acceptance, SRA, Flashbacks

Super Powers

Hope For Trauma wrote 1 year ago: When I was young, I used to dream about having super powers. I always wanted to somehow get the abil … more →

Tags: The Journey, DID/MPD, ritual abuse, trauma, safe, SRA, Flashbacks, Trust, healing

Triggered Tales of March — 1 comment

Hope For Trauma wrote 1 year ago: It was almost an instant feeling when March ended and April began yesterday. I slept for 12 hours la … more →

Tags: Reasons for Existence, DID/MPD, ritual abuse, Multiple, trauma, Internal Communication, child abuse, normal, SRA

Slowing- Possible Triggers — 1 comment

Hope For Trauma wrote 1 year ago: I do not really know how to articulate what I am about to say but I know in 3 days March will finall … more →

Tags: Tough Stuff, DID/MPD, ritual abuse, Multiple, trauma, nightmares, SRA, Suicide, Flashbacks

Sounds-Trigger Warning** — 4 comments

Hope For Trauma wrote 1 year ago: Trigger Warning** I have spent most of my life hating my body and myself because someone hurt me. I … more →

Tags: hell, DID/MPD, ritual abuse, Survivor, trauma, child abuse, Acceptance, SRA, Silence

Today — 1 comment

Hope For Trauma wrote 1 year ago: Today was one of those days that I felt so hopeless. I woke up from a nightmare-ridden sleep and I c … more →

Tags: Tough Stuff, DID/MPD, The Journey, ritual abuse, Programming, nightmares, child abuse, SRA, Suicide

The week of reminders — 1 comment

Hope For Trauma wrote 1 year ago: I have been home for a few days and it has been going okay.  Not really any crazy fights, just the n … more →

Tags: Tough Stuff, DID/MPD, ritual abuse, nightmares, child abuse, Respect My Boundaries.., Parents, predators, safe

The world....

Hope For Trauma wrote 1 year ago: The world failed me so many times. The justice system failed me. I was neglected and hurt because so … more →

Tags: The Journey, DID/MPD, ritual abuse, trauma, Acceptance

Road Called Cross — 2 comments

Hope For Trauma wrote 1 year ago: I think I have previously written a post about a similar topic. Well, anyway I have noticed over the … more →

Tags: Tough Stuff, DID/MPD, ritual abuse, Programming, Multiple, trauma, Internal Communication, nightmares, child abuse

5

Hope For Trauma wrote 1 year ago: In the past 5 years, my life has changed dramatically.  In some ways my life changed for the better- … more →

Tags: Tough Stuff, DID/MPD, ritual abuse, SRA

The choice to choose — 1 comment

Hope For Trauma wrote 2 years ago: I make choices every day. I choose to be safe. I choose to not hurt my body because others hurt my b … more →

Tags: internal communication, DID/MPD, ritual abuse, Multiple, inpatient, safe, Acceptance, Triangle of Choices, Silence

I forget — 1 comment

Hope For Trauma wrote 2 years ago: At times, I am so consumed by the pain, the hurt and the sadness of my past. I forget why I wake up … more →

Tags: Reasons for Existence, Hope, DID/MPD, The Journey, ritual abuse, Survivor, trauma, safe, Suicide

Hang over days — 4 comments

Hope For Trauma wrote 2 years ago: If someone asked me 5 years ago, I never thought I would be where I am today. Even if someone asked … more →

Tags: The Journey, DID/MPD, ritual abuse, inpatient, safe, Acceptance, Therapist, Trust, Toxic Family

The voices in my head speak Spanish — 5 comments

Hope For Trauma wrote 2 years ago: Today I told my therapist that I think I have dissociative identity disorder. I know that may sound … more →

Tags: TX, internal communication, DID/MPD, ritual abuse, child abuse, Acceptance, SRA, Therapist, Life

Separation — 3 comments

Hope For Trauma wrote 2 years ago: I am not sure if there is a word that defines what I have been feeling lately. I am somewhat out of … more →

Tags: Tough Stuff, DID/MPD, ritual abuse, trauma, Acceptance, SRA, Suicide, healing, Love

Change — 3 comments

Hope For Trauma wrote 2 years ago: Change is a constant thought on my mind. I resist change because change can be good/bad or something … more →

Tags: The Journey, DID/MPD, ritual abuse, Survivor, Multiple, Acceptance, SRA, Therapist, Suicide

Secret Spot — 2 comments

Hope For Trauma wrote 2 years ago: Today I went to my secret spot. Well it’s really not a secret spot it’s kind of just my … more →

Tags: The Journey, DID/MPD, Programming, inpatient, Therapist, Jealousy, Silence, Help, image

Tired of waiting.. — 2 comments

Hope For Trauma wrote 2 years ago: I wish there was a way that I could stop thinking. I have not been in this place in a very long time … more →

Tags: Tough Stuff, DID/MPD, trauma, Trust, Toxic Family


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