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The Man in the Orange Hat

Again, I don’t talk about this. I don’t like talking about this because it embarrasses me. However, this blog is extremely therapeutic  to me, so I will purge. 308 more words

What's the time?

I can’t tell what time it is. Everything feels wrong.
I’m panicking.
There were voices telling me to kill myself. I don’t want to but it scares me. 20 more words


Olanzapine (zyprexa)

This drug gets a lot of bad press because of the weight gain side effects but for me it’s literally been the best drug I’ve ever been on. 39 more words


Face in the wall

I saw a face come out of the wall and say “your organs are misssing”.
It was scary.
I always hear voices in my walls. 70 more words


It started last night. It became louder, and then, instead of the basic chirping between them, they turned on me. All I can say is, I am so tired. 79 more words

The Diagnoses is in!

I was diagnosed today after my appointment with Schizoaffective Disorder, or SAD. According to MayoClinic, Schizoaffective disorder is a condition in which a person experiences a combination of schizophrenia symptoms — such as hallucinations or delusions — and mood disorder symptoms, such as mania or depression. 303 more words

Hearing Voices

Time For Some Truth

Here I sit before you all, a broken soul. I never intended to be this way. Beaten down. It is time to come clean; time to cleanse my soul. 456 more words