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2010

more4one wrote 1 day ago: It’s 12:59 January 1st 2010. Family is gathered downstairs…the new years toasts finished … more →

Year in Review

rcipfw wrote 5 days ago: I said I wasn’t gonna do one of these because most of 2009 really is a blur to me, but I guess … more →

Tags: Things found, Holidailies 2009, Year in Review, end of 2009, Holidailes 2009

A Paxil Christmas

rcipfw wrote 6 days ago: I seriously can’t believe Christmas is over again for another year. Wow, times flies right on … more →

Tags: Family, Holidailies 2009, Holidays, Christmas, Paxil, Paxil withdrawal

Oh Hai Christmas Eve

rcipfw wrote 1 week ago: Suddenly I remember why Holidailies is such a challenge. I am once again behind quite a bit but the … more →

Tags: Education Smuducation, Holidays, Family, Holidailies 2009, College education, Christmas, Education, Paxil, tapering paxil

The Flu & Paxhell… Makes the Holidays So Much More Jolly

rcipfw wrote 2 weeks ago: Is my sarcasm evident? Ki gave me the flu, and I think the only reason I’m recovering some what quic … more →

Tags: Holidailies 2009, Paxil, paxil taper, flu, Paxil withdrawal

Snickers is in Ratty Heaven now.1 comment

rcipfw wrote 3 weeks ago: I like to think that ratty heaven is some sort of sunny meadow where Snickers is romping happily wit … more →

Tags: Holidailies 2009, death, Death of a Pet, rat heaven

An Angry Thanksgiving

rcipfw wrote 1 month ago: Thanksgiving didn’t leave me feeling very warm, fuzzy, or grateful.  As soon as I woke up the … more →

Tags: Holidays, infertility, thanksgiving letdown, Bitterness, when the plan fails, family can make you feel like shit sometimes, wabash if fucking trash

Inspiration always means at some point you'll be involved in *headdesk*

rcipfw wrote 1 month ago: I wish my fleeting moments of inspiration didn’t come at 3am.  It is now 9am.  I haven’t … more →

Tags: Inspiration, *headdesk*

I'm Old

rcipfw wrote 1 month ago: Is there really a point to sinuses?  Do I really need some random spaces in my head that are constan … more →

Tags: Complete Randomness, Family, stupid ass sinuses, babies make me tired

*crawls out of hole*

rcipfw wrote 1 month ago: I have been missing from the interwebz!  Not completely… I have only been at one of my usual h … more →

Tags: Depression, Illness, Education, School

On Top of a Parking Garage, Disturbed People, and Churches

rcipfw wrote 2 months ago: Tired.  It is only 2pm. I expect that my shoot today will back out.  I already thought it happened o … more →

Tags: 101 in 1001, Photography, Photo Ops, strangers, Churches

That was refreshing....

rcipfw wrote 3 months ago: Last night a week of hardcore depression feelings came pouring out.  Mind you it was not easy.  I … more →

Tags: Depression, Crying, expressing emotions

Colorful Language Ahead

rcipfw wrote 3 months ago: Yesterday I found myself wanting to stand up in the after I turned in my quiz in one of my art histo … more →

Tags: Education Smuducation, Photography, rants, School

rcipfw wrote 3 months ago: My last post sounds really full of self pity… I suppose it was my state of mind.  I hardly dwe … more →

Tags: Things found, mtv vmas, Paxil, Jay-Z, paxil taper, mtv, Kanye West, Internet Memes

Limbo

rcipfw wrote 3 months ago: I still haven’t been able to shake that feeling of feeling incomplete, unsatisfied, something … more →

Tags: TTC, Paxil, weaning off paxil, anger, Limbo

Small Regrets Where You Think None Would Be

rcipfw wrote 3 months ago: I looked at the pictures more I used in my house into home post below.  They are not mine… I f … more →

Tags: Regrets, embracing the moment

Turning Living Space into HOME

rcipfw wrote 4 months ago: I’ve for some time, wanted to at least rent a house.  Apartment living felt like it was steali … more →

Tags: Complete Randomness, apartment living, Turning house into home, concept of home, Moving

Riddle Me This

rcipfw wrote 4 months ago: I am stuck in some kind of weird paradox where I dislike school but at the same time I don’t k … more →

Tags: Education Smuducation, unfullfillment, the great paradox of my life

BABBIEZ

rcipfw wrote 4 months ago: I’m trying to figure out the logic in that…. for example the thought of reproducing woul … more →

Tags: noidontneedtoprocreaterightnow


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