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Quitting Doesn't Hurt Enough

I have been having issues quitting smoking. The main reason I smoke is because I like hurting myself. It’s the only way I can hurt myself without people getting upset. 440 more words



Some days I wake up and all I want to do is twist and wrench at my flesh till all I see is bone. Oh god how I miss the feel of cold steel against my thighs. 166 more words


Death and Lies


The world fucking sucks and I didn’t know what I loved more. The deep burning of skin parting underneath the rusty razor, or watching the blood well up in the words and drip down.  216 more words

On Suicide

Originally published on Medium

A few weeks ago, my therapist asked me what thoughts came to mind the moment I heard the news that Robin Williams had committed suicide. 967 more words



wow, wow. not sure what to put here. i’m not sure exactly what i’m feeling. i feel like shit. i know that much at least. i feel like absolute trash right now, and not even the good trash. 421 more words


Shattered Self Image

I wrote the other day about how awful my self-image has been lately. It hasn’t gotten any better. It’s horrible to wish that you could starve yourself because when you can’t, you feel like a failure. 827 more words

Mental Health

Sharp Objects (Review)

Title: Sharp Objects
Author: Gillian Flynn
Genre: Fiction, Mystery
Publisher: Random House
Release Date: September, 2006
Format:  E-book
Acquired: Amazon Purchase
Pages: 321

Date Finished: September 22, 2014… 626 more words

Book Review