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Change.
It’s painful. I’ve had my show of rebellion already, and I know it will only grow worse as the day darkens. I admit that I want to do some pretty unhealthy things right now. I feel like I … more →
Lies, filthy lies
Change.
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lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: It’s painful. I’ve had my show of rebellion already, and I know it will only grow worse … more →
Points to score.
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lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: Sometimes I feel like I go temporarily insane. Sometimes it’s for a few hours, sometimes a day … more →
Faded
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lucienlachance wrote 3 months ago: Last night there was a thunderstorm, quite a rarity here. I had my window open with the fan in it, t … more →
I don't have to be anyone.
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lucienlachance wrote 4 months ago: The food didn’t taste like anything this morning. I didn’t want it. I finally gave up at … more →
I'll dig the hole and bow my head.
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lucienlachance wrote 4 months ago: I feel like a wrecking ball: I’m going straight toward inevitable destruction. It seems I know … more →
There is no sympathy when one cannot feel.
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lucienlachance wrote 4 months ago: I think it goes both ways. For one, I can’t sympathize much…at all. I might even venture … more →
Umbra
lucienlachance wrote 4 months ago: I search and I search and I find nothing. Sides of me heatedly argue over and over until my head ach … more →
Keeping up appearances.
lucienlachance wrote 4 months ago: I think what I hate the most about having to be around other people is the smiling. That, and the ps … more →
Mindless pursuit of nothing.
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lucienlachance wrote 5 months ago: Life for me is vices. You choose a few and you stick with them. You hope against hope that they will … more →
Worst nightmares aren't so terrible when you live them.
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lucienlachance wrote 6 months ago: I can’t think of anything more horrible than having a bunch of neighbors milling around my yar … more →
Hiding away.
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lucienlachance wrote 6 months ago: I’ve returned to my bizarre nightly schedule. The entire being awake before 1:00PM routine jus … more →
Road to disaster.
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lucienlachance wrote 6 months ago: I feel so terrible. The fire in me has burned out today. When I first woke up, I was ready to deal w … more →
Sometimes giving up sounds so much better.
lucienlachance wrote 6 months ago: I feel like I don’t want to fight for me anymore. I want to give up, just stop all of this mad … more →
Backwards.
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lucienlachance wrote 7 months ago: I’m so heavily medicated that it’s likely a terrible idea to put thoughts to text, but I … more →
Nothing changes, not when you look closely.
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lucienlachance wrote 7 months ago: I was leafing through an old journal for lack of anything else to do. I’m biding my time still … more →
Day gone wrong. The apathy.
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lucienlachance wrote 7 months ago: I know I should be angry with myself right now, but I’m not. In fact, this is one of those rar … more →
Unrelenting.
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lucienlachance wrote 7 months ago: I keep forgetting that I’m supposed to be waiting for something. Everyone is so interested in … more →
Sticks and stones.
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lucienlachance wrote 7 months ago: I never went to sleep. I must have somehow built up reserves from all the nights—or should I s … more →
The awkwardness of living.
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lucienlachance wrote 7 months ago: I left the house for the first time in at least a month, it might have been two; I have lost track o … more →
