At times I get impatient with my progress. I have a tendency to put the cart before the horses. I can see the end result or at least I think I can, perhaps there is a new level of integration required there too….

I still have not fully found my balance with discipline. This morning lying in bed reflecting on the day and my next step the message “chop wood and carry water” came through. I got it I still have to do my due diligence.

Writing and exchanging mail with a few powerful women across the globe has been my lighthouse in the dark, helping me clarify my purpose.

The title of this blog post was inspired by a message I got from Susan from Saudi Arabia, whom I met in March on my last trip there and we instantly recognized each others and connected.

A network of likeminded, lightfilled, powerful women, still transforming their past hurts into wisdom seems to be slowly but surely emerging…

Still have to master using social media to increase my connections….

Where to start?

Leesa Barnes found my blog using Technorati Ego search. I am impressed, the world of technology is amazing…

Now I have never used Technorati and I presume Ego Search is a function of a software or some other geeky tool that I might perhaps learn about during this week’s Social Media Telesummit hosted by Leesa Barnes. But bent on my clear intention to face my fears about technology, I shall not let that intimidate me. Now that I have had a breakthrough thanks to Jason Van Orden, Podcasting Consultant, my creative spark has been unleashed, never to be stopped again, or so it feels right now. I love the energy that comes with it.

That creative impulse is a characteristic of the Authentic Self.

The Authentic Self and the ego are two different worlds and I am very familiar with both or to be very honest with myself, I know a lot more about the world of the ego.
When in ego, I am scared, I feel separate, I am not good enough, or I am better than…, I judge myself and others, I blame, I critize and on and on… and I am in pain. I can also feel good about myself, proud of my achievements, wanting more, still ego based.

Through the power of intention and deliberate choice I can step out of that world. I am then carried by a high voltage energy that leads the way, impersonally, the world of the Authentic Self.

I would love to engage in a discussion on the world of the Authentic Self, to help integrate it more in my own self.

Anyone interested?

Last night I could have worked through the night, charged up and energized like never before. The full moon could have accounted for some of it. Stepping out of helplessness certainly contributed massively to it too.

Yesterday I participated on the first day of the Social Media Telesummit and I came out inspired and ready to go. Opened an account on Facebook, still to be filled out, but the step is taken. Hurrah.

Next challenge learn to use forums. Nothing has to be perfect on the first go….