December already!  Can’t think where the year has gone!

The good news is that i seem to be back to my old self again.  i slept so well last night, a full 9 hours and a bit more which is rare for me, and i woke feeling good and have felt great all day.  i slipped out of my satin snake-skin patterned PJ’s and into a lilac lace bra and matching panties before pulling on a green polo shirt and a pair of khaki shorts to wear around the office all day.  i had no meetings planned for today so it was good to be able to work at my desk with the low sling back stiletto heels Mistress Ana brought me from Thailand.  i did venture out a couple of times during the day though, once to drop off a pile of very dirty field clothes at the local laundry and the other to go to the jewelers to ask them to start Mistress’ pendant.  However, i was disappointed to find that the maker is in hospital and so they cannot do it for the time being.  So, i went to another jeweler nearby and they may be able to do it but i need to go back tomorrow with the design and talk directly to the man himself.  So, we start all over from the beginning.

i managed to chat very briefly to Goddess Joyce today.  She was in the clinic about to have Vincent either induced or delivered by caesarian.  At the time of my call she was unsure what they were going to do but certain that Vincent would make an appearance sooner now than later whichever method they chose.  We spoke around midday and it is now almost 11.00pm and no news so i am hoping all is well.  i will find out tomorrow.

i tried unsuccessfully to chat with Mistress Ana this morning.  She appeared to be online but i had no response so She was probably not at Her desk.  By the time i had been to the laundry and back She was offline so i missed Her.  She will be pleased to know that i am feeling well again.  Mistress had suggested that i go out and buy myself something feminine as a treat to give my spirits a lift and although i was feeling much better today and less in need of the lift, i did buy a couple of pairs of patterned nylon leggings,one in pink and the other in grape colours.  They were on offer in a shop i passed on the way back from the laundry and i couldn’t resist.  Since early evening, once all the office staff had gone home, with my business associate also out, i have been wearing the pink ones with a short pleated brown mini-skirt and a pink polo top, wig and the pink/cerise stiletto heeled sandals i bought earlier on the trip.  Oh how good it feels to be fully “en femme” and feeling my true self once again!

i spoke to my wife on the phone first thing this morning and all is well at home with Christmas for the family all now sorted.  i am trying to get an earlier flight home.  At the moment, i don’t get home until December 22nd but finish work in the UK on December 17th and could only get wait listed flights before the 22nd.  However, there is a chance that if i pay for an upgrade, i can get the flight on the 17th and be home on the 19th which will be much better both from a Christmas preparation point of view for the family and also for cleaning Mistress Ana’s house before the festivities.

Guest post complements of Larissa. You can see another of her serious pairs (and her fashionable husband Myron) from a long-ago special edition post when Pair Diem co-creator Bethany got married. Enjoy!

Shiny, Silky and Strappy

At the last minute  my husband, Myron L. Branford, tells me he wants to attend a charity ball thrown by the Dallas Margarita Society (the largest charity ball in the country, by the way). I only had a few hours to shop (always last minute), so I neaded over to one of my favorite shoe stores, Nordstrom Rack. I went there to find a dress for the evening but I always head to the shoe section first. I walked down the aisles and stumbled across a fierce Guess stiletto that I could possibly wear for the evening. It was also the shoe I had tried on a month ago but didn’t want to pay the initial price. I crossed my fingers, said a silent prayer (Lord Bless MY Wallet, Amen) and flipped the shoe over. It went down $20!!! I politely went to the counter, asked for the mate, and proceeded to find my dress for the evening. (No luck at the Rack but Thank you Kenneth Cole Outlet!)

Side note: You know you have purchased some fierce shoes when a stranger approaches you and says, “Love your shoes, Girl!”

Got my new red soled stiletto boots and would like to show them off tonight in webcam chat- but it might come quite late, as I am going to visit a friend now … don´t know when I´ll be back- but I hope somebody would be still awaken then to enjoy these with me

Ich habe meine neuen Stiletto Stiefel mit roter Sohle bekommen und will sie gern heute abend im Webcamchat zeigen- allerdings wirds wohl ziemlich spät werden, da ich jetzt erstmal zu einer Freundin muss… ich weiss auch nicht, wann ich zurück sein werde- aber ich hoffe, jemand wird dann noch wach sein, um sich mit mir über diese geilen Stiefel zu freuen:)

As the holiday season approaches, it’s time to fill out my wardrobe with party dresses and suitable attire. I am not one for the red/green combos or for looking like one of Santa’s elves. I prefer a more sophisticated look.

This dress from Vitabela Dubrovna fit the bill. Based on her real life designs, Vita’s dresses are beautiful, imaginative, and couture. This lovely dress will take me to several parties, both day and night, with its lovely laces and beading on the bodice and full graceful skirt.

I am wearing Random Calliope’s Wish Set with the outfit. It’s very delicate, very ethereal. The glistening and spark of the tiny prims suit the dress perfectly. His is the standard by which all tiny prim work is judged, still. Lorac Farella’s new Life skins in Warm tone are ideal to go with this, adding the elegance I always want.

Finally, we end with shoes, and these shoes are ideal. Silver with diamonds, buckled and stiletto’d, these heels make this dress pretty and perfect. Jada Humby sells a fat pack of these—I would recommend you get the entire set.

Shuffling through my invitations:

Hair: >TRUTH< Grace – burgundy by Truth Hawks for >TRUTH< *

Skin: Pulse Skin-Life/Tone5 m4 by Lorac Farella for Pulse Skins *

Dress: Black Lace by Vitabela Dubrovna for Vita’s Boudoir

Jewelry: (WW by RC) Wish Set by Random Calliope for Worthwhile *

Shoes: Jada Humby Couture Stilettos *Marie Clair* SILVER by Jada Humby for Jada Humby Couture

this *sexy secretary* outfit is for sure nothing one can wear for work, lol – so what about some other challenges- so walking steepest roads up and downheel wearing this and the extreme steel heeled scream heels.. for a not that relaxed outdoor activities LOL

dieses *sexy Sekretärinnen-Outfit ist mit Sicherheit nichts, was man im Büro tragen kann- so wie wärs mit ein paar anderen Herausforderungen? – wirklich steilste Wege berghoch und runter mit diesen extremen Metallabsatz Heels- nicht ganz so entspannte Outdoor-Aktivitäten *lach

How to focus with the Series IV ‘Stiletto’ knife-edge focuser … EOS astrophotography focusing

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I’ve posted some pictures of the recent collection, click here to see them. And till getting there here you are a ShoeCandy:

Yes, my birthday!  Not that at my age it is anything particularly special but special enough for me to linger a little longer in bed this morning, teasing my nipples through the satin of my PJ’s and fantasising of what might have been had i been born in a woman’s body.  All quite arousing both phyisically and emotionally but not good for a gurl in chastity!  So, i did not linger too long but got up and shaved, showered and moisturised.  i treated myself to my twice weekly depilation, exfoliation and moisturisation and when i had done, added an extra splash of perfume before slipping into a lovely matching pink lace and mesh bra and thong set which i really love.  It had to be pink today of all days!  What a pity i had to be at work and so had to put on ugly male clothes over the top!  i wore the pink, grey and brown shoes that Mistress Ana brought me from Thailand which was appropriate because as soon as i got to my desk this morning She was online and we were able to chat briefly.  She was very tired and had had to delay Her departure for Thailand because the equipment She was taking proved too big for checked in baggage and had to be sent by courier.  As a result She was only wait-listed on the next flight so i am hoping all went well and that She has arrived safely.

We did discuss Mistress’ ideas for a forthcoming lunch She will throw for D/s friends and associates and She will want myself and Her other slave, Paul to be there to serve in all meanings of the word and She did intimate that it would be a cock and pussy feast!  i know that will mean giving oral service to Mistress and/or Her guests and it is something i have long fantasised about.  i have said before on these pages that being a slave in a situation that is entirely private is fine but there is something special when one’s servitude and devotion to an Owner is demonstrated publicly in this way.  Many would consider it to be humiliating and degrading but in essence it is quite the opposite for it shows strength of character and devotion to another that speaks volumes more than the average expression of devotion in a vanilla relationship.  When the time comes, i shall serve to the best of my ability in whatever manner Mistress requires for i consider myself to be an extension of Her body and will, an instrument for Her pleasure and am proud to be chosen for whatever purpose She considers me suitable.

Mistress and i also have been discussing a new local Chapter of an ClubFEM, an international organisation for Dominant Females and submissive males.  The FEM stands for “Females Enslaving Males.”  They plan to have social gatherings, both vanilla and fetish, and this will be another forum where i shall hope to be able to make public my servitude and position as slave belonging to Mistress Ana.  The Club has a silver pendant and Mistress has asked me to see if i can get a gold version made for Her while i am away,   a task that i shall carry out with pleasure.

TheClubFEM silver pendant

The rest of my day was like any other day at work and with so much going on at the moment as i try to generate business, quite hectic.  i worked into the evening even though it was my birthday.  i had planned on dressing fully “en femme” and venturing to a bar for a drink but it became impossible when my associate decided that he was not going anywhere this evening.  i could have gone out in male mode but saw nothing special in that so decided to just work on and listen to music while i did so, holed up in my room with the door locked where at least i could slip into a dress and wig, be my feminine self and catch up on some useful document preparations.

Mul on alati paar “projekti”, millega tegeleda ehk asjad, mida ma soovin saada/leida. On neid, mis on teostatavad lähiajal, sellised, mida tulevikus sooviks omada ja ka selliseid, mille täideviimine on üleüldse kahtluse all Viimasesse kasti kuulub ka Christian Louboutini kingade kandmine. Pole ilmselt kingagurmaani, keda need punaste taldadega kingad külmaks jätaks. Christian Louboutin(sünd 1964) disainis oma esimese kingakollektsiooni 1991 Prantsusmaal. Esialgu värvis ta kingatalla punaseks küünelakiga, et lisada kingale intriigi, kuna seda aga saatis tohutu menu, disainis ta järgmised juba teadlikult punase nahktallaga. Olen väga lahedaid mudeleid leidnud net-a-porter.com-st, mytheresa.com-st ja christianlouboutinlondon.com-st, viimases on kõige paremaid pakkumisi(selle poe ma alles avastasin ja ei saa pead anda, et tegu pole replikatega, sest hind on kuidagi kahtlaselt madal).

Mees, kes selles kõiges “süüdi on” – Christian Louboutin

Carrie Bradshaw jookseb mööda New Yorki Sex And The City teises osas nende iludustega

…ja Sarah Jessica Parker off screen

Kunstniku autogrammiga hindamatuväärtusega kingapaar


Lindsay Lohan paradiisis

Kate Walsh

Rachel Bilson – alati stiilne

Victoria Beckhami – andunud Louboutini fänn

Eva Longoria

Lucy Liu

Oprah’t võib väga tihti näha just punaseid taldu välgutamas

Så kom de i leverans på dörren nyss, supersnygga glittriga högklackade sandaler för tävlingen.. fick köpa liiite för små skor till mina stora labbar så att de skall hänga bra på foten när jag går… de gamla glassiga skorna följer såklart med som reserv…för man vet ju alldrig..  skulle det uppstå skostrul för mig eller en någon annan medtävlande är de ju bra å ha.

Brrrrr….dagens juliga och något insnöade benbild:

Så nu var man igång igen med å träna på att gå i skor man ytterst sällan brukar gå i annars… 12 cm klack skall behärskas tillsammas med poseringen… tycker faktiskt det går snäppet bättre med de nya sandalerna än med de svarta pumpsen som har 11 cm … för mig gäller det iallafall att inte ta för långa steg…

Sandalerna som skall tämjas:

Mina fotsulor har också en tendens att “knyta sig” på undersidan i pumpsen (det hände faktiskt precis innan jag skulle på scenen under förra tävlingen)… och gör djävligt ont. Kanske någon har tips på vad man kan göra mot just dessa knytningar under foten?

.. se så.. öva.. öva… öva nu… 

No silly dreams last night, i slept soundly and woke up refreshed ready for the start of another week on the road.  i chose my olive-grey lace bra this morning, it is one of my favourites for it pushes my breasts out nicely and is very comfortable.  With them i put on almost transparent grey mesh panties from La Senza , one of my favourite underwear stores that i visit whenever i am in Toronto.  Sadly, the weekend being over, it was male outer clothes all day although, of course i wore stiletto heels, a lovely maroon pair with an open toe and a small platform, while at my desk, which was most of the day.

i had received a mountain of messages overnight and most needed to be dealt with quite urgently and then there was the work i had scheduled for today that couln’t be put off.  So, it was a long day but it was at least pleasantly interspersed with conversations online and over the phone with Mistress Ana and Goddess Joyce respectively.  It was, as ever, lovely to chat with Mistress Ana, even though in the course of the conversation i managed to earn two causes for punishment on my return.  The first for not admitting quickly enough that She was always at least one step ahead of my thoughts and the second for still not having painted the humbler bright red.  i explained that i have the paint but that i have to be very careful and discrete in when and where i do the painting, all of which is true but my delay on this is not acceptable and so i shall be punished,

To an outsider, the beating i shall get for these two misdemeanours might seem harsh but i accept them quite gladly.  People might think that anyone who allows another to paddle his rear or whip him must have something missing upstairs but that is not the case.  The exercise is one in which Mistress reasserts Her authority and control and is necessary so as to maintain the Owner/slave relationship and keeps me, the slave, very much in my place.  Believe it or not, but i actually need this form of discipline and although it hurts and i never actually relish the painful aspects of it, it is a bonding experience and one after which i feel so emotionally close to my Owner that the elation is hard to describe.  Elation?  Yes, for i am filled with respect for Mistress Ana plus love and joy that i belong to such a strong willed woman who could have number of slaves but has included me among them and has given me in return, Her love and Her nurturing.  D/s is not all about punishment, there is the nurturing aspect also and Mistress has been more than generous in Her gifts to me both physical, like the shoes, handbag and clothing for example, as well as in shaping my behaviour, my femininity and my emotional well being.

So, though i now have punishment lined up, i knew that i would have some punishment and need some discipline when i am next with Mistress anyway.  My chat on the phone with Goddess Joyce was equally enjoyable even though i failed to find the wine that She specifically requested.  The truth is that it does not exist.  i tried the best wine  merchants in Lima and even went to the winemaker’s website and discovered that it does not exist, not these days anyway.  i suspect it to be a wine that She enjoyed several years ago and that it has been superceded.  In any event, there will be some additional punishment for me there no doubt, especially because i could not find the raspberry leaf tea either!  But punishment shows that She cares and that i too care enough to do my best for Her when running errands.

Such failures are not crimes as such for they cannot be helped but they would be if i were to be deliberately lax in my efforts.  In that case, the punishment is a way of making me shape up or ship out.  If i did not want to serve then i would not serve well and so would resent the punishment and would walk away from the relationship.  The essence of the discipline is that by accepting it i am confirming that i truly do wish to continue in the relationship and that i need to do more to please my Owner.  Everything has its price, and the punishment and pain that goes with discipline is the payment for the joy of belonging to and having a close personal relationship in service of beautiful, strong willed women like Mistress Ana, Goddess Joyce and Lady Dynah, each of whom i adore and am very proud to know and serve.

I make lots of sketches when I design. I love drawing and after putting together my ideas in my head I try to turn them into 2D by making sketches. It’s difficult because the designs are always in change until the moment they become lasted. My brother  is a really talented contemporary artist (painter) and once he told me as I was doing my sketches that “Reka, you draw brilliantly, it’s a pity that you draw well nothing but shoes!” At least there’s a gap for him as an artist I said to him. And you know what? My designs are portraits of shoes so here you go three studies for shoe portraits from the recent fall collection.