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You Take The Breath Right Out Of Me

I posted about this on Hellobee, sharing my blog there, and had one comment that did get me thinking. She said, basically, that I was only talking about me, and not about River herself, or mourning her loss (since I did focus more on the loss of being pregnant and such). 723 more words

First hospital visit/ A little scare

My first 3 NST’s were fine.  I cried during the first 2 and on the way to the 3rd, but baby boy passed them easily.  The 4th NST last Friday did not go as smoothly.  2,289 more words

This is not real

I have a Film Studies certificate in addition to my regular BA degree in literature. I then changed fields and got my PhD from a different social science area, but there was a year in my early 20s when I thought about specializing in film studies. 457 more words


Last week was the first week I actually “got out” to see friends. Last week was also the first time I didn’t want to be here- in my… 675 more words


Skeleton Woman

I left that Saturday with my family, after delivering Ceiliedh the night before. Everyone was tired, hungry, and perhaps desired some normalcy so they all decided to stop in Silverthorne for lunch. 484 more words

Wake Me Up When September Ends

Well, it’s over. Or done at least. Can you ever really says something like this is “over?” We went to Colorado last week, and had the procedure done. 1,682 more words