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Irony and Thanks

Dear Ruby,

I am so torn about how to feel this Thanksgiving. It has never been easier or harder for me to reflect on what I’m thankful for. 459 more words


How To Give Thanks After Losing a Baby

It was the day before Thanksgiving, three years ago when I sat on a padded bench in the exam room and prayed the doctor would send me to labor and delivery. 525 more words


I’m in Miami for work.

My period came early.

I am gutted. Heartbroken. Sad.

We can never have complete healing until I hold a life baby in my hands – our baby in our hands. 47 more words


Turned A Corner

About two weeks ago, I feel like I turned a corner with my grief. The cloud has lifted. The tidal waves have ceased. I can see babies and not feel that stab in my heart. 417 more words

Unknown Substance of Love

He is the soft
Pummeling rain as she
Chops onions, tears mingling
With thin milky substance……

It will be Christmas
Then his birthday and
Again January he died– 55 more words


One year…I can't believe it's been a whole year.

One year ago today we said hello and goodbye to the sweetest boy. Our lives were forever changed that day. One year later, I sit here staring at another miracle and can’t believe that I am lucky enough to be a momma to an angel as well as my earthly little man. 233 more words


The Circle Maker

When you find yourself with nothing left to do…but pray.

I started a new book a few weeks ago, and it has literally changed the way I pray. 1,034 more words