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Mother

My mother recently made attempts to interlope in my personal relationship with my estranged wife. In a public forum no less. For completely inexplicable reasons of her own she went digging through my wife’s facebook and found one of my posts on her wall from last November. 2,733 more words

Bipolar II

Feelings

It helps to give a name
to your feelings.
I realized mine was
“agony.”
It is well after midnight.
I went out to the store late… 174 more words

Change

Eat Less, Exercise More

love for myself
obsession
hate
a never ending cycle
this is ripping and tearing me apart
why cant I overcome?
isnt good always supposed to defeat evil? 59 more words

Poetry

Dear diary

According to Cat, I look absolutely exhausted.  And I am.  But I’m also completely saturated with anger and grief.  Cat really thinks I need to find a way to have some respite.   391 more words

Bourbon

Self Harm Imagery

**Trigger Warning**

Self harm, I think, can be done mentally, with no outward signs.

We have all discussed the troubles associated with negative thinking, and allowing the inner critic to put us down and steal our shame. 744 more words

Abuse

Sifting through Suicidal Thoughts

First, I have to say that suicidal ideation is not a laughing matter. If you are having suicidal thoughts, please be kind to yourself and do not pressure yourself to do anything suddenly. 996 more words

Encouragement

Life and Death

As you know, I have suicidal ideation. I think this gives me a different perspective on suicide and depression. I know many of my readers also struggle with this issue. 423 more words