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Idle Thoughts Are Also the Devil's Playthings

So I posted earlier about how I can turn on a dime emotionally. Yeah… maybe reading other blogs about adultery wasn’t such a good use of my time. 409 more words



I sat there under my trees in the park, two bottles of Seroquel and a 24 ounce beer in front of me.

I couldn’t do it. 78 more words

Journal Entry

He Still Does

I can’t believe it’s been 3 years ago today. Some days it feels like it just happen and others feel like forever ago. I know you are in a better place and right now my heart aches. 261 more words



Saturday August 24 2013

- A judge’s son yesterday denied any involvement in the death of his girlfriend, whose body was found at the foot of a garbage chute in their luxury apartment block. 328 more words

Victoria Police

Who Would Miss Me?

As I sit here trying to figure out my next move and not finding any answers I am struck by how few people would care if I died. 50 more words

Journal Entry

Is this really your fault?

So now you are happily planning the rest of your life, and I am paralysed in mine. Your sister has provided you with a job, a salary and the freedom to do as you wish, and I am stuck in a job with a fat fuck, tell me how best to portray him, as if he is truly something, he, he is an egotistical control freak but he’s enough to make me hate my job so much I can’t (couldn’t) get out of bed this morning. 223 more words


Day 14 - Be strong they said

It’s been two weeks now. The days begin to blend into one, but I am still here in this nightmare.

You left Upton house after eight days and are now in Linwood – recovery home, for a couple of weeks. 497 more words