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Feeling suicidal...

And thaks god i am offered all what i need …

In my homestay room, Ubud, Bali

Random Happinesses

November 12: Session Notes

I’ve been neglecting my little blog. I had thought that I could try and write my way through the depression, but it has been tougher than I imagined it to be. 1,784 more words

Mental Health

I had died

I watched the red fluid run down her arms. There she stood before me, staring straight down, as if I wasn’t there. I ran towards her, hoping to catch her fall. 61 more words


Location, Location, Location

“To my real estate agent, Chernobyl is a fixer-upper.”

~ Yakov Smirnoff

Loretta Lynn, a pioneer Country music songstress, was once quoted saying, “You get used to sadness, growing up in the mountains” which very well may be backed up by science. 446 more words

Mental Health


It’s been about a month since my last post. I haven’t been doing well at all. I feel like I want to end it almost every day. 355 more words



Death used to scare me. It was never about the pain or the loss, it was the unknown. I am a scientist, I thrive on facts and knowledge and indisputable truths. 888 more words

Clinical Depression

9/1/2014, Prescription painkiller crackdown (Florida)


In Clearwater, Arlene Hoffer, a 52-year-old retiree, had undergone spinal injections and nerve blocks to control pain. It was, however, “impossible for her to get pain medications,” according to her sister, Cheri Hoffer, 56.   39 more words

Chronic Pain