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Reason #139: We "waste" electricity3 comments

butterflysblog wrote 4 days ago: We visited family in another state to celebrate Thanksgiving. We hired the huz’s sister to wal … more →

Tags: Being Green, eco footprints, fear of the dark, Global Warming

Reason #138: Another fucking therapist4 comments

butterflysblog wrote 1 week ago: Tomorrow the huz and I are trying out yet another fucking therapist. The use of the word ‘fuck … more →

Tags: Irish Catholic, Jewish, sex, Therapist

Willingness to Change1 comment

Lillie wrote 1 month ago: I’ve often wondered, if confronted with the prospect of  my own willingness to change, would I … more →

Tags: Pain, abandonment, Attachment, change, childhood abuse, emotional turmoil, Fear, Suicidal, willingness to change

Reason #126: Yom Kippur2 comments

butterflysblog wrote 2 months ago: Last night, my mom and I went to Yom Kippur services at our local temple. Yom Kippur is the day of a … more →

Tags: Judaism, babysitter sexual abuse, Yom Kippur, Atonement

Reason # 125: Wearing a butterfly mask2 comments

butterflysblog wrote 2 months ago: I was talking to a friend last night, and our discussion wandered over into a discussion about which … more →

Tags: My Name Is Earl, Butterfly, Bomb, Caterpillar

Reason #123: We forget large parts of our childhoods3 comments

butterflysblog wrote 3 months ago: I spent some time with my family this weekend because it was Rosh Hashanah (the Jewish New Year). Ha … more →

Tags: Memory, brother sister incest, Dissociation, Dissociative Amnesia

Reason #115: The Bridal Shower3 comments

butterflysblog wrote 4 months ago: A month or two before I met my beautiful husband, I had to go to a bridal shower for one of my best … more →

Tags: husband, Marriage, Bridal Shower, maid of honor

Reason # 114: Trusting my husband of five years1 comment

butterflysblog wrote 4 months ago: The other night, my husband told me that when he was a child he had a pet goldfish who died and he m … more →

Tags: Trust, husband, father daughter incest, brother sister incest

Reason #112: False sense of security1 comment

butterflysblog wrote 5 months ago: If I leave the house at all during the day, it’s a sure thing that when I get back I will be f … more →

Tags: Fear, Agoraphobia, babysitter sexual abuse, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

Reason #106: Babysitter dream2 comments

butterflysblog wrote 6 months ago: Last night, I woke up from a dream about the babysitter. In the dream, she and my mother and I were … more →

Tags: nightmares, child molestation, bad dreams, babysitter sexual abuse

Reason #105: A Great Sense of People5 comments

butterflysblog wrote 6 months ago: A female colleague and I have been getting harangued by a male colleague. He did something that ever … more →

Tags: Intuition, predators, Child Molesters

Reason #98: M.A.S.H.4 comments

butterflysblog wrote 6 months ago: I was in a meeting yesterday where a Vietnam vet said “40 years ago today I was sitting in a M … more →

Tags: babysitter, ptsd, Vietnam

Reason #97: Not being able to do the laundry3 comments

butterflysblog wrote 6 months ago: Before we had our son, the washer and dryer was located in our basement. I don’t go in the bas … more →

Tags: Fear of noise, laundry

Reason #89: Bad Dreams7 comments

butterflysblog wrote 7 months ago: Everyone has bad dreams, so that alone wouldn’t be a reason not to fuck kids. But do ‘no … more →

Tags: father daughter incest, nightmares, bad dreams

Reason #79: The summer blanket5 comments

butterflysblog wrote 8 months ago: Last night, the huz and I made the switch to the summer blanket, which is this really thin flimsy th … more →

Tags: Fear, sleep, summer, blanket

Reason #77: Conversation endings3 comments

butterflysblog wrote 8 months ago: I don’t say the word “goodbye”. I don’t like that word. To me, it implies a … more →

Tags: husband, Dating, Marriage, Antwone Fisher

Reason #58: Getting up before you are ready2 comments

butterflysblog wrote 9 months ago: Last night, the huz and I were so tired. You know that kind of tired, when you are soooo looking for … more →

Tags: babysitter, panic disorder, sleep, Baby


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