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purchased on ebay in the last 24-48 hours

the edges wrote 10 months ago: 1/2 lb (2000-3000 stones) of blue lace agate: $10 ($5 + $5 for shipping) 1/2 lb (~120 stones) of sma … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, taking care of people, feeling crazy, scareded, Body, inter-system communication

i have no idea whether this is apprpriate or not

the edges wrote 11 months ago: but m*riads told me once that the only (best?) defense they had was to tell and tell and tell.  and … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, e*a and me, Self-Hating, feeling crazy, scareded, Body, Nobody loves me, needing people, protective/possessive

this is not an entry i want to write

the edges wrote 11 months ago: okay. let’s start there. this is not an entry i want to write. i am writing it, but i don … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Alters, Being Good, Dysfunctionality, taking care of people, the borderlines, being clingy/needy, mom, sex-being a bottom

who am i kidding?

the edges wrote 11 months ago: if m*riad is running away, then i picked them because they would be running away.  and would probabl … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, taking care of people, the borderlines, being clingy/needy, smoking, sex-being a bottom, Self-Hating, feeling crazy

we have to make a*ron happy we have to make it ok

the edges wrote 11 months ago: we should just have sex with him.  it really wouldn’t be that big of a deal and i bet that wou … more →

Tags: Rant, Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, Make it better, saving people, The Sluts

okay, this is a seriously embarassing entry, but i'm going to write it anyway

the edges wrote 11 months ago: so m*tt was here (already you can tell this is a teenager or preteen) and we just, wow this is serio … more →

Tags: Rant, the borderlines, being clingy/needy, feeling crazy, scareded, Littles, Being a girl, being good to be around, wanting/needing love

it is so cold in the apartment

the edges wrote 11 months ago: help help i’m scared something is going on e*a wrote emails she feels our pain alot and she un … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, e*a and me, the borderlines, being hard on ourselves, Self-Hating, feeling crazy, scareded, Body

plus i am an idiot and woke up really sad and unloved

the edges wrote 11 months ago: and still sad about m*riad and they emailed and said this girl they made out with in this hospital i … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Update, the borderlines, scareded, Body, Nobody loves me, inter-system communication, hearing stuff in our head, unloved

there are a lot of things that suck about being messy

the edges wrote 12 months ago: like i just can’t identify myself with my apartment because people think such bad things about … more →

Tags: Being Good, scareded, angry, being good enough, m*riad, messiness

it's because she is still seeing mom

the edges wrote 12 months ago: she is still seeing her.  she is the favorite.  she is the channel for her energy.  i am picking it … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, keeping a record, Being Good, mom, royal/fairy taleish imagery, extensive reppetition, Self-harm, circling birds

heehee m*riad said this thing about

the edges wrote 1 year ago: how they had never really appreciated how well we use humor to get out of awkward and tense situatio … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Being Good, Dysfunctionality, Getting Stuff Done, taking care of people, being clingy/needy, To Do, sex-being a bottom

okay so m*riad made an interesting point

the edges wrote 1 year ago: cuz like we realized we was maybe triggered or somethinand wes ated a candy and 2 potato chips tonig … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, keeping a record, smoking, sex-being a bottom, being hard on ourselves, feeling crazy, scareded, Body

sometimes i think my mom just tried to build in safeties

the edges wrote 1 year ago: like she made us petrified of death, made it clear that it would kill her if we died, and basically … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, mom, Dreams, Self-harm, Dark things, circling birds, Anti-Suicide

a story about spike that i was going to tell kathy yesterday

the edges wrote 1 year ago: so spike is the main villain on buffy.  he’s a vampire.  which means he has no soul, kills peo … more →

Tags: Self-Hating, scareded, TV, protective/possessive, being in control, a Story, Dark things, SM, Being Bad

we had this talk with m*riad that got us thinking

the edges wrote 1 year ago: about sex and what being a bottom or a top allows us to do. i think if we are a top than we are in c … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, sex, sex-being a bottom, Dreams, Being a girl, extensive reppetition, The Rules

something has happened

the edges wrote 1 year ago: and he doesn’t love us anymore.  i know because he came in today and wanted to talk about this … more →

Tags: ferillia, Rant, Stream of Consciousness, Hurt, Sad, scareded, muscle soreness, headache, Lonely


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