The other girls who work there all wear lingerie but I just wear the standard white towel that all the guys wear.  Onie provides the towels, so I don’t understand why the girls would want to waste wearing their own lingerie for this job.

For one, the girls complain about losing their underwear, and since I don’t wear anything under the towel, I don’t have to worry about losing anything.  Also, I feel like lingerie should be worn only for special occasions, for special people.  This job is a job.

Most of the other women at this job are not very attractive to me.   I think they’re nice and funny, but I’m not attracted to most of them.  They’ve all gone down on me, though, and they are quite good.

In fact, one time when the other girls were all around me, touching and kissing me, and the guys were watching as one of the girls went down on me, I moaned a little.  Kayla, the older white woman in her mid 40’s, said, “that’s the first time I’ve ever heard a sound out of her!”

Which is true.  When I’m having sex I never make a sound.  It’s not that I try not to make a sound, but no sound comes out because I don’t feel anything.  If the guy is pushing too hard I tell him it hurts, but that’s it.

Even with Robert Hannibal, who I love, I don’t make a sound.  But with Robert Hannibal, my heart does race, and I do cling to him.  Always, I make love to him.  But he still doesn’t get me to cum or orgasm.  But I don’t need to with him.  Just being with him is enough!  Robert Hannibal is all I need.

Most of the guys who go to Onie’s tell me I’m the prettiest one there and they say they can’t get over how beautiful and sexy I am.  One guy who I ended up going home with because he offered me money, and he wasn’t disgusting (he was young and reasonably cute and Asian and funny and smart), told me when we were at the club that I was a “hot commodity.”  He knew we were getting paid (the smarter guys usually figure it out), and he told me I should get paid more than the other girls.

Now, I have enough common sense and self-awareness to know that if any of these guys went to my church or my school, they would see that I am definitely not the prettiest one.  There are some absolutely stunning and beautiful and hot girls at my church and especially at my school.  I am not even close to being as good-looking as they are.  But in this situation at Onie’s club, I have the best body and arguably the prettiest face.  It’s all relative.

Though in my own mind, I think “Gia,” a light-skinned black girl, has the prettiest face, much prettier than mine.  Her features are so petite and feminine while my features are huge and masculine.  Plus, I have red splotchy skin.  Even using foundation can’t quite hide the redness.  It doesn’t show in Onie’s dim mood lighting, but if these guys saw me out on the street they would see how uneven and red my skin is.  Gia has perfect, smooth, light brown skin.

Also, if Gia just lost a little weight in her hips and legs and stomach, she would have a better body than me.  She’s not fat at all, but she’s had a few kids.  I’m probably the only woman working in this capacity at Onie’s club who hasn’t had any kids.  In that respect, my body should be a lot better.

Gia and I have had a few threesomes together, and I love being with her.  The job is so much better when I can be involved with the other women!   I think Gia is the best-looking woman at the job, but I’m really most intensely attracted to the twins.

The twins are “Cinnamon” and “Desire,” and they are light-skinned black twin sisters who everyone says look like Tia and Tamara Mowry, the stars of that TV show, “Sister, Sister” (though to me, they are much prettier than Tia and Tamara).  I really, really, really like these girls!  I have so much fun with them and I am so attracted to them.  They are each such sensual lovers.  So sensual.

They keep their sexual distance from each other, being that they’re sisters, but as long as I get to be with one or the other of them, I have a great time at work.  I really love being with him.  I just want to keep kissing them over and over.

I’m closer with Desire but I love them both.  Desire calls me her “smart beauty,” – I love that she has a nickname for me.  I am so attracted to her – I just cannot get enough of her.

A few weeks ago, the night of January 13 at about 3:30am (technically January 14), the twins and I walked to the subway together after leaving work at Onie’s club.  We were discussing who are the best lovers at Onie’s club.

I immediately said, “Robert Hannibal,” and the twins asked if he was the guy who looks like John Legend.  Robert Hannibal is so, so, so, so much better looking than John Legend!  But yes, I suppose some might say he looks like John Legend, but to me he doesn’t.  Robert Hannibal only looks like himself, and he is perfect.

The twins said Robert Hannibal and another guy were the two best lovers at the club, but I insisted that only Robert Hannibal was a good lover. The absolute best.  I confessed that I was in love with him, and they asked if Kayla knew, because Kayla was in love with him too.

I told them that Robert Hannibal has taken me to couples-only swing clubs on three different dates, and he’s never taken Kayla anywhere.  I told the twins that the night before, in fact, Robert Hannibal had taken me to get a couple’s sensual massage for our fourth date, and I told them how I was jealous of the masseuse.

I told them that even though I knew he was married, I wanted him all to myself when I got to see him.  But I knew his wife was first in his life.

As we were in the subway station, we ran into a Jewish guy I had met at a Mormon BBQ.  I love seeing people randomly, especially on the subway.  He asked where we were heading from and we just said, “a party.”

This conversation reminded me of my hostess dancing job in college, where I couldn’t tell anyone where I actually worked.  Why can’t what I do in my part-time job be socially accepted (and legal)?

The twins and I also talked about starting our own business and making more money.  Onie, the owner of Onie’s clubs, doesn’t pay us as much as we should get, so we are trying to figure out a way to make more money on our own.

For me, again, this is only temporary – my contract ends March 31, 2011 and then I have to start living like a temple-worthy Mormon.  I will miss the easy money I get by having sex with men, I will miss being with women, especially Gia and Cinnamon and Desire, and of course I will miss being with Robert Hannibal most of all!

As an alum of the University of North Texas it’s always a treat to chat with legendary UNT/North Texas State alums like veteran Actor/Director James Hampton.  Jim was once again at the annual Texas Frightmare Weekend and PSD got a wonderful exclusive interview with him.

Jim was kind enough to chat with me about his extensive Theater background and early television days all the way up to his TV directing days.  Enjoy this candid look into one of North Texas most prized talents.  We started out talking about his days in Denton, Tx.

Up next for Jim would be the military and then on to Funky Fort Worth via a wonderful North Texas connection.

Jim goes on to talk about the first meeting he had with Michael Pollock of Fort Worth’s famous Casa Manana Theatre.

Jim would get his start off-Broadway and talks about those early New York City Theater Days, leading to an intriguing early short film, The Cliff Dwellers.

So from off-broadway theater to sunny LA?

And then Jim would meet Burt Reynolds.

Jim told an amazing story of how he ended up as the Caretaker on The Longest Yard.

Jim’s time at Texas Frightmare Weekend stands out because it was the first horror/sci-fi convention he ever attended.

I had the chance to let Jim know that as a young kid I grew up watching two TV shows he directed.  Sister, Sister and The Smart Guy were two shows my parents really wanted me to see as I grew up because the Mowry family were so smart in the shows.

And I asked Jim about working with that family on those wonderful TV shows.

Jim Hampton ladies and gentlemen, a true Texas Giant.

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Hey Eva,

I’ve been looking all day and I can’t seem to find any celebrity pictures large enough with the green/brown look I wanted to create online. I’m really sorry. I did find a picture of Tamara Mowry and I wanted to know how to create her sun-kissed summer look. I have a MAC bronzer in Golden. At times I feel that it might be either too light or there is not enough sparkle because I don’t see much difference. I’ve thought about getting a melon blush and thought this might give me the look I was going for but I don’t know. I’m around the same color as Tamara and I wear NC45.

Thanks!!!!

Koshonna

Many of you have asked me how they could get that sun-kissed look on their face for the summer. The first thing about having a glowy skin like this is making sure that your skin is very healthy and does not have any pimples as shimmer will only accentuate them. Once you have your summer skincare regiment (which I will detail for you in another post), here is how you can achieve Tamara’s look:

ALL MAC UNLESS SPECIFIED

FACE

Foundation: Mix MAC Strobe Cream with MAC liquid mineralized satin finish in a small container and apply the mix as your foundation (be careful if you have oily skin as you may be shiny, this is best used at night)

Blush: Gingerly (on the apple of the cheeks)

Bronzer: If you have Tamara’s complexion, MAC Refined Deeper Bronze (under the apple of your cheeks as a countour). You can add a lil bit on your T-zone as well if you really want that bronzy look. Remember that your foundation is already shimmery…

EYES

Eyebrows: Fill them in very softly with Espresso eyeshadow or if you want a more precise line, use Spiked pencil

Eye base: Cream color base in Bronze

Eyelid: Patina

Eyecrease: Neo Sci-fi Bronzescape ***NEW***

Eyeliner: Fluidline in Black and blactrack pencil

Lashes: Mascara LANCOME Definicils

Highlighter: Shroom

LIPS

Liner: Plum

Lipgloss: Neo Sci-Fi Pink Grapefruit ***NEW***

If you all pay attention to the news on tv, online, or/and radio. You’ll find out or already know that Mariah Carey and Nick Cannon tied the knot last night and are presumably married now. Thats right folks Nick and Mariah are now married, supposely. Last week it was rap superstar Jay-Z and Beyonce from hit super R&B group Destiny’s Child.

Just recently Tia Mowry from “Sister, Sister” fame or more currently The CW show “The Game” got married and tied the knot recently. Now rumors are circulating that her sistger twin Tamara Mowry is engaged to some Fox News reporter geesh! Also Mediatakeout.com is reporting that Raven Symone from “Cosby Show” fame is engaged and soon to be getting hitched as well. I guess it’s time for all you ladies out there… to go claim your rings. Cause Hollywood says so.

Mysterygrimms out!

First was the “Wear Black, Give Back” party. In attendance were reel sistas Tamara Mowry, Garcelle Beauvais-Nilon and Diana’s daughter Chudney Ross.

At the Black Enterprise Magazine Pre-Oscar party, Ruby Dee was on hand to accept an award.

Taraji Henson was there.

Melinda Williams and her man D-Nice were there as well.

So were pals Lisa Raye and Star Jones.

And young Hollywood starlets Kyla Pratt and Jennifer Freeman

At the Annual Ebony Magazine Party, Ruby Dee was honored.

Salli Richardson was there with hubby Dondre Whitfield

Reel sistas Lisa Raye and Holly Robinson-Peete were there as well

Everyone looked ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS!!!!

Tia and Tamara Mowry on the set of their new film, ‘Twitched Too.’

Aisha Tyler and my favorite reel sista Gabrielle Union hit the Maxim Style Awards and Party in Hollywood



Keery Wasdhington was in Washington, DC for The Dream Concert to benefit the Martin Luther King Jr Memorial. Gorgeous in Gold!

Garcelle Beavais was out at LA Premeire of ‘THe Kingdom’ starring Jamie Foxx

And Jada was there too.

Keep Shining!