As reported by Amanda Hess on slate.com, apparently there is/was a show on MTV (Where else? I might be aware of if it if I could stand to watch MTV for longer than it takes to skip through the channel, and that’s when I have time for TV! But I digress…) called ‘Teen Mom’ and a former ‘star’ of the show attempted to capitalize on her fame (notoriety?) by ‘leaking’ a video showing in explicit detail the types of acts that got her on that show in the first place.

Yes, she made a sex tape.

And when her male counterpart refused to play along with the “oh my gosh, this was not a publicity stunt” gimmick, she got mad and accused him of… all things (yikes!) the biggest insult to a man (pun intended) of having a….

…(wait for it)…

SMALL PENIS! I’ll pause to allow that to sink in. (Pun, again, intended)

By the way, she also took care to note that she has not acquired a statistically relevant body of experience to be able to competently judge the adequacy of the size of the aforementioned body-part.

The co-star did not even bother to respond to the allegations; apparently his junk speaks for itself. Not having seen the video, I can only take Amanda Hess at her word. But let’s focus on the bigger issues. Apparently, this gem titled “Backdoor Teen Mom” is one of the rare mainstream porn videos aimed at women, who also happen to be the target audience of the Teen Mom show, as well as comprising most of the fan base of the co-star (with the stage name of James Deen). Ms. Hess gently but convincingly seduces the reader to move beyond the superficial layers of the ‘scandal,’ exposing more interesting, significant topics by gently probing ever-deeper into the hidden values, assumptions, and cultural practices we may have subconsciously internalized and therefore be hesitant to face initially, but which, when we relinquish control and allow ourselves to confront, are stripped away to unleash a flood of rich and compelling intellectual and emotional content that had heretofore been dormant.

All of this, of course, is related to sexual shaming, cultural norms of acceptable behavior, feminism, and various other issues I have commented on elsewhere. I would like to say much more on this topic, but I could never say it as eloquently as Teen Mom herself did on her twitter account:

I can’t believe the one time I have sex in the past year has turned in to this #UNREAL

— FarrahAbraham (@F1abraham) May 7, 2013

UPDATE: I had to add this tidbit. A quote by James Deen, explaining why he would not play along with the fake story of the leaked tape: “Adult film star James Deen said the sex tape producers ‘wanted to send us out on a date and then call the tabloids to come. I told them I am not a prostitute and I’m not going to go on fake dates with people for the tabloids.’

Read more: http://www.nydailynews.com/entertainment/gossip/farrah-abraham-james-deen-manhood-small-article-1.1316425#ixzz2T2Blb6y1

Even though Farrah Abraham says she hasn’t seen Vivid’s release of Farrah Superstar: Backdoor Teen Mom, the 21-year-old single mom tells HollywoodLife.com EXCLUSIVELY that she’s happy with her version of the sex tape — and loved having all of the creative input into the scenes.

Farrah Abraham: I Wanted To Do A Little Bit Of Everything

The former MTV reality star says she had a lot of fun making her private tape, and it was a creative project just for her.

“This is my video; I had all the creative imput in the world,” Farrah tells HollywoodLife.com EXCLUSIVELY. “I did everything, I mean I hadn’t had sex in a while. I wanted to do stuff.”

She also reveals that the backdoor scenes were also her idea — “Why wouldn’t I?” she told us — and she felt comfortable doing them.

“I don’t have sex much, I can have my own stuff to remember so I am going to have a little bit of everything. So that’s what I did for myself,” she says.

Farrah Abraham: James Deen & I Had An Attraction

Even though Farrah doesn’t plan on speaking to her on-screen costar James Deen again in the future, she does harbor positive feelings for the work they did together.

“James and I were very comfortable with each other, and if he didn’t want to be there he wouldnt have showed up. Obviously there is some attraction there. He was like, ‘let me know what you are not comfortable with,’ and I was like, “I’m gonna have as much sex as I want.’”

She also revealed that her favorite part of her version of the sex tape was “the dominatrix stuff,” although that didn’t make it to Vivid’s final cut of the movie.

What do YOU think about what Farrah said, HollywoodLifers? Do you think she made the tape just for her own enjoyment?

Watch: Farrah Abraham Talks Juicy Details About Her Sex Tape

– Christina Stiehl

More On Farrah Abraham’s Exclusive Interview With HollywoodLife:

1. Farrah Abraham Wants To Pose In ‘Playboy’ Magazine
2. Farrah Abraham Disses Kim Kardashian — Sex Tape Battle
3. Farrah Abraham Reveals How Her Parents Reacted To Sex Tape News

Teen Mom Farrah Abraham has released another video — but fear not – this one is family friendly as she sends a special Mother’s Day shout out to fans, encouraging them to spoil their mom this holiday weekend.

“This is a special Keek for the moms because it is Mother’s Day week and Mother’s Day is in a couple of days this Sunday, hint hint, wink wink,” says the reality queen turned sex tape star as she batted her long eye lashes.

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“Get you mommy something good, or just get ready to hang out, spend time – quality time is what matters – with your mother or your babies.”

Farrah, who was most recently seen in a raunchy adult film with porn star James Deen that was released by Vivid on Monday, looked like butter wouldn’t melt in her mouth as she gushed good wishes into the camera.

“Do something special for you, whether it is 15 minutes alone or doing your nails or a spa, do you. So happy Mother’s Day, moms, I wish you all the best. I am going to be with my little Soph and my mom. And to everyone else in my family who is a mom, happy Mother’s Day.”

PHOTOS: Teen Mom Farrah Abraham Shows Off Her Scandalous Bikini Body

The sugary message of encouragement is a far cry from the filthy flick that has sparked angry accusations that the MTV star is setting a bad example for her own daughter.

After making a reported $1.5 million for her “efforts” in her XXX debut, at least 21-year-old Abraham can treat her mom to a Mother’s Day spin in the bright red Lamborghini Murcielago that she scored in scored a new endorsement deal with luxurious sports car rental The Biggest Limo.

PHOTOS: The 10 Sexiest Teen Moms

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I knew my life was not over, but only a part of it was closing- but with that section of my life ending, a new section would be opening, a section that would be more exciting, more entertaining, more meaningful. This is where I become a mother.

In July 2012 that last week of that month, that was the week my whole life changed, everything was different. That was the week my life paused, that week was the week I peed on a magical stick, 8 actually, and every stick read “pregnant” that was the moment that I knew my life was never going to be the same.

August 2, 2012 my first appointment, that moment where they were going to indeed confirm that I was going to be a mother. I wasn’t sure if I was excited, or scared. I knew how important this is. How big it is, how much my body was about to change and show me what my body was created to do.

My entire pregnancy was normal, well not entirely, I had no stretch marks, and I only gained 20 pounds.

My labor, was terrifying, the scariest thing I ever experienced, not because of the massive amount of pain, but because my sons tiny beating heart was stopping. The doctors began setting up for an emergency c-section. And as they were getting ready, his heartbeat was picking up. Back to normal. My labor was fast, only a few short hours, my deliver itself (the pushing) lasted for only 26 minutes.

Every night and every day, I remember that pain, they say you quickly forget it, but I, I remember that whole day like it just happened yesterday, that day still scares me. Reminds me that I almost didn’t get to meet my son, that the chance to be a mother was almost taken from me.

Every day I see my mom, I can’t help but remember the day he was born, and how I almost lost him, I still remember the intense pain of him coming out, my mothers face, the doctor smiling as he told me I successfully delivered my son. It was a magical experience.

I wouldn’t change this journey for anything, I wouldn’t change anything, this is the greatest change I ever had. And I love it.

Farrah Abraham wants to make the transition from sex tape star to Playboy playmate! Raquel Pomplun may be handing her “Playmate Of The Year” title over to Farrah next year.

Farrah Abraham ‘Playboy’ Model? — ‘Teen Mom’ Ready To Show More

Farrah told HollywoodLife.com exclusively, “I probably would do Playboy, but keep it classic and feminine. I think I would be open to that. I am focusing on my restaurant endeavors and modeling and the same things I’ve always done. Maybe doing more books, and maybe a fitness video and those things i’m working on. I’m just being me. I am thinking about writing more music, but way different to what I have done in the past. Like maybe more light hearted and not so serious.”

Kim Kardashian Vs. Farrah Abraham’s Sex Tape — Teen Mom ‘Happy’ For High Sales

Farrah’s sex tape is already breaking records with 2 million viewers in the first 12 hours of the tape’s release on May 6. Having her pose in Playboy sounds like it’d be an immediate hit! Plus, Kim Kardashian posed in the magazine before her, and Farrah seems to be following in Kim’s footsteps.

Despite it’s high sales, don’t expect a sequel. Even though Farrah would do Playboy, she said that she would never do anything “of this sort ever again (a sex tape), because I dont want any more issues.”

What do YOU think, HollywoodLifers? Should Farrah do Playboy?

WATCH: Farrah Abraham Talks Juicy Details About Her Sex Tape

— Chris Rogers, Reporting by Eleanore Hutch
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“How do I show love?”

Lately I’ve been quite closed up, with very good reason, and I’ve withdrawn into myself which is an old way of protecting myself.  I realize that with a certain situation I encountered, I lost trust with some friends. And the feeling of safety in those relationships. So what do I do when that happens? Well friends, I pull out ol’reliable. That for me is, isolate from them and don’t give too much to the relationship anymore. Is this a “bad” thing? Not sure. I guess that depends on how I’m doing it. Am I hiding away and avoiding? If so, that is not a healthy way to deal with situations. Am I being clear and honest about my feelings? If not why?

I asked myself, how does God show me love? Well, through the years of living me and my way, God patiently waited. Never left my side. Never condemned me or “punished” me. He loved me enough to allow me space to be me. He was not controlling. Most importantly, He was right there when I finally repented and called out to Him. He also did not come with His Mighty finger shaking in my face. He came lovingly, gently and He was kind. Was not resentful or angry towards me.

So back to my question. How do I show love? How do I let others around me know I love them? Most important, am I showing Gods love. This is a goal I wish to reach every day. What am I doing, or NOT doing to achieve this. If I’m holding onto resentment and anger, to show Gods love would be impossible. If I’m going back to my ways, I’m unable to show Gods love.

The other question lies, how does one show Gods love and stay within Godly boundaries? Ahhhh yes this can be tricky if you don’t know what God considers healthy boundaries in relationships. This is an area I have been continuously working on.

One thing that sticks out for me in showing love is, how I show love to myself.  I show love to myself through patience, kindness, gentleness, and (working on this one), self control. I also show love to myself by taking a break when I need one, accepting myself as not perfect & Saying, ooo here it is friends, No when I need to is also an act of self love

Do I behave this way to others? I like to believe I do. Is it all the time and perfect? Heck no. But God gives me ample opportunity to give this love daily. And truth be known, at times, I don’t want to…. But I choose to love anyway. For no reason. Just because. One thing I know for sure that goes hand in hand with love is forgiveness. Forgiveness of self and others. How do we forgive ourselves?  By cleaning out the gunk on the inside.  By allowing Gods remarkable love to come in and remove it. From my experiences in life, this was the ONLY way to achieve such forgiveness and love in my  heart.

So once again back to my question, how do I show love? Today is a day that I will be very mindful to my thoughts, actions and words. Do they line up with what God says about love? If not, I’ve got some work to do.

Love isn’t about loving “only if” or “only when”. Love is a choice.
Like Jesus said, what do we profit by loving those who love us already?

Can we love the “unlovable”?  The ones whose lifestyles don’t match ours? Can we love on those who trigger such anger in us? Or those who have hurt us?
I do know one thing for certain, the more I love & respect myself and look to the Ultimate source of love for myself instead of depending on others or things, I feel and know I am able to give & provide love. And how I do this is by, responding to life. Responding to situations and accepting life as it comes. Accepting others as they are and accepting the fact they are exactly where they need to be at this moment in their life. Love comes from me in ways of not driving my own agenda or trying to control outcomes. Love is shown in how I am able to hold steadfast in Gods presence and trust He’s got my back.

As I’ve gone through the most part of this day, may I continue on being mindful of my encounters with my fellows.

Lets get out there and really freak people out by loving them just for being who they are. (When this is challenging for me I say, “God loves those people/person just as much as He loves me). That always changes my perspective

Have an awesome Friday night!

As always, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for reading

I’m proud to admit that I’ve never watched the MTV shows “16 and Pregnant” or “Teen Mom.” I believe we’re making these girls famous for making stupid life choices.  With that being said, I can see the underlying benefit of showing  how hard it can be if you have a child when you are still a child yourself.  However, the small positives do not out weigh the giant negatives that come with these types of shows.

Let talk about this Farrah Abraham porno thing.  First she claimed it was a tape she made with a boyfriend.  Then it turns out that she had a production company put it together and hired porn star James Deen to be her co-star.

She originally claimed the video was for her eyes only, but then turns around and sells it to Vivid Entertainment.  Then saying to the media she doesn’t plan on watching the film.

She then posted an odd video defending her choice to do the adult film.

“So on the real, what would you do? You have been a single mother for four years, off and on dating loser-ass boys who always try to sell information, lie to you, manipulate, and you’ve just realized you’re an awesome person and you deserve someone, and now that you’ve been 21 and you’ve been crying every night because you’re single and you’re alone, and so you make your own video to celebrate your awesome body get your own sexy shots.”

Let me see if I got this right. She celebrates her awesome body by doing a porno?  And one that she’s having sex in the “back door?’  That’s exactly how most women celebrate their youth! (highly sarcastic)  If  I was wanting to celebrate my 21 year-old awesome body I would hit the mall and buy some hot outfit. Not shoot an adult video with a porn star doing me the “back door!”

Farrah also opened up about her darkest days when she was contemplating suicide after becoming a mom at 16 and mourning the loss of her baby’s father in a car accident.

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For making a private sex tape that was never supposed to be made public, Farrah Abraham sure sounds excited about the success of the video’s sales. The former Teen Mom tells HollywoodLife.com EXCLUSIVELY how happy she is about Farrah Superstar: Backdoor Teen Mom’s high ratings.

Farrah Abraham: My High Sex Tape Sales Are An ‘Accomplishment’

The 21-year-old single mom to Sophia, 4, still insists her sex tape was a personal decision that was never intended on being sold, but she is pleased with the outcome — 2 million viewers in the first 12 hours of the tape’s release on May 6.

“I look at it as an accomplishment but I’m not like, proud of it,” Farrah tells HollywoodLife.com EXCLUSIVELY. “I don’t even know what to say about the whole thing, because it’s unexpected.”

Farrah Abraham ‘Happy’ to Have High Ratings

But she doesn’t see it as a competitive move against the other sex tapes sold through Vivid Entertainment — namely, Kim Kardashian‘s.

“I’m just happy that it is doing well. I’m not happy to do better than someone else. I’m just happy that I have high ratings. In all, I’m just happy.”

She is also (you guessed it) happy that the release of her porn film garnered so much traffic to Vivid.com, the site temporarily crashed on May 6.

What do YOU think of what Farrah said about her sex tape sales, HollywoodLifers? Do you think she really did set out to beat Kim’s sales?

Watch: Farrah Abraham Talks Juicy Details About Her Sex Tape

– Reporting by Eleanore Hutch

More On Farrah Abraham’s Exclusive Interview With HollywoodLife:

1. Farrah Abraham Reveals How Her Parents Reacted To Sex Tape News
2. Farrah Abraham: How I Will Tell Sophia About My Sex Tape
3. Farrah Abraham ‘Will Never’ Speak To Catelynn Lowell After Porn Diss

Dymon is a participant of the Young Parent Ambassador Program at the Center for Community Health and Health Equity at Brigham and Women’s Hospital.

RadarOnline.com snapped the 21-year-old single mom behind the wheel of her new car, a red Lamborghini Murcielago, worth at least $400 thousand, in Hollywood on Thursday afternoon.

PHOTOS: Farrah Abraham’s Latest Ride — $400K Lamborghini

Farrah scored a new endorsement deal with luxurious sports car rental The Biggest Limo, gifting her use of a vehicle from their fleet when she’s in Los Angeles from her new home of Austin, Texas, a rep for the reality star told RadarOnline.com.

So, it seems, life is a smooth ride for Farrah, despite all that backlash from fellow MTV costars Catelynn Lowell and Jenelle Evans.

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Farrah Abraham made the leap from MTV reality star to porn star when Vivid released her adult film Farrah Superstar: Backdoor Teen Mom, and the hardcore footage is pretty shocking. Farrah reveals to HollywoodLife.com EXCLUSIVELY how she broke the news to her parents — and why were understandably upset.

Farrah Abraham’s Parents Found Out About Porn From The Press

The former Teen Mom says her parents heard about the sex tape after her partner James Deen talked about it to the public. Her mom Debra Danielsen actually confronted her about the tape before Farrah had a chance to come clean about it..

“Well actually they called me, because the person who was in the video with me talked about it, and he should not have done that. I was travelling at the the time so I had no idea what was going on, and my mother point blank asked me. I just cried. I didn’t even want to admit I did something because I didn’t want to tell anyone,” Farrah tells HollywoodLife.com EXCLUSIVELY.

But her mom and dad Michael Abraham wanted to make sure she could protect herself if James decided to go public with the footage.

“She said to call an attorney and make sure this guy doesn’t put out this video —  you need to gain control of the situation. So my parents were more about that first,” Farrah adds.

Farrah Abrahams Parents Said She Was ‘Dumb’ For Making Sex Tape

“We did argue a little bit later, they were like ‘you are dumb for doing this and we are not about it.’ So there was a little bit of negativity for a while its OK now,” Farrah says. “We get into little tiffs and arguments and not agree on things, but I think that’s when you take that opportunity to make your family better, and you communicate more.”

Considering Farrah’s dad was with her at her sex tape negotiation meeting  with Vivid, it sounds like everyone has been pretty supportive. What do YOU think about how Farrah’s parents reacted, HollyMoms? Do you think they handled it well?

Watch: Farrah Abraham Talks Juicy Details About Her Sex Tape

– Christina Stiehl

More On Farrah Abraham’s Parents’ Reaction To Sex Tape:

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2. Farrah Abraham’s Dad: Sex Tape Partner James Deen Is ‘Abusive’
3. Farrah Abraham’s Dad Speaks Out After Porn: She’s A Great Mother

That’s how XXX Teen Mom Farrah Abraham is rationalizing the monumental diss that was delivered to her by her MTV costar, Catelynn Lowell.

Catelynn — who infamously put her Teen Mom kid up for adoption back in 2008 — took to Twitter to suggest Abraham, 21, sounded like a “dying horse” in her just released skin flick, Farrah Superstar: Backdoor Teen Mom.

“All I have to say is she sounds like a dying horse!!,” the reality star wrote.

Now, in a new interview, Farrah is responding to the verbal jousting and suggesting that Catelynn is misunderstood about her decision to sell the sex tape to Vivid, for $1.5 million.

“I feel like if she was in the position I was in and she like knew me… I don’t understand why she would say what she said,” Farrah told HollywoodLife [].

“It’s either jealousy or immaturity, but I don’t understand why at this point and time she would say that. I’m just moving on and not talking to people who don’t support me.”

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One of those people is her Teen Mom co-star and former pal and supporter Catelynn Lowell, who tweeted that Farrah sounded like a “dying horse” in the film (which, by the way, means she actually watched the video. So, that’s weird). Of course, Farrah isn’t too happy about her friend dissing her all over Twitter, so she’s got some shade of her own to throw back.

“It’s either jealous or immaturity, but at this point in time I don’t understand why at this point in time she would say that,” Farrah said. “I’m just moving on and not talking to people who don’t support me.”

Ouch! No word on how her other co-stars Maci Bookout and Amber Portwood feel about the situation. Wait, does Amber even get these updates in jail?

Farrah Abraham may be pleased with the outcome of the sex tape she filmed with porn star James Deen, but not everyone has been so supportive. Her former Teen Mom cast mate Catelynn Lowell slammed her and said Farrah sounded like a dying horse in her porn tape — and the 21-year-0ld mom to Sophia, 4, is not having it.

Farrah Abraham Says Catelynn Lowell Is Jealous

The Teen Mom-turned-porn star reveals to HollywoodLife.com EXCLUSIVELY that her decision to make the porn film has been misunderstood, and Catelynn doesn’t really know the true Farrah.

“I feel like if she was in the position I was in and she like knew me… I don’t understand why she would say what she said,” Farrah tells HollywoodLife.com EXCLUSIVELY. ”It’s either jealousy or immaturity, but I dn’t understand why at this point and time she would say that. I’m just moving on and not talking to people who don’t support me.”

Farrah Will Never Talk To Catelynn Again

The bikini model said she and Catelynn would only talk and text occasionally about business-related events — about Teen Mom-related stuff, surely — but don’t expect those friendly conversations to continue.

“I will never speak to her again,” Farrah tells us.

On May 6, Catelynn tweeted “All I have to say Is she sounds like a dying horse!! U kno who I’m talking about.” I guess Farrah didn’t find it funny!

What do YOU think about what Farrah said, HollywoodLifers? Do you think Catelynn is jealous?

Watch: Farrah Abraham Talks Juicy Details About Her Sex Tape

– Christina Stiehl, Reporting by Eleanore Hutch

More On Farrah Abraham’s Sex Tape:

1. ‘Teen Mom’ Catelynn Lowell Disses Farrah Abraham’s Sex Tape
2. Farrah Abraham’s Sex Tape Pics — New Photos From Skin Flick Revealed
3. Farrah Abraham Porn Video: Fully Nude Photos Revealed

I’m sure there are so many things running in your mind right now. There are so many questions running to your mind and one things for sure, the answers are not easy to find.

So what are the things you should do?

1. Have the courage to tell your parents (both sides). Running away from your family is not the best solution to your dilemma and besides, it’s going to be hard to get by when you know you are alone. So it’s better to have your parents around because they will guide you for sure. They will be there no matter how disappointed they are. They will still love you and of course they will love your baby too.

2. You and your partner (if you have one) must talk about things. Both of you should be responsible enough to find the solution and work it out. Remember to put your child on top of your priority first.

3. Once you have the baby and you think you have the right support, try to study again. Even if you get a job. Trust me, it’s still so much better to have a good education. This is something that you can show to your kids when they grow up and you will set as a good example to them.

4. Plan for your future. Keep in mind that even if you had a baby and you feel like you need to spend most of your time raising the child, it is important that you plan for your future. You need to figure out what you want to do in your life so that way, you can also plan for your children’s future.

My Story:

When I got pregnant at the age of 15, all I can think of was how will I be able to raise my child. I was scared because I have no means to support my baby. My ex was also young and even though he has a good paying job, he was still immature and he was not done leaving the bachelor’s life. We got in to too many fights and it was hard because I know we were both immature. It was hard and I know we still have a long way to go.

Hear my complete  story here: 

My advice to those teenagers who are not pregnant yet is that, you have to wait. If you are in a relationship, you have to set a limitation. Keep in mind that, there is a time for everything . You have to listen to your parents because trust me when I say they definitely know what they’re saying and your parents only  want what’s best for you. Study hard because it’s so much better to get a good education while you’re young and free than to study while feeding your baby. Last but certainly not the least, PRAY HARD. God will always guide those who seek for His guidance. When things get tough and temptations are around, ask for strength. God will always be with you as long as you keep your faith in HIM.

Shortly before her porn venture, Farrah approached a company that hooks up women with rich men, trying to make a deal to appear to search for a sugar daddy, the company told Radar.

Brandon Wade, the Founder & CEO of SeekingArrangement.com said he was approached two different times by Farrah to get involved with his website, and he turned her down each time.

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“We could tell that Farrah wasn’t coming to us for the right reasons. She was just looking for a quick payoff, not a lasting mutually beneficial arrangement,” he said.

SeekingArrangement.com is the leading “Sugar Daddy” dating website, and before releasing her XXX tape Farrah Superstar: Back Door Teen Mom  she reached out to them in July of 2012 to try and cut a deal.

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“There was a Sugar Daddy party in LA and Farrah wanted to come and then she told us she wanted us to pay her to join our website,” the site’s PR Manager Jennifer Gwynn told RadarOnline.com.

“She wanted to say that she wanted to find a sugar daddy and to have us pay her, but she didn’t really want to find one.

“Farrah wanted money for nothing so we turned her down. Our website creates partnerships and Farrah is not someone who is actually going to benefit us.”

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Jennifer said Farrah reached out again shortly before her sex tape was released, and the company told her for the second time that they didn’t want to do business with her.

Brandon told Radar that he believes Farrah’s decision to film the porn was a mistake.

“It saddens me to think that Farrah believed her actions would lead to a path of empowerment and self esteem,” he said. “I think she will look back on this experience one day, and regret it. She had this incredible opportunity to be a role model; the front door was wide open.

PHOTOS: From Teen Mom To Porn Star: Farrah’s Evolution

“But instead she chose the ‘back door’ to financial security, and she will soon come to realize that a lot of doors will be closed to her now because of it.”

Hey, my name is Shaquanda and I am a proud parent. I live here in Boston and do a lil bit of everything. I am an artist, dancer, and a planner. I am 21 and my parents are from the south. I have two children, a boy and girl ages 3 and 2.

I had my first child at 17. Being a parent has it’s ups and downs but I made it this far and plan to continue. Being parent does not mean your hopes, dreams, or goals are gone. Those things make you a better you it made me a better me a happy me.

Shaquanda  is a participant of the Young Parent Ambassador Program at the Center for Community Health and Health Equity at Brigham and Women’s Hospital. 

Sleepy baby after seeing my friend and listening to him tell me I should eat meat -.- ugh