I hold off in the chaos, but in the calm give in, at first determined not to lose, not to let the other side win. But once the calm takes over it feels right to surrender, to give in, fall to my knees, and return, with interest, to my lender. 76 more words
I am nought but a monster, hidden within a human shell. Desecrating this body, hoping the desire to quell. Wreaking havoc amongst the calm, shattering the silence, restarting the old cycle, one that begins and ends in violence.
A battle rages in my head, destroying me from within. Exhausting, frustrating, frightening, not knowing which side will win. I don’t even know which side I’m rooting for, which one I want to succeed. 13 more words