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this is not an entry i want to write

the edges wrote 11 months ago: okay. let’s start there. this is not an entry i want to write. i am writing it, but i don … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Alters, Being Good, Dysfunctionality, taking care of people, being clingy/needy, mom, sex-being a bottom, being hard on ourselves

who am i kidding?

the edges wrote 12 months ago: if m*riad is running away, then i picked them because they would be running away.  and would probabl … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, taking care of people, being clingy/needy, smoking, sex-being a bottom, Self-Hating, feeling crazy, scareded

m*riad and us talked

the edges wrote 1 year ago: i think wes are really similar.  both of us are constantly striving for the other’s love/appor … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Update, Being Good, being clingy/needy, mom, being hard on ourselves, feeling crazy, scareded

i am sad and small and scared

the edges wrote 1 year ago: i know i am a bad girl.  i know that for sure.  i know i am bad very bad and scared.  i know things … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Being Good, being clingy/needy, mom, smoking, being hard on ourselves, self-mocking, feeling crazy

okay, this is a seriously embarassing entry, but i'm going to write it anyway

the edges wrote 1 year ago: so m*tt was here (already you can tell this is a teenager or preteen) and we just, wow this is serio … more →

Tags: Rant, talking about things we don't want to talk about, being clingy/needy, feeling crazy, scareded, Littles, Being a girl, being good to be around, wanting/needing love

god i am such a loser

the edges wrote 1 year ago: first i get so triggered by m*riad seeing a*ron that i basically start crying when it happens, then … more →

Tags: Rant, Update, Being Good, being hard on ourselves, Self-Hating, wanting/needing love, protective/possessive, polyamory/monogamy

it is so cold in the apartment

the edges wrote 1 year ago: help help i’m scared something is going on e*a wrote emails she feels our pain alot and she un … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, e*a and me, being hard on ourselves, Self-Hating, feeling crazy, scareded, Body, Nobody loves me

plus i am an idiot and woke up really sad and unloved

the edges wrote 1 year ago: and still sad about m*riad and they emailed and said this girl they made out with in this hospital i … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, talking about things we don't want to talk about, Update, scareded, Body, Nobody loves me, inter-system communication, hearing stuff in our head, unloved

when i was in college, i used to get "depressed"

the edges wrote 1 year ago: which was this sudden intense sadness and loneliness that hurt my chest and made me feel crazy.  it … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Nobody loves me, College, needing people, fuck it

fuck this is hard to write

the edges wrote 1 year ago: but we is so sad and all alone and we hate everyboyd and no one loves us and we missed group and eve … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness

we are the littles!!!

the edges wrote 1 year ago: and the bigs won’t let us ask myriad for a cuddle or go to them to cuddle.  i think they are a … more →

Tags: ferillia, Stream of Consciousness, Littles, MRD, being clingy/needy, Body

god, we are so clingy with m*r**d it is ridiculous

the edges wrote 1 year ago: when they were over here we’re all like boohoo you don’t love us and making them cuddle … more →

Tags: the celestinas, the calm ones, MRD, being clingy/needy


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