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Yet another Shrink's Line of the Day17 comments

my sad alter ego wrote 7 months ago: Yesterday I decide that I feel bad about quitting the shrink all abruptly and in a rage. That I didn … more →

Tags: and we make this world our hell, Bipolar, Depression, Each of us bears his own Hell, I'm so lonesome I could cry, manic depression, my tender heart, Psychiatry, Psychiatry is the death of the soul

Here we go again7 comments

my sad alter ego wrote 10 months ago: New appointment. New level of truth telling by me. New drug. One (low) dose of fluvoxamine down. Hou … more →

Tags: and we make this world our hell, bipolar medication, Depression, Each of us bears his own Hell, I'm so lonesome I could cry, manic depression, Psychiatry, Psychiatry is the death of the soul, We are each our own devil and we make this world our he

Today something happened to me that never happened before.13 comments

my sad alter ego wrote 11 months ago: I got reprimanded at work. I apologize for the quality of this post ahead…I’m too tired … more →

Tags: and we make this world our hell, Bipolar, bipolar medication, Depression, Each of us bears his own Hell, Great fear is concealed under daring., I'm so lonesome I could cry, It is not a case we are treating it is a living palpita, manic depression

Psych Meds I Have Taken11 comments

my sad alter ego wrote 11 months ago: Someone recently  blogged a full list, I thought it was kind of interesting, so once again, I’ … more →

Tags: Bipolar, bipolar medication, manic depression, lithium, Psychiatry

Physical Versus Mental Illness9 comments

my sad alter ego wrote 11 months ago: In an unpublished email, Milo wrote this comment to me: Personally speaking, i passed a kidney stone … more →

Tags: Depression, Bipolar, my tender heart, manic depression, lithium, Psychiatry is the death of the soul, We are ashamed of everything that is real about us, We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell

Link6 comments

my sad alter ego wrote 11 months ago: Things here are mostly the same, maybe slightly better since I’m working back at my main hospi … more →

Tags: Bipolar, Feminism, my tender heart, bipolar medication, manic depression, We are ashamed of everything that is real about us, We are each our own devil, Each of us bears his own Hell

Does long-term, non-remitting mental illness need a psychiatrist?15 comments

my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: Over at Vicarious Therapy, Aqua is really upset about an article by the Canadian Psychiatric Associa … more →

Tags: I'm so lonesome I could cry, manic depression, Psychiatry is the death of the soul, Shrink's Line of the Day, Psychiatry

My Answer to the Commenters15 comments

my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: I started to put this in the comments and then just decided to post it as a regular post, because it … more →

Tags: Depression, Bipolar, restless, I'm so lonesome I could cry, bipolar medication, manic depression, lithium, Psychiatry is the death of the soul, We are ashamed of everything that is real about us

Fear and Hope and Wellbutrin10 comments

my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: For a day or two, I thought it was working well – not well, but it seemed like suddenly I fell … more →

Tags: Depression, Bipolar, my tender heart, Hypomania, Great fear is concealed under daring., bipolar medication, manic depression, We are ashamed of everything that is real about us, We are each our own devil and we make this world our he

Doubt6 comments

my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: I just got off one of those hellacious emergency room shifts. And now I am torturing myself. Did I m … more →

Tags: Depression, Bipolar, Great fear is concealed under daring., bipolar medication, manic depression, lithium, and we make this world our hell, Each of us bears his own Hell

Scared, but back7 comments

my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: I am slowly turning human again. A human that has to live in the dark, yes, but human nonetheless. B … more →

Tags: Bipolar, my tender heart, Great fear is concealed under daring., bipolar medication, manic depression, and we make this world our hell, We are each our own devil and we make this world our he, Each of us bears his own Hell

And then...things you don't want to hear your doctor say6 comments

my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: come morning, my bedmate started yelling, “Your eyes! Your eyes! What the fuck happened to you … more →

Tags: bipolar medication, manic depression, Psychiatry is the death of the soul, Shrink's Line of the Day, Each of us bears his own Hell

Shrink's Line of the Day (edited)11 comments

my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: Me: I don’t want to do any med changing until after I take the boards next week. At least my m … more →

Tags: Bipolar, Great fear is concealed under daring., manic depression, Psychiatry is the death of the soul, Shrink's Line of the Day, We are ashamed of everything that is real about us

Why did I even say it? Fuck7 comments

my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: I had to say things were better. I just had to. Now I’m with no sleep, constant suicidal fanta … more →

Tags: Depression, Bipolar, my tender heart, restless, I'm so lonesome I could cry, bipolar medication, manic depression, lithium, Psychiatry is the death of the soul

Going on two weeks of lithium4 comments

my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: It’s definitely better than it was. The pills aren’t hitting me as hard, though I’ … more →

Tags: Depression, Bipolar, my tender heart, bipolar medication, manic depression, lithium

How I got manic depression4 comments

my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: The chain of bad luck, the family curse, began generations before I was born. Ours is a dynasty wash … more →

Tags: Bipolar, i was a child in that kingdom by the sea, restless, Great fear is concealed under daring., manic depression

Vitamin L for me

my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: I will post a longer update later. I actually wrote a fairly long piece about how this got me, but n … more →

Tags: Bipolar, my tender heart, restless, Hypomania, I'm so lonesome I could cry, bipolar medication, manic depression, lithium

And this is how I lose my mind1 comment

my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: The appointment is tomorrow. This waiting is driving me crazy. I am feeling both giddy and silly, ne … more →

Tags: Bipolar, restless, Hypomania, these colorful dreams, I'm so lonesome I could cry, Great fear is concealed under daring.

Making that psychiatrist appointment6 comments

my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: I did it. It took me, depending how you look at it, either two weeks to do it, or a year. It has bee … more →

Tags: Bipolar, restless


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