Yesterday I decide that I feel bad about quitting the shrink all abruptly and in a rage. That I didn’t want to end like that, if just out of politeness. I really wanted to call and leave a messa… more →
My Sad Alter-Egomy sad alter ego wrote 7 months ago: Yesterday I decide that I feel bad about quitting the shrink all abruptly and in a rage. That I didn … more →
my sad alter ego wrote 10 months ago: New appointment. New level of truth telling by me. New drug. One (low) dose of fluvoxamine down. Hou … more →
my sad alter ego wrote 11 months ago: I got reprimanded at work. I apologize for the quality of this post ahead…I’m too tired … more →
my sad alter ego wrote 11 months ago: Someone recently blogged a full list, I thought it was kind of interesting, so once again, I’ … more →
my sad alter ego wrote 11 months ago: In an unpublished email, Milo wrote this comment to me: Personally speaking, i passed a kidney stone … more →
my sad alter ego wrote 11 months ago: Things here are mostly the same, maybe slightly better since I’m working back at my main hospi … more →
my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: Over at Vicarious Therapy, Aqua is really upset about an article by the Canadian Psychiatric Associa … more →
my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: I started to put this in the comments and then just decided to post it as a regular post, because it … more →
my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: For a day or two, I thought it was working well – not well, but it seemed like suddenly I fell … more →
my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: I just got off one of those hellacious emergency room shifts. And now I am torturing myself. Did I m … more →
my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: I am slowly turning human again. A human that has to live in the dark, yes, but human nonetheless. B … more →
my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: come morning, my bedmate started yelling, “Your eyes! Your eyes! What the fuck happened to you … more →
my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: Me: I don’t want to do any med changing until after I take the boards next week. At least my m … more →
my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: I had to say things were better. I just had to. Now I’m with no sleep, constant suicidal fanta … more →
my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: It’s definitely better than it was. The pills aren’t hitting me as hard, though I’ … more →
my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: The chain of bad luck, the family curse, began generations before I was born. Ours is a dynasty wash … more →
my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: I will post a longer update later. I actually wrote a fairly long piece about how this got me, but n … more →
my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: The appointment is tomorrow. This waiting is driving me crazy. I am feeling both giddy and silly, ne … more →
my sad alter ego wrote 1 year ago: I did it. It took me, depending how you look at it, either two weeks to do it, or a year. It has bee … more →