6/15/07 1051 Hanging in, sometimes better spirited, sometimes not. Sometimes I feel I can be resilient and face the demands of the two boys home for the summer. Lou’s coming today which is not the bes… more →
Kaleidoscoperefractionsthedith wrote 1 week ago: Unknown: he’s [REDACTED] FUCKING [REDACTED] Anonymous: that was his reasoning too “i … more →
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 2 weeks ago: 6/15/07 1051 Hanging in, sometimes better spirited, sometimes not. Sometimes I feel I can be resilie … more →
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 2 weeks ago: 6/14/07 Alone at last. Got to observe myself in paralysis mode when Crystal and I lingered to talk a … more →
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 3 weeks ago: 6/8/07 Fri 1200 The morning was spent with some errands and a drs appt. Glancing at yesterday’s note … more →
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 1 month ago: 6/5/07 1112 Tuesday I didn’t give myself much time to write. And oh shit, I remember I still have to … more →
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 2 months ago: 6/3/07 813 Sun So, in response to the train of thought I see as I reopen this page, I would far rath … more →
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 2 months ago: 5/31/07 Thursday 1123 Still feeling kind of on the edge of being sick; like a cold or something. Aga … more →
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 2 months ago: 5/29/07 Gary and boys back. Boys in school. Gary here. Bummer for me. I was very angry with him that … more →
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 2 months ago: 300 Mon May 28, 2007 I was getting set to go to bed and decided I needed to get the last couple nigh … more →
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 2 months ago: 5/26/07 I didn’t meant to switch to this font, but I like it. I’m feeling closer to the self I’d bee … more →
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 2 months ago: 5/23/07 Wed (Sharon day) 1038 Now I’ve got to get up and get the notebook I recorded last night’s dr … more →
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 2 months ago: 5/22/07 61 Last dream first; most vivid. It’s morning and I’m waiting for the bus to come for Connor … more →
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 3 months ago: 5/18/07 27 years since St. Helens blew up. And a secret smile for me remembering that being the firs … more →
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 3 months ago: 5/16/07 Dream as I was waking up. Something about a hospital or nursing home situation, and then bei … more →
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 3 months ago: 5/15/07 Dad’s 74 today 1200 Tuesday I’m feeling really depleted after a morning of errands. Getting … more →
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 3 months ago: 5/11/07 Boys home from school, Connor with pink-eye, Scott with a cough. I didn’t recoil from the pr … more →
thedith wrote 3 months ago: “If a girl wears a short skirt or dress, men automatically think, ‘She wants it, and she … more →
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 3 months ago: 5/9/07 Wed 950 A little discordant this morning. I’m experiencing it in my reluctance to go meet Dar … more →
kaleidoscoperefractions wrote 3 months ago: 5/7/07 Mon 918 Back from the weekend at the beach with my four old friends. It was something I unamb … more →