I’m sitting, well standing, and staring at the Vessel Departed sign on Bainbridge Island. The ferry has an odd way of instilling some serious anxiety for me. But, I’d arrived early and w… more →
Praise of Proseshnikjr wrote 2 months ago: I’m sitting, well standing, and staring at the Vessel Departed sign on Bainbridge Island. The … more →
shnikjr wrote 4 months ago: Things change and things can be and get scary. When I am comfortable having that comfort disturbed … more →
shnikjr wrote 4 months ago: Thanks to a wonderful friend I’ve been refocused on and pondering this idea of writing what I … more →
shnikjr wrote 4 months ago: Good Lord. I mean it. Breathe, pause, general expression evoking the name of God. A God. Any God … more →
shnikjr wrote 5 months ago: Almost every time I log into Facebook I get upset. I don’t know exactly what it is that gets … more →
shnikjr wrote 7 months ago: The past is history. The future is a mystery. And today is a gift, that’s why they call it t … more →
shnikjr wrote 7 months ago: I needed a reprieve and now, have taken one. On Friday of last week I struggled and wrestled with my … more →
shnikjr wrote 7 months ago: Why must everything be a dick measuring competition? I’m five foot ten and a decently athletic … more →
shnikjr wrote 7 months ago: What I love about places like Myspace and Facebook is the unabashed voyerism that is encouraged by t … more →
shnikjr wrote 9 months ago: It has been a difficult day today. I found myself at the UCI and in between writing sessions I have … more →
shnikjr wrote 1 year ago: I can’t say as to the how or the why, actually I can but the details are insignificant, but wh … more →
shnikjr wrote 1 year ago: I’ve learned twice as much as I knew and half as much as I could have hoped about the majority of th … more →
shnikjr wrote 1 year ago: Sometimes and by that I mean frequently I wonder as to my place in the world. Why must … more →
shnikjr wrote 1 year ago: I can literally speak roughly 10 words of German, 3 of which are different forms of greeting, yet so … more →
shnikjr wrote 1 year ago: My favorite shirt has no distinguishing qualities. It is worn through it’s body, ragged at it’s edg … more →
shnikjr wrote 1 year ago: There is something so unnatural about Internet dating to me and yet my impression is that it has bec … more →
shnikjr wrote 1 year ago: The first step of any procedure is not the most difficult. Instead it is the continuation of the jo … more →
shnikjr wrote 1 year ago: Well we all have our down days and yesterday was mine. I don’t really know that cause but I w … more →
shnikjr wrote 1 year ago: I am under pressure, I can feel it. Under the invisible pressure of expectation. I live in fear of … more →