If You’re Going To Try, Go All The Way . Otherwise, Don’t Even Start . This Could Mean Losing Girlfriends, Wives, Relatives And Maybe Even Your Mind . It Could Mean Not Eating For Three Or Four Days . It Could Mean Freezing On A Park Bench . It Could Mean Jail . It Could Mean Derision . It Could Mean Mockery — Isolation . Isolation Is The Gift . All The Others Are A Test Of Your Endurance, Of How Much You Really Want To Do It . And, You’ll Do It, Despite Rejection And The Worst Odds . And It Will Be Better Than Anything Else You Can Imagine . If You’re Going To Try, Go All The Way . There Is No Other Feeling Like That . You Will Be Alone With The Gods, And The Nights Will Flame With Fire . You Will Ride Life Straight To Perfect Laughter . It’s The Only Good Fight There Is .

[ Charlie Bukowski ]

The Darkest Places In Hell Are Reserved For Those Who Maintain Their Neutrality In Times Of Moral Crisis.

[ Dante Alighier ]

And It’s Been Awhile
Since I Could Look At Myself Straight
And It’s Been Awhile Since I Said I’m Sorry
And It’s Been Awhile Since I’ve Seen The Way The Candles Light Your Face
And It’s Been Awhile But I Can Still Remember Just The Way You Taste.

[ Staind Meditation On The Harp, 1932-34, Salvador Dali ]

Erase Him From The Drip Of My Morning Dew
Erase Him From The Warmth Of My Sunny Breeze
Erase Him From The Spark Of My Velvet Starry Night
Erase Him From The Tune Of My Endless Midnight Serenade

For I Am Just An Indifference Color Amongst His Spectrum
For I Am Just A Distant Chatter Amongst His Crowds
For I Am Just An Ordinary Name Amongst His List

And I Know You Wouldn`t Let Me Hurt Me
By Endless Songs Of Expectation

Ladies And Jellyspoons, Hobos And Tramps
Cross-Eyed Mosquitos And Bow-Legged Ants
I Stand Before You To Sit Behind You
To Tell You Something I Know Nothing About

Next Thursday, Which Is Good Friday
There’s A Mother’s Day Meeting For Fathers Only
He Worked At Caixa Geral De Depositos
Wear Your Best Clothes If You Haven’t Any

Please Come If You Can’t; If You Can, Stay At Home
Admission Is Free, Pay At The Door
Pull Up A Chair And Sit On The Floor
It Makes No Difference Where You Sit
The Man In The Gallery’s Sure To Spit

The Show Is Over, But Before You Go
Let Me Tell You A Story I Don’t Really Know

One Bright Day In The Middle Of The Night
Two Dead Boys Got Up To Fight
The Blind Man Went To See Fair Play
The Mute Man Went To Shout “Hooray”
Back To Back They Faced Each Other
Drew Their Swords And Shot Each Other

A Deaf Policeman Heard The Noise
And Came And Killed The Two Dead Boys

A Paralysed Donkey Passing By
Kicked The Blind Man In The Eye
Knocked Him Through A Nine-Inch Wall
Into A Dry Ditch And Drowned Them All

If You Don’t Believe This Lie Is True
Ask The Blind Man; He Saw It Too
Through A Knothole In A Wooden Brick Wall

[ Nathan Alterman - Summer Night ]

Yasudah Jalan Sendiri Lagi
Ga Berharap Ditemenin Lagi
Ga Berharap Cepet Nyampe Lagi
Yang Penting Jalan Terus
Nyobain Semua Cara Yang Dibisa Supaya Semuanya Jadi Baik Baik Aja Nanti
Makin Sering Salah Makin Bagus
Asalkan Salahnya Ga Yang Itu Itu Aja
Nanti Pasti Akhirnya Ketemu Cara Yang Bener

Kenapa Ga Dipikirin Dulu Baru Jalan ?
Alah Cape Mikir Mulu ..

* Postingan Paling Ga Jelas *

I`m Finding It Harder To Breathe, Like Somethings Pushing On My Lungs
But That Weight Gets Lifted When The Words Of Song Are Sung

I Guess What I`m Saying Is Songs Are My Life
If It Weren`t For That, I Wouldn`t Trust Me With A Knife

I`m Not One For Open Feelings, I`d Rather Keep Them Inside
I Pretend That Nothing Gets Me, But I Never Let It Slide

I Know People Don`t Read This,I Don`t Know Why I Try
But I Guess This Is A Place To Be Something More Than Just Shy

That`s Really All I`m Known For, Being The One Who`s Always Quiet
I`m Always Told To Speak Up, Maybe I Should Try It

The Things Is
I Never Wanted Myself To Be This Way
And Maybe, Just Maybe
It Would Change For Me One Day

But Sitting Here Wishing Got No One Very Far
But I Still Try My Luck When I See A Shooting Star

You`re Not A Superman
You`re Not That Special
You`re Just An Ordinary Person Who Knows Really Well How To Use My Weaknesses

So Thank You

You`re A Token Of God`s Love For Me
A Bit Reminder That I Don`t Deserve The Ordinary
A Little Pinch To Remind Me That I Worth More Than That
I Deserve The Best
And Only The Best

You Are A Road Block To My Brain . Perfectly Completed By Scrap Images Of You Floating Around My Head . Once, The Way You Move Your Finger . Twice, The Way You Just Randomly Smile . Thrice, You Are The Ambiance ~

You Are Overrated . Overwhelming . And I’m Starting To Get Overdosed ~

Have Your Heart Heard Whispers Lately ? It Was Me . Calling You ~