It ain’t healthy.

Day 5…

Song: Emotional Rollercoaster
Artist: Vivan Green
Album: A Love Story
In short: A magical voice, I always remember her “ran my 3 miles to clear my mind, it always helps me out, it’s my therapy when I’m losing it, which is usually” when on the treadmill in the gymnasium.

Emotional Rollercoaster – Vivan Green [Download]

às vezes nossas vidas são certinhas demais… detesto vida e coisas cinzas… begezinhas… uma apatia que dá sono… preguiça… fica aquele marasmo… aquela rotina… não é que rotina seja ruim… but sometimes… sucks…

de repente… do nada… o coração fica se debatendo dentro do peito e chega a querer sair da boca… oooooow!!! i like that!!! emoção! tudo ao mesmo tempo agooooora!!!

sei que essa comichãozinha toda não dura pra sempre… são ciclos… mas vou aproveitar muito, muito, MUITO!!!

adoro essa sensação de “o que vem depois?!”… essa adrenalina toda que faz a vida ter ainda mais cor… ainda mais brilho… aaaaah gezuzz!!!

coloca esse carrinho pra rodar… que eu vou com as mãos pra cima!!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeba!!!

eu quero sempre mais!!!

_listenin’: emotional roller coaster _ vivian green

1.

‘Doc Jazz’ A Visionary in Musician – Ascot

Geoff Eales Trio
Sunday, 4th January Jagz Ascot
Show will start at doors 12.30pm and music 1pm to 3.30pm
Ticket cost: £6.00
Special – entrance and roast lunch £12

A truly remarkable man, there are few musicians in the world who have been master of so many styles and who possess the breadth of vision as this most creative of Welshmen. Throughout his long and distinguished career he has worked with pop stars, country singers, opera divas, variety artists, funk legends, played on countless sound tracks, TV shows and jingles, been a featured soloist with symphony orchestras and has composed chamber works, symphonies and concertos. He is also something of a musical pedagogue.

A Doctor of Music, he could have quite easily pursued a brilliant career as an academic. As if this isn’t enough, he just happens to be one of the UK’s most gifted jazz improvisers. The trio includes Paul Morgan on bass and Mark Fletcher on drums.

2.

OLD SCHOOL PARTY!!!!! WITH 2 DJ’S- in Ascot

Wednesday, December 31st NEW YEAR’S EVE CLUB ONE- ASCOT

70’S &80’S SOUL, R&B, JAZZ FUNK, MOTOWN, DISCO
SPECIAL GUEST DJ GREG EDWARDS
Doors open at 9pm
TICKETS £15  please call:

01344 875123/874500
Links:

http://www.cluboneascot.com/

3.

A Spot of Dickens- at Shakespeare’s Rose Theatre

2 December – 3 January A Christmas Carol  Rose Theatre – Kingston  High Street

Box office: 0871 230 1552

Tickets around £26:00 with booking fee

4.

BIRDS OF A FEATHER- in Windsor

4th JAN 2009 20:00 at SUPER SUNDAYS PRESENTS ‘BIRDS OF A FEATHER’
THE OLD TICKET HALL, WINDSOR  FREE !!

Old ticket hall – Windsor
01753 854554

Super Sundays Presents ‘Birds of a Feather’ our Resident Acoustic Duo. They say that birds of a feather fly together – well this phrase couldn’t be more true for this dynamic singing duo from Windsor, Berkshire. Gloria Garcia and Odette Michell have been performing high quality live cover versions for over 4 years collectively – choosing superb songs from the 60’s, 70’s, 80’s and 90’s – right through to the present day. Their acoustic take on these songs is uniquely identifiable by their remarkable two-part vocal harmonies. This is live music at its sweetest and best – pure live acoustic entertainment with more than a splash of sophistication.

About Odette

After exchanging the piano for the guitar, at the age of fifteen, Odette began writing and recording her own songs when she was just sixteen years old. Continuing her study of music at the Nottingham Trent University, Odette went on to receive her B.A Hons in Contemporary Music. A matter of days after graduation, and spurred on by a healthy wanderlust, Odette took off for the beautiful West coast of Canada with little more than a small backpack and a spirit of adventure. With her last remaining $30 she purchased a guitar and a (childs) bicycle, and made a new home for herself in Vancouver, where she spent many happy months delving into the local music scene.

In the years since she has played solo as well as with various bands up and down the UK, including the Internationally acclaimed Cambridge Folk Festival Club stage, where she has performed for three years consecutively and been fortunate enough to share the stage with musical legends Joan Baez, Eddi Reader and Kathryn Williams.Originally from Cambridge, UK, Odette recently relocated to Windsor; and is currently in the process of securing a number of choice festival dates for this coming summer.

About Gloria

Gloria Garcia was born in the beautiful wine region of Rioja in Northern Spain. She began singing at the tender age of five, greatly influenced by her grandmother, who was an opera singer. She started to get involved in a church choir and took guitar lessons but it was not until she graduated in 2000 that she decided to take a
challenge and travel to the UK looking to further her music opportunities.Gloria’s stunning vocal talent started to get attention while performing on her own or accompanied by various bands in the Berkshire and London area. Her style blends from pop and soul to latin and jazz, performing in English and Spanish.

Besides this, Gloria was selected in the last 75 in Pop Idol Series 3 in 2003, amongst 23000 contestants, getting really good reviews from judges Simon Cowell and Pete Watermann. She was also getting some media attention when she made it to the 10 final contestants in the VH1 Divas London Auditions.Gloria has an extensive session singing experience under her belt, having worked with very renowned producers such as In Demand (Cindy Lauper, Steve Brookstein’s production team), Master Stepz (Choice FM DJ) and Amit Kamboj (Metalhead records Goldies label). She has also fronted various bands such as Nu Future, Freedom Republic and the acoustic duo Garcia, performing extensively in well known festivals and venues such as Jagz in Ascot, The Cellar Bar in Bracknell and West One Four in London.

Gloria also manages community music projects and is a freelance singing teacher for Youth Music, The Arts Council, Thames Valley University and various other schools.

Gloria currently accompanies herself on guitar and piano. She usually plays at pubs and acoustic venues around Windsor and London.

Links:

http://www.myspace.com/gloriagarcia

http://www.myspace.com/odettemichell


5.

Ultra Alt Rock at Kingston

Jan 4 2009      7:30P
Fighting Cocks – (With W.M.D. & Adams to the Max)     KINGSTON

Formed in 2007 Toby’s Iceberg are a band of contrasts…Max is the smallest member of the band while Beard is the tallest. Max preferes the O.C. Beard likes Dawsons Creek and in contrast Theo like One Tree Hill. Davis plays Drums while Theo plays Guitar

Links:

http://www.myspace.com/tobysiceberg

http://www.myspace.com/wmd4

-Visit AdPontes-Staines Regularly for Staines Arts-

“They say that good things come to those who wait/ I find that bad things come to those who hate/” — Guru feat. Vivian Green – Fine And Free

by vivrant thang on my favorite things

Once again, this is not the post I planned for today.  However, this is probably a good way to round out Women’s History Month. Normally, I would give ya’ll some rudimentary collage of pictures and some videos. I just don’t have it in me today.

I am coming down with a case of the nasties and I can tell it’s going to be a bad one if I don’t nip it in the bud. I don’t even know if getting that ‘Tussin down in it is going to work. Ya’ll pray that it does. A sista is on the move. I got a date with Sy Smith tomorrow night and will be up in NYC this weekend enjoying Cat on a Hot Tin Roof. The show has got to go on.

I came up with the idea for this post while riding home today, berating myself for the fleeting thought I had last week that it would be “nice” if I got sick again like I did a couple of years ago when I lost 12lbs in three days.  I couldn’t hold anythingon my stomach, not even water. Folks, be very careful what you let enter your mind.  Lizz Fields’ excellent album, By Day, By Nightwas caressing my ears and I got to thinking about how I wish I could hear more of the soul sistas (and brothers) with true talent on the radio instead of the bs they play fifty eleven times a day.

I don’t have the energy for that rant.

Anyhow, here’s a list of female soul singers that I enjoy. Not an exhaustive list BY ANY MEANS. It’s just what I captured from the ‘pod and my Myspace friends list. I didn’t even go through my cd’s. We would have been here all night!

• Alison Carney
  myspace
• Algebra Blessett
  myspace | ‘Behind the Groove’ interview
• Angela Johnson
  myspace
• Ashley Phillips
  website | myspace
• Brown Baby Girl (female member)
  website | myspace 
• Carol Riddick
  website | myspace | interview on Honeysoul
• Choklate
  website | myspace | interview on Honeysoul
• Conya Doss
  website | myspace | interview on Honeysoul
• Deborah Bond
  website | myspace
• D’Nell (female member)
  website | myspace
• Goapele
  website | myspace | interview with Honeysoul | “Closer” post
• Hil St Soul (new album hit stores 4/29!!!)
  myspace
• Jaguar Wright
  website | myspace
• Jean Baylor
  website | myspace
• Joy Denalane
  website | myspace | interview on Honeysoul
• Joi
  website | myspace | interview on Honeysoul
• Ledisi
  website | myspace |interview on Soul Bounce | “Take Time” post
• Leela James
  website | myspace
• Leigh Jones
  website | myspace
• Lina
  website | myspace
• Lizz Fields
  website | myspace
• Lizz Wright
  website | myspace
• Liv Warfield
  website | myspace
• Marie Tweek
  myspace
• N’Dambi (the beautiful inspiration for my profile pic)
  website | myspace
• Sharon Jones & The Dap Kings
  website | myspace | concert review
• Stephanie McKay
  website | myspace
• Sy Smith
  website | myspace | interview on honeysoul
• Teedra Moses
  website | myspace | concert review | “Cut Buddy” or “Celibacy Blues” post
• Trina Broussard
  website | myspace
• Wayna
  website | myspace
• Vivian Green
  website | myspace | “Affected” post 
• Yazarah 
  myspace | concert review

If you haven’t already, get into these artists. Purchase their albums. Support real music.

Again, this is not the list. It’s my list and it’s not exhaustive, by any means. Please feel free to add your favorite underrated female soul singers in the comments. I am always looking for new inspiration. Look out for more posts using songs from artists like these.

I guess I can say that i’m in a bit of an indifferent mood right now. I’m far from upset, but im not all honky dorry happy either. Eh, back to watching movies with Neice J and Nephew D.

This one Vivian Green song (which shares the same title as this post) explains how I’m feeling right now to a tee.

Just one of those days
Just another day, it don’t go your way
(And tomorrow can’t come soon enough for me)
Just one of those days…
Just another day, it don’t go your way
(And tomorrow can’t come soon enough)

Random Thought of the Moment: “Do we have any milk left? Lemme go check…”

The Song of the Moment: “Lettin Go!” by Janelle Monae

Sent From My T-Mobile Sidekick LX

by vivrant thang on relationships

I’m not affected you’ve been rejected
Written off my heart
There is no debt here to be collected
I don’t want no part
How many times do I have to say it
You used to be smart
I’m not affected you’ve been rejected
And I don’t want no more

This post has been brewing for quite some time, but I had a couple of more pressing issues to get off my chest first.

Actually, I think it’s more timely now in light of a couple of things that have happened recently.

One is this whole conversation around Carlita Kilpatrick and her publicly standing by her man during that press conference last week. Some have asked why she would stand by him when he has humiliated her beyond belief by making such a mockery of their vows. Apparently he is continuing to do so with “Carmen Slowsky.”

Will she ever get to that point where enough is enough? In light of everything, why would she appear in front of the cameras and pledge to remain by her husband’s side?

In her vows, did she promise the “hip hop mayor” that she would be his ride-or-die chick til death? Does she just not care as long as she can continue being the First Lady of Detroit? Is she staying for the children? Is it low self esteem? Does she not feel she can do any better or that there’s nothing else out there for her?

That’s the excuse a friend of mine gave me when I asked her why she continued to torture herself by staying in constant communication with a man she became involved with a couple of years ago that told her a year into it that there will never a chance for anything serious and he just wants to be friends. It’s too complicated of a situation to get into. However, the gist of it is that even though he doesn’t want to be with her, he still wants to keep her around to talk to for whatever reason.

She has admitted to him that she still has the romantic feelings, to which he has no response. He has done things which let her know loud and clear that he considers her a friend only, well a friend by his definition. Yet, she continues to over-analyze everything he says or does, secretly hoping he’ll change his mind. I gave her an impassioned “Let It Go” speech, which was met with “Well if he didn’t call me, no one else would.” I had to step away because I just can’t understand that kind of thinking.

See, it’s always been different for me. During my college days, I had to master the art of not being affected after almost losing my mind trying to figure out how the guy I was seeing could have had this whole other relationship going that was so serious he married her soon after he graduated. In retrospect, with almost 10 years of living under my belt, it should have been a no-brainer.

However, back then, I almost drove myself insane trying to put all the pieces together. I just had to know all the details. I just happened to work at the bank where they both had accounts and so I was able to find out a whole lot of information. Clearly, I had already lost my mind. On top of that, I could have lost my job over that piece of man! When I regained my senses, I knew that in the future, if I wasn’t being treated the way I should I had to let it go.

I became real hardcore with it. My philosophy became : When it’s over, I’m gone.

If I’m missing him, he would never know it. There are no random phone calls with or without the benefit of *69 (because your number was likely deleted the second we “kissed and said goodbye”); no drive-bys to see if his car is there; no just happening to be at his spot hoping to run into him.

Erase me from your brain. Remove me from your memory bank.

Last year, I went through a period where all of these exes starting popping up trying to get back. I was annoyed at their gall, particularly since in every single case (honestly) their special brand of foolishness had caused the breakup. However, I started hearing what the First Lady was truly saying when she would affectionately call me, “Hard-Hearted Hannah.” I’ve had other friends say, “You’re hard on a brother! You don’t take nothing!”

Clearly, I’m not the most forgiving person. Period. Particularly when the crime is committed by a man. I’ve got Daddy issues that could probably be turned into a Lifetime miniseries. Consequently, while it’s not impossible to gain my trust, it’s damn near impossible to regain it once you lose it. At times it’s almost like I’m expecting a man to do something to lose my trust. As one ex told me, “You’re waiting for me to f*k up.” I probably was. Daddy issues. No excuse – and I am working them out. Besides, the day will come when I need some serious forgiveness and I like to put good karma out there. So I let my guard down, opened up my heart a bit, and gave a couple of them a second chance.

A lesson learned the hard way: A leopard doesn’t change it’s spots. It was the same ish, different month. I think perhaps they just tried to come back to see if it was possible, not because they were truly willing to do better.

In any event, I’m not saying Hard Hearted Hannah is back in the building. (Not that she ever totally left.) However, my first obligation is protecting numero uno. No one else is going to do it but me. I can’t hang in there by a man that is not treating me right for any reason. I deserve better than that…and I wish Carlita and my friend felt the same way about themselves.

Everyone does not deserve a place in your heart. Some people need to remain written off of it…for good.

“A grown woman knows how to let you go”
Raheem Devaughn, Woman

Mad

Called me screamin’
Tellin’ me your leaving
You can’t take it no more
But that’s so crazy
Cause it’s me
Whose fed up
You been messin’ up
I been sittin’
And waitin’
But now I’m goin’ on
You pushed me over
And over again
Don’t know how to
Talk to me
Don’t know how to
Treat me
But your twisted
In your head
Somehow you reversed it

I make you
I make you
Mad
Is what you say
I make you baby
You ain’t seen
Mad
Baby until you seen
What you created in me

Many years gone by
My life gone
With them
Thinkin’ you change
But I don’t know why
Givin’ everything
Gettin’ nothin’
But your promise
Bogus
Total disregard
For me and my feelings
Don’t have to
Deal with this
Lookin’ at you
Makes me sick
Ooh oh ooh
You treat me so nasty
The thought of you
Touchin’ me
Makes me wanna vomit baby
But somehow you reversed it on me

I make you
I make you
Mad
Is what you say
I make you baby
You ain’t seen
Mad
Baby until you seen
What you created in me

I make you
I make you
Mad
Is what you say
I make you baby
You ain’t seen
Mad
Baby until you seen
What you created in me

Done nothin’ but
Takin’ advantage of me
Mistaken my niceness
For someone weak
Now you gon’ tell me
That you gon’ leave
Well after all you
Done to me
That would be
The nicest thing

Called me screamin’
Tellin’ me your leaving
You can’t take it no more
But that’s so crazy
Cause it’s me whose takin
All I can take
I have crossed over
From love to hate

I make you
I make you
Mad
Is what you say
I make you baby
You ain’t seen
Mad
Baby until you seen
What you created in me

I make you
I make you
Mad
Is what you say
I make you baby
You ain’t seen
Mad
Baby until you seen
What you created in me

Music

As far back as I recall
You played a major part
Inspired me to see my place in life
You gave me reason to create
Everyday is brand new
Theres something new introduced
You’ve touched me in those places
That no one but you can reach

Chorus
You take me to this high
I feel like I can fly
The melodies you send me (la da da da da da da da)
The music of my heart
The music of my mind
The music of my soul
The music in me

And here I am at this place
I’ve tried to get to all my life
Where I can give you all my love so much
We’re many people we can touch
I won’t dissapoint you
Show me the world I’ll go with you
No limitations to our journey
Please help me be all I can be

Chorus (repeat 1x)
You take me to this high
I feel like I can fly
The melodies you send me (la da da da da da da da)
The music of my heart
The music of my mind
The music of my soul
The music in me

I’ve been in love with you
With you all my life
Through everything its been just you and I
You know my true thoughts
What is deep inside
You allow me to interpret them through you

Chrous (repeat 3x’s)

You take me to this high
I feel like I can fly
The melodies you send me (la da da da da da da da)
The music of my heart
The music of my mind
The music of my soul
The music in me

Keep on going

The days are overhelming
I swear I just can’t tell if I’m
Coming or going, I wish I was all knowing
Cause I wanna fly, but what if I
Fall right on my face
But I can’t stop here, I gotta face my fear
Or everyday before this was in vein

Chorus:
So I got to keep on going on
And I can’t stop for nothing
So I got to keep going on and on and on

My anxiety is killing me
Sleepless nights I must defeat
Cause nothing’s really wrong
Guess it just took so long
For me to get to the place, I wanted to be
Now that I’m here, I gotta face my fear
Or everyday before this was in vein

Chorus

Bridge:
I’ve gotta hold my head up high
Can’t settle for just a little bit of sky
Can’t be afraid to spread my wings and fly
I’ve gotta turn my dreams into life

Chorus

Keep on going

The days are overhelming
I swear I just can’t tell if I’m
Coming or going, I wish I was all knowing
Cause I wanna fly, but what if I
Fall right on my face
But I can’t stop here, I gotta face my fear
Or everyday before this was in vein

Chorus:
So I got to keep on going on
And I can’t stop for nothing
So I got to keep going on and on and on

My anxiety is killing me
Sleepless nights I must defeat
Cause nothing’s really wrong
Guess it just took so long
For me to get to the place, I wanted to be
Now that I’m here, I gotta face my fear
Or everyday before this was in vein

Chorus

Bridge:
I’ve gotta hold my head up high
Can’t settle for just a little bit of sky
Can’t be afraid to spread my wings and fly
I’ve gotta turn my dreams into life

Chorus

I like it

Yes I like it
But I don’t need it
Cause’ I like it
Don’t mean I need it

Yes I like it
But I don’t need it
Cause’ I like it
Don’t mean I need it

I like the way you move
I like the way you talk
You have such a sweet way
I like to spend my days
With you always the same
Such sweet consistency
But it’s cool don’t mess with it
Leave it this the way it is

Baby with you it’s quite alright
So much better than its been with the other guys
But I don’t need a label just leave it alone
Don’t wanna tie you down your free to go

Baby with you it’s quite alright
So much better than its been with the other guys
But I don’t need a label just leave it alone
Don’t wanna tie you down your free to go

Yes I like it
But I don’t need it (I don’t wana be your girlfriend)
Cause’ I like it
Don’t mean I need it (I don’t wana be your girlfriend)

Yes I like it
But I don’t need it (I don’t wana be your girlfriend)
Cause’ I like it
Don’t mean I need it (I don’t wana be your girlfriend)

Ooh yeah its mighty good
No need for me to front
I can separate the two
A boyfriend ain’t what I want
Now we can kick it baby
Just like the way we’ve been
I just need to be free
Don’t need you to rescue me

Baby with you it’s quite alright
So much better than its been with the other guys
But I don’t need a label just leave it alone
Don’t wanna tie you down your free to go

Baby with you it’s quite alright
So much better than its been with the other guys
But I don’t need a label so just leave it alone
Don’t wanna tie you down your free to go

Yes I like it
But I don’t need it (I don’t wana be your girlfriend)
Cause’ I like it
Don’t mean I need it (I don’t wana be your girlfriend)

Yes I like it
But I don’t need it (I don’t wana be your girlfriend)
Cause’ I like it
Don’t mean I need it (I don’t wana be your girlfriend)

No no not me
Don’t wanna be in love
I just wanna be single and fabulous
Fine independent women
It’s my time
The last thing on my mind
Is committing to some guy
Too much that I need to do
And I’m sorry to say but the list don’t include you
And don’t you say I didn’t tell you what it was a first
Look at the situation
Take it for what its worth

Baby with you it’s quite alright
So much better than its been with the other guys
But I don’t need a label just leave it alone
Don’t wanna tie you down your free to go

Baby with you it’s quite alright
So much better than its been with the other guys
But I don’t need a label so just leave it alone
Don’t wanna tie you down your free to go

Yes I like it (I like it)
But I don’t need it (don’t need it)
Cause’ I like it (Yes I like it)
Don’t mean I need it (but I don’t need it)

Yes I like it
But I don’t need it (I don’t wana be your girlfriend)
Cause’ I like it
Don’t mean I need it (I don’t wana be your girlfriend)
Yes I like it
But I don’t need it (I don’t wana be your girlfriend)
Cause’ I like it
Don’t mean I need it (I don’t wana be your girlfriend)

Gotta go gotta leave

(Tired)

“Couldn’t have given you more.
I tried to love you like you loved me.
Maybe for wrong reasons….maybe.
At first it was beautiful.
Every girl has a fairytale.
But then you wake up and see
it’s not all it’s cracked up to be.
It turned into screaming days and solo nights.
Just wasn’t right (yeah…)
I didn’t really wanna see you,
was happy when you were leaving yeah…
I liked how it felt when I was by myself.
And that’s the way I wanna be,
So please, don’t beg and plead,
Just let it be.
Just let it be…

Chorus

I gotta go. I gotta leave.
So please don’t make it hard for me.
I’ve gave enough, I’m tired of love,
I gotta let it go…(2x)

Couldn’t have given you more,
Gave you everything.
There wasn’t anything that you were denied (yeah).
But you should never give it all…
‘cause sometimes there’s nothing left
but bitterness and regret,
and it just ain’t worth it.

‘Cause then there’s the sudden change
Out of nowhere, it seems.
Never know I could be so mean,
But that’s just how far you pushed me (yeah).

You say it just isn’t fair
and you didn’t know.
You need to take responsibility for your own,
‘cause you’re grown.
And you known (yeah)

Chorus

I gotta go. I gotta leave.
So please don’t make it hard for me.
I’ve gave enough, I’m tired of love,
I gotta let it go…(2x)

Now I take the blame
for trying to stay and work it out.
Shoulda left before it got complicated,
Shoulda left when there was still some happiness.

Yes I take the blame
for having faith in the relationship.
I thought it made me complete,
but the truth is,
I’m complete without it.

Chorus

I gotta go. I gotta leave.
So please don’t make it hard for me.
I’ve gave enough, I’m tired of love,
I gotta let it go…(2x)”

Gotta go gotta leave

(Tired)

“Couldn’t have given you more.
I tried to love you like you loved me.
Maybe for wrong reasons….maybe.
At first it was beautiful.
Every girl has a fairytale.
But then you wake up and see
it’s not all it’s cracked up to be.
It turned into screaming days and solo nights.
Just wasn’t right (yeah…)
I didn’t really wanna see you,
was happy when you were leaving yeah…
I liked how it felt when I was by myself.
And that’s the way I wanna be,
So please, don’t beg and plead,
Just let it be.
Just let it be…

Chorus

I gotta go. I gotta leave.
So please don’t make it hard for me.
I’ve gave enough, I’m tired of love,
I gotta let it go…(2x)

Couldn’t have given you more,
Gave you everything.
There wasn’t anything that you were denied (yeah).
But you should never give it all…
‘cause sometimes there’s nothing left
but bitterness and regret,
and it just ain’t worth it.

‘Cause then there’s the sudden change
Out of nowhere, it seems.
Never know I could be so mean,
But that’s just how far you pushed me (yeah).

You say it just isn’t fair
and you didn’t know.
You need to take responsibility for your own,
‘cause you’re grown.
And you known (yeah)

Chorus

I gotta go. I gotta leave.
So please don’t make it hard for me.
I’ve gave enough, I’m tired of love,
I gotta let it go…(2x)

Now I take the blame
for trying to stay and work it out.
Shoulda left before it got complicated,
Shoulda left when there was still some happiness.

Yes I take the blame
for having faith in the relationship.
I thought it made me complete,
but the truth is,
I’m complete without it.

Chorus

I gotta go. I gotta leave.
So please don’t make it hard for me.
I’ve gave enough, I’m tired of love,
I gotta let it go…(2x)”