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this is not an entry i want to write

the edges wrote 11 months ago: okay. let’s start there. this is not an entry i want to write. i am writing it, but i don … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Dysfunctionality, Alters, associating, being clingy/needy, Being Good, being hard on ourselves, being in control, being manic

who am i kidding?

the edges wrote 11 months ago: if m*riad is running away, then i picked them because they would be running away.  and would probabl … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, taking care of people, the borderlines, being clingy/needy, smoking, sex-being a bottom, Self-Hating, feeling crazy

i am sad and small and scared

the edges wrote 12 months ago: i know i am a bad girl.  i know that for sure.  i know i am bad very bad and scared.  i know things … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Being Good, the borderlines, being clingy/needy, mom, smoking, being hard on ourselves, self-mocking

okay, this is a seriously embarassing entry, but i'm going to write it anyway

the edges wrote 1 year ago: so m*tt was here (already you can tell this is a teenager or preteen) and we just, wow this is serio … more →

Tags: Rant, talking about things we don't want to talk about, the borderlines, being clingy/needy, feeling crazy, scareded, Littles, Being a girl, being good to be around

god i am such a loser

the edges wrote 1 year ago: first i get so triggered by m*riad seeing a*ron that i basically start crying when it happens, then … more →

Tags: Rant, Update, Being Good, the borderlines, being hard on ourselves, Self-Hating, protective/possessive, polyamory/monogamy

it is so cold in the apartment

the edges wrote 1 year ago: help help i’m scared something is going on e*a wrote emails she feels our pain alot and she un … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Being Good, e*a and me, the borderlines, being hard on ourselves, Self-Hating, feeling crazy, scareded, Body

we are so sad

the edges wrote 1 year ago: heavy in our heart.  unloved.  ssandbagged and filled with sand. hurt and alone. smoking smoking smo … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, Update, smoking, being hard on ourselves, scareded, Sad, being multiple, Body, Nobody loves me

heehee m*riad said this thing about

the edges wrote 1 year ago: how they had never really appreciated how well we use humor to get out of awkward and tense situatio … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, Dysfunctionality, associating, avoidance mechanisms, Being a girl, being clingy/needy, Being Good, being good enough

okay so m*riad made an interesting point

the edges wrote 1 year ago: cuz like we realized we was maybe triggered or somethinand wes ated a candy and 2 potato chips tonig … more →

Tags: Stream of Consciousness, trying to figure something out, keeping a record, smoking, sex-being a bottom, being hard on ourselves, feeling crazy, scareded, Body

it turns out we didn't have an appt with kathy

the edges wrote 1 year ago: which means we made it up.  and brought our guitar to play and hurt our neck so we are double stupid … more →

Tags: Update, needing people, being in control, Self-harm

this is us littles askin for hugs and kisses and bein a little sad

the edges wrote 1 year ago: … more →

Tags: Audio, multiple sounds, Littles


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