Ronan. Fucking fuck fuck fuck. We left AZ. Had to leave AZ. Just like we do, every summer. This year, I couldn’t get out of there fast enough. Last summer, I was in such a fog coming here. I thi… more →
ROCKSTAR RONANwrote 6 days ago: Ronan. Fucking fuck fuck fuck. We left AZ. Had to leave AZ. Just like we do, every summer. This year … more →
wrote 1 week ago: Ronan. I had a lot to get done today. A lot of stupid, everyday stuff. I had a my little Mandy Bee, … more →
wrote 3 weeks ago: Ronan. It’s not time yet, right? No. Not yet. I still had a couple of days left with you. I wo … more →
wrote 3 weeks ago: Ronan. I am in the eye of the storm. The month of hell. You are working really, … more →
wrote 1 month ago: Ronan. This is what my nights are like. Fall into a light sleep. Into a place where you are i … more →
wrote 1 month ago: Ronan. The 30 day yoga challenge. I have a friend who is crazy enough and actually did this. … more →
wrote 2 months ago: Ronan. Remember how I said things were going to get worse, before they got better? As if I th … more →
wrote 2 months ago: Ronan. How can I be this upset over something that I was not sure that I was ready for? Because I ha … more →
wrote 2 months ago: Ronan. If I am not pregnant, I think I am severely depressed. I told Rita this tonight. I don’ … more →
wrote 2 months ago: Ronan. It’s days like today where I’ve had so much going on and I feel lik … more →
wrote 2 months ago: Ronan. I am wondering if I will go to sleep now. It’s 12:10 a.m. on March 9th. In just a few h … more →
wrote 2 months ago: ; ; Ro baby. Has it really been almost a week since I’ve written to you? How is that possible? … more →
wrote 3 months ago: Ronan. I wonder if I’ll ever have a night where I don’t cry myself to sleep about you. I … more →
wrote 3 months ago: Ronan. I have had so much go on the past couple of days but all I can think about is Ben died today. … more →
wrote 3 months ago: Ronan. All I want for this Valentine’s Day (aka the STUPIDEST holiday ever) is you back. Since … more →
wrote 3 months ago: Ronan. Grief is a tricky thing. It’s one of the thousands of things in life that I will never … more →
wrote 4 months ago: Dear Lovely Little Blog Readers, I’ve had the chance to meet Ava and her mom, Chrisie, a few t … more →
wrote 4 months ago: Ronan. Guilt is what I feel at this time, in this moment. For living this life, without you here. Fo … more →
wrote 4 months ago: Ronan. Hello little bug. Guess what I did today. I spent the day doing things that I would normally … more →