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Stuck in-between

I moved into a new place.  By moved, I mean I have successfully moved my cats and my clothes, with a lot of help from friends.  589 more words

A Sudden Realization

Happy New Year all! I rang in 2015 with some of my closest friends in NYC and at only one point did I get emotional. I kind of knew I would because the days leading up to New Years Eve I was having a lot of moments of reflection which triggered a bit of grief. 417 more words

Widow crossroads on dating

I feel like my life contains very little excitement so I have to put my input on what’s going on in the widow boards I visit day-to-day. 611 more words

With each step

Two-thousand-fourteen, you have been by far the most difficult year of my life.  That phrase doesn’t adequately express the hardship and gut wrenching sadness that has quite literally at times brought me to my knees.  896 more words

Second Christmas

There are no firsts anymore. Each day is a repeat. Last year on Christmas I was in California sitting outside in the sun watching Netflix on my iPad as everyone opened gifts and spent family time together. 469 more words

A Young Widow and a Horse

After I bought Gigi I boarded her a local facility outside of town. I was there almost every single day. It was the highlight of my days and it just didn’t feel complete until I at least checked on her. 410 more words


Not Many Words

Lately I have had trouble finding the words to describe the way I feel. Mainly I am focusing on getting my homemade presents in order and my little brother’s visit that my mind hasn’t started nagging me about the “first” Christmas without Matt. 235 more words