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Recent Revelations

Recently, I had a rough evening.  I had a nasty flashback to start with.  It was something I remembered, but I hadn’t thought of in a while.   352 more words

Mental Health

Live or Die, but Don't Poison Everything

He said he chose me because I didn’t treat him like an option. Then he treated me like an option.

He wanted me because I bound up all my hours, my secrets, my feelings in gold wrapping and handed them to him unreservedly. 493 more words

BDSM

Why I Left My Family

Hello. My name is Emily, and I am an empath.

The final decision was made 2.5 years ago, when I put alcohol down for good. This is when a spiritual awakening began for me and things started to make sense. 641 more words

Self-censorship

I’ve had a hard time blogging lately for reasons and it’s frustrating. This is usually some of my therapy. While my traditional therapy works well and the work D and I do works even better, my blog has always been a place to let go and say whatever I want and not give a fuck who reads it. 859 more words

Sienna Saint-Cyr

Tell Me Why?

The worst of evils can be visited upon
A fragile child
Think about that suffering now
The foulest of the vile
That would turn a sturdy heart to dust… 92 more words

Poetry

My God, Those Words

There were

So many words I couldn’t say to you

As I stood there on the cold linoleum floor of your bedroom

The words haunt my mind like vultures… 182 more words

Poetry

I love you

I love you

I love you too

You’re beautiful

Would you like a massage?

Your body feels very nice

Here, let me take off my shirt, it’s too warm… 237 more words

Poetry