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Mental discord

My racing thoughts have tripped over into hypomania. But without the euphoria. I can’t think straight, concentrate or keep still. Just thinking thinking thinking and talking to myself in my own mind and then answering myself but there’re whispers of other ‘selves’ also talking and wanting attention. 171 more words

Bipolar Ride

Home is Where the Pain Is

Sadness seems to grip me on the ride home. The vacation. The escape from reality is over. I was a guest in someone else’s world. They knew nothing of my recent manic episode or that I have bipolar disorder. 298 more words

Bipolar Disorder

Day Eighty-Three: Service

Agitation.  Irritability.  Exhaustion.  I know what I am doing wrong and yet I keep doing it.  How can I know what is right if I do what is wrong?   293 more words

Help In Trouble

Today is a day it would be very easy to revert. A cigarette would sure be nice… A drink… A toke… Just forget all of it and call it a movie day. 573 more words

Despatches from the Front Line 10

Agitated.  Can’t sit still, can’t concentrate, don’t want to sleep.  Am I too weird to ever get married?  I think so.  I worked out there are only about 1,000  560 more words


Inside a silver suit of sun rays
perches a cardinal, lean and bright.
Nobody’s busted the window just yet;
there’s plenty of cold air to stream in… 52 more words