Not very many people knew that I was going to be a guest speaker last Wednesday (19.7.17) I did not tell many people for a few reasons, being scared of judgement, being scared of letting people down ect, not even my family knew that I was speaking. 178 more words
Tags » All Or Nothing
Typically I turn into a piece of shit when anything doesn’t go 100 percent perfectly. One small thing and it becomes an entire failure.
At the start of the year, I told myself that if I run 1600km this year, I’m going to all of a sudden feel better about myself and life will just automatically be amazing.3,443 more words
I can now sit here and honestly say I was a professional masker, people would tell me how happy I looked, and how I was always so positive, but the honest truth is that it is not always the way, on the inside there was world war 3 going on, it was so hard, but I did not want anyone to see what was going on for me, I was embarrassed and felt so ashamed, but there was nothing to feel that way about, everyone that loved me, was and still is there for me, some even more so now that they know that I am human and I have emotions just like everyone else, I can show that im like everyone else. 168 more words