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The Start of My Eating Disorder

I used to be very happy when I lived in New York. I had mostly shitty friends and the weather sucked. But I was happy. However, my mom was not. 423 more words


Love Is

I hope this Sunday is a relaxing restorative one for all. I am thankfully in a better mindset than I was when I last wrote. Even though I am having a difficult time accepting a positive aspect of eating disorder recovery, I have vowed somehow this time must be different from the other relapses, because if I do not make a change the cycle will inevitably keep on repeating itself. 461 more words

Life Lessons

Perspective on ED Recovery

Much more fueled by anxiety than I thought

I needed to grab whatever was closest in order to ground me. When I was panicking I would need a lifeline, someting outside of myself, in order to change the feelings so they would become manageable to me. 618 more words

Right Here, Right Now

It’s been three whole months since my last post here and I’ve come a long way. My sobriety then did not feel like Sobriety. It felt like an addiction to alcohol being replaced by an addiction to binge eating… while not drunk. 1,525 more words

Media and Eating Disorders: What the heck are you thinking, Netflix?

I stumbled upon the trailer for Netflix’s movie To the Bone this morning.  It will be aired in July, and it details a young woman’s struggle with and… 1,187 more words

Happy 1st Blog Birthday To Me!

Today, it’s 1st Birthday to my Blog, the 25th June 2016, I write my first post.

Why I created a Blog?

…Cause a family who help me psychological in my life to have a blog and I love read, watch photos, the life. 135 more words



I began to fight my demons with such vigor
Sunset to Sundown
Drawing maps and creating plans
Turning myself inside out just to contact them… 269 more words