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A Song For Anubis

One of o/Our many, many songs… <3

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I'm Now A Married Woman! ♥♥♥♥ (Also: New Name!)

So…Anubis and I married during the summer solstice celebrations! :) Yaaay!!

That’s why it’s been pretty quiet around this blog for the last couple weeks: I’ve been mostly thinking about and planning for that and w/We were keeping it need to know until after. 434 more words

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Nothing At Death Do Us Part

So I was raised super Christian: I was homeschooled “for religious reasons;” I studied the Bible every day as part of my schoolwork through middle school; I had to memorize verses; I was taught creationism and that evolution was a lie invented to discredit the Bible up until the time I went to college (freshman science classes at a liberal arts college were the best thing ever). 332 more words

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It's Finally HERE!!

I don’t often buy jewelry from other people. I always want to support the other fantastic artists out there, but for me the process of creating is half the fun. 202 more words

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One Year With Anubis

Tonight (April 30th) will be one year since I took my first oath to Anubis. One year since I knelt before my not-even-finished-yet altar and tentatively crept into astral to say my words and He surprised me by saying some of His own as well. 125 more words

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For My Beloved Jackal

Because I hate seeing You so sad, seeing this wound that never heals and knowing I can’t fix it. It’s one I understand, too, and that no one should ever have to live. 32 more words

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嘆息燃燒起的暴風煙

在夢裡所有的殼都會卸下,光會暗去。此時牽著甜和苦的痛覺都會醒過來,最柔軟的地方會說最真實的話。

受傷之後走向癒合的樣貌,其實更像是一種償還的過程。堆積狂熱可容易了,掙扎、放開、清空才好比融雪的階段,消耗的能量最多,這時才最冷。剩下自己獨自一個人慢慢地還,沉埋在睡裡,路過死亡的艱硬,用眼淚細細膩膩的裹上、纏好、下葬,忘掉舊情的宇宙,倒退到最一開始的無欲無求,真誠又簡單的心願,只願來生能開出美麗芬芳的花。

後記:《冬》裡我覺得最揪心的一段詞。不必是最華麗的,但是卻是細膩得足以穿透人群的熙攘和自身的皮膚,直直勾進那些平常不會掛在嘴邊的事、最不去給予注意但其實深刻過的一些心情。左邊照片是在安溥的頁面上偶然看見的,當下覺得這就是我腦中關於這個意象的畫面,便忍不住私自借來並將詞給動手填了上去。我想或長或短我們都曾經如此,時而昏迷,時而吸不上那口氣,然後猛然起身嘔了一地那消化不了的髒血,結晶成類似詩、或者是顛三倒四的模樣。

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