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Daily Prompt The Loneliness of Illness

I feel truly lonely when I’m seriously ill.  The last time I was sick was when I was dealing with Percocet addiction, and taking a cocktail of about 15 pills a day for depression, pain, insomnia, hot flashes, and then all of the side effects from drug interactions.  911 more words

Could I Be Slipping into Schizoaffective Disorder?

Crazy thoughts today. I was out of my mind. I was feeling psychotic and depressed. I wanted to hurt people and myself. I didn’t have a plan and I just couldn’t be around people cause I was afraid I was gonna hurt them. 232 more words

As Needed

I can see why Ativan (or,  I suppose most Benzodiazepines or Benzos for you hip folks playing from home) can become addictive . My Prozac has easily been embedded into my morning routine- … 544 more words


Is this my type of seizure?

There’s not a whole lot more that bugs me (right now) than my brain getting in the way of me doing something I want to do.  136 more words

Rare Disease

Strength in Weakness

My buttons were popping with pride and I couldn’t wipe the smile off my face. I was sitting in the front row, and on the platform at our church was my wife Melissa speaking to a gathering of about 150 people. 1,222 more words

anxious fuckery

honestly, i don’t know how anxiety every came into the picture. but i know for a fact that is a pretty common co-morbidity with depression, and/or even with eating disorders. 249 more words


Plot Twist

I wasn’t going to write about this.

I was so proud to be off my medication for so long, only to crack under the pressure of my life, school, and work. 764 more words

Borderline Personality Disorder