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12 Forgotten Years

As I sit here in work, this morning of all mornings knowing just after lunchtime exactly 12 years ago Paul and I were handed our tiny little baby boy Zac, our 4th child. 587 more words

Pregnancy was. Pregnancy is.

Pregnancy was. Pregnancy is.

With Zephyr, pregnancy was:
hopeful, exciting
future, tomorrow
a proud journey towards family

After Zephyr, pregnancy became:
failure, confusing…

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When the boys met Lottie

So, we had told the boys. We’d seen their faces go from excitement that the twins had been born to complete devastation at hearing that their baby sister had died. ¬† 517 more words


It's all wrong and unfair

Cody starts his prerequisite classes for nursing tomorrow. I’m trying to wrap my head around the reality of that. Yes, he really did resign from his teaching job. 921 more words


Telling him

I arrived at 7.32am. He was already waiting. He wanted to know why I hadn’t come when originally planned (he works at the gym), but I waved his words away. 226 more words

Baby Loss

Starting Anew 

2017, I’ve always loved starting a new year, January feels clean and fresh and the year is new and shiny. New years are bittersweet these days as each new year marks being further away from my babies. 401 more words


Forever, Our Rainbow Baby

January 10, 2017. A date that was supposed to bring about much joy, our due date. Alas, here we are the day before we were expecting Quinn to arrive, and we only have buying a grave marker to look forward to. 574 more words