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I want to be your girlfriend (but you can't wear my pyjamas)

I want to be your girlfriend – the most terrifying words that have come out of my lips in a very long time. Technically they came out of my fingers because I am basically like a child when it comes to dating and I was too scared to say so properly face to face to the wonderful girl I’ve been dating for three months. 561 more words


Late night thoughts

I’m posting again today because I’m struggling to sleep without acknowledging this.

I can’t stop thinking about Sinead O’Connor and her mental state in the public eye. 407 more words

Mental Health

The Power to Devastate Us Both...

If you read my last post you saw one of my worst episodes of bouncing off the walls and lashing out. What you didn’t see was the truly awful things I said to him during that time. 576 more words


A Little Too Much

Sometimes, I make bad decisions.

In fact, I would argue that I am better at making bad decisions than the average person — which is to say that, because I am a tad impulsive, I probably make them more often than most people do. 1,369 more words


WHY?!...Fuck This Shit

After Thanksgiving and I’m feeling like SHIT! But wait , I had an awesome holiday. Me and the family cooked together, we ate together, we visited family and had fun while doing it. 164 more words

Dark Amber

I’ve been away for a while. I try to explain why, but it’s like opening a bag full of amber beads, polished into whiskey darkness, that scatter everywhere. 159 more words



I’ve been trying to avoid falling back into a state of depression. I’ve been sleeping a lot and have not the blessing of motivation. Still the door remains unopened. 263 more words