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i lost her at midnight

the bewitching hour

to this madness

i don’t know

i don’t know when she died

the body in my hands… 65 more words


right vs wrong part 2

Our prime purpose in this life is to help others.
And if you can’t help them, at least don’t hurt them.
-Dalai Lama

More thoughts on the other day’s topic of not doing wrong simply because it is wrong – my relationship with God is the most important one I have – or will ever have. 374 more words


The losses we can’t feel, the grief we can’t heal.

Until we can allow ourselves to feel the pain over all that we lost the difficult consequences that the multi generational legacy of addiction has brought to us, the love we lost, the connections that got broken or could not properly form because of our own stinted capacity to relate that was a curse of a childhood in which we never got to truly trust and connect how can we heal? 1,158 more words


Peace, Come to Me!

The last couple of days, I’ve been really good at holding on to peace. We had a “meeting” on Saturday afternoon and I did really well with it. 299 more words


Running my Car into the House, Playing a new Winter Game. (They said, 'find outside activities!')

I ran my car into my house today. I knew this day would come. When I moved into this apartment in the summer, I took one look at the driveway and knew six cars wouldn’t fit and maneuver nicely in and out. 470 more words

Missing: My Personal Aureole

Scale back

The self-flagellation

Unstrap madcap rap

Quit gnawing at blisters of blame

Shelf the craven guilt


It was just an accident

Written for… 161 more words


Consequence of Evolution

Justifiable rationalization

Decisions based on your ignorance

Twisted up inside me

Venomous temper sheathed within my tormented secret self

Hollowness encased deep in my structure… 43 more words