i lost her at midnight
the bewitching hour
to this madness
i don’t know
i don’t know when she died
the body in my hands… 65 more words
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right vs wrong part 2
Our prime purpose in this life is to help others.
And if you can’t help them, at least don’t hurt them.
-Dalai Lama
More thoughts on the other day’s topic of not doing wrong simply because it is wrong – my relationship with God is the most important one I have – or will ever have. 374 more words
The losses we can’t feel, the grief we can’t heal.
Until we can allow ourselves to feel the pain over all that we lost the difficult consequences that the multi generational legacy of addiction has brought to us, the love we lost, the connections that got broken or could not properly form because of our own stinted capacity to relate that was a curse of a childhood in which we never got to truly trust and connect how can we heal? 1,158 more words
Peace, Come to Me!
The last couple of days, I’ve been really good at holding on to peace. We had a “meeting” on Saturday afternoon and I did really well with it. 299 more words
Running my Car into the House, Playing a new Winter Game. (They said, 'find outside activities!')
I ran my car into my house today. I knew this day would come. When I moved into this apartment in the summer, I took one look at the driveway and knew six cars wouldn’t fit and maneuver nicely in and out. 470 more words
Missing: My Personal Aureole
Scale back
The self-flagellation
Unstrap madcap rap
Quit gnawing at blisters of blame
Shelf the craven guilt
Admit:
It was just an accident
Written for… 161 more words
Consequence of Evolution
Justifiable rationalization
Decisions based on your ignorance
Twisted up inside me
Venomous temper sheathed within my tormented secret self
Hollowness encased deep in my structure… 43 more words
