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I grew up a pretty skinny kid.  When I reached my teens and hit 100 pounds, I was told I was fat.  I felt like I was HUGE.   376 more words

Bipolar

I'm sorry, that's all the time we have for you today!

I’ve made peace with most things in my life.  The abuse, the torture, the brainwashing, but one thing I can’t seem to let go of is the anger. 211 more words

Depression

This is why I stay on my bipolar/ptsd meds

It wasn’t one thing.  It was a series of events that snowballed to create a trigger from my childhood abuse.  It wasn’t long before the paranoid thoughts were starting to swirl around from everywhere and big fat tears that wouldn’t stop.   402 more words

Bipolar

The Funeral

Went to a funeral this past weekend for a couple we know who lost their son.  He was an adult but it still triggered off those feelings of when I lost mine, in a way I wasn’t prepared for at all. 164 more words

Bipolar

I think I am through the worst of it.

(my wildflowers still kicking in the third week of Oct.  unheard of in these parts!)

Actually I think I am past the worst of it.  My past.   315 more words

Bipolar

Still painful, but here it goes...

I live in a negative world, but I don’t see it that way.  I see the darkness as funny and inviting.  I love the smart ass comments that come out my mouth, because they are so rare and hilarious to me.   521 more words

Depression