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Scripture at Sunrise 9.21.2017

“O Lord, God of our fathers, are You not God in heaven? You rule over all the kingdoms of the nations. In Your hand are power and might, so that none is able to withstand You.” -2 Chronicles 20:6… 26 more words

Scripture At Sunrise

The Hurt is Real

NOTE:  I started writing this, and noticed I started rambling.  It’s probably because I’m emotional, slightly elevated on THC oil and my anti-anxiety night time meds I haven’t taken in a while, because I haven’t felt like I needed it.   1,090 more words


Here we go...

2:00am, Thursday 21st September 2017

I created this blog months and months ago. Yet I’ve failed to post anything. I’ve attempted to on many occasions, but the delete key always won. 271 more words



When you think it couldn’t get any worse

you hit a brick wall

not intentionally

it just happens

as quick as a bolt of lightning… 44 more words


Hey stranger, its been a while...

I don’t really have much to write. And, sadly, I feel like I lost my writing mojo a while back…but this blog used to mean so much to me, a real life line to my feelings and a way for me to process things. 294 more words

Reality is overwhelming ;

She is 18 years old. Perfect time to finally think what she really needs to do with her life. Maybe get a little smarter, dress a little decent, learn how to shut her big mouth and et cetera. 426 more words


But.. why?

I must ask myself at least 10 times a day… ‘but.. why?’

Why do I feel sad?

Why do I feel pain?

Why do I hate myself so much? 142 more words

Few Of My Thoughts