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Part one of: Surviving Mental Breakdown

I have experienced total mental breakdown more than once.  If you have experienced this, are in the throes of it, or want help for a loved one, you may want to read on. 324 more words

Mental Health

Pushing buttons

I have been here over a year and never deleted a post before.

Yesterday was the first time.

I wanted to delete my blog, delete my existence in this sphere with a touch of a button. 84 more words


On restraint. 

I am not so stupid as to think
that there are words I
can say

to neutralize your hatred.
I imagine my name

is a razor blade… 216 more words

“Are you ready?” “Noooo!”

Thank you to the lovely Dr. Anita Auerbach for allowing me to share her eulogy for Richard Thompson.  Her words met me where I was at.   893 more words

Breathe in or Breathe out    

I’m getting too old for any games life throws my way. Too tired mentally. I’ve not bothered to truly tell anyone my actual thoughts, it will stay that way, though people probably see me as easy to read. 788 more words


Dear Future Love

A million moments ago I believed that I would meet you and life would be wonderful, that life would be magical. That I would see you and my heart would beat 10 times faster and we’d fall in love in a way that wouldn’t make us question each other. 475 more words